Jai Sai Ram
With a confused heart and mind I am writing this to you Baba. I have no idea how things went wrong for us. I have 2 beautiful children, 6 year old and 4 month old. You gave Ravindra a fantastic job which he accepted and we were all relocating. Unknown to us things just are not working out. We cannot seem to understand. We leave all our plans in Your hands. But what is happening I just cannot seem to fathom out.
You always find a way of telling me what is going to happen and guide me. This time I cannot see any light. Please help us come together. I cannot handle bringing up 2 children on my own.
I sometimes feel this is a way of You teaching us the value of our family. The importance of the love in our family. Help us, guide us. Before the festive season and we are still split as a family, change it.
I leave it up to You. Whichever way it goes give me the strength that I need.
Jai Sai Ram
Ashika (mum to Samika & Shaurav, wife to Ravindra)