Jai Sainath maharaj ki.
Swamy, it is true that a human being only recognizes the value of god when he is in very bad times. I have done many mistakes even after reading Sai Sathcharithra many times. I have not understood the meaning of the book even after so many times of reading. I have not understood the value of money which you gave me whenever I asked you for it. I spent it on worldly things and today me and my family dont even have even 1 rupee in hand even after earning so much. I am completely in debts and the more I am trying to get out of it, the deeper I am sinking into it. In my job, I have not followed your words and spread unwanted rumors on people who have been deeply grieved by my irresponsible acts! Today, I dont have a face to show to anyone. I am not happy in job which is misdeeds I have done without thinking correctly. I have made my family suffer without any peace of mind due to all my financial problems. There is no happiness in my house. My family is upset, I am not able to happily play with my daughter.
I have done so many mistakes. I want to correct each of them baba. I want to have a better job so that I can take care of my family. I want to correct my financial problems. I need to help my family to have a better life.
Please show me direction baba. Today, I am a lost soul trying hard, not to sink any more deeper in my problems. Pl help me swamy. Please help me........