Om Sai Ram Babu garu
Hw R U? I would like to share a incident of mine. This is when I was doing my degree 2nd year. Suddenly my father had a stroke, he have to close his business and our family fell down financially. My parents never told me this but seeing everything going on in my house I came to know that it was very hard for us to run our family. I dint know what to do, but thought that I should not waste money, so I decided that I will not purchase any study material for that year. Because I had a friend who was very close to me, we were friends from 7th std, and when we were studying 10th std she fell sick very badly so I had helped her a lot in each and everything, daily after my tution I used to go to her home update each and every book of her's and explain her what all happened in the school and tution. Each and every year we used to do combine studies at the time of exams. So I thought that as she know my situation she will surely help me by sharing her books to me.
We received the time table for the final exam and it was time to start doing preparations for exams, so I was dreaming that we will have combine studies and I will complete my revision. I had just 2 months left, and suddenly I came to know that she had already started revising and never told me about this. Then one day I asked her "What dear, you know what my situation is, and u know that I have not purchased any books, dont you feel like helping me??" Then she told me very frankly that "Why should I help you, it is your requirement that you should come and ask me, have you ever helped me so that I should help you now??" I was totally scattered, I became so low. Exams were nearing, I dont have books to refer, My best friend has cheated me, lot of financial problems at home, thinking all these incidents I was totally depressed, it was so hard for me to get sleep for atleast for an hour every day. I was decided that Iam going to become mad. My father took me to a doctor, he gave me lot of medicines and told me not to take any tension. My father told me to stop my studies saying that "You are important to us, not those studies, first of all come out of your situation, then we will think about your future".
I was in such a bad condition that I used to say my problem to each and every person, thinking that atleast any one can solve my problem, I roamed like a dog to each and every library to get the books, but nothing gave me solution, requested so many people asking for help regarding books, but no one could help me. I was praying to Baba continuously, Please help me Baba, Please hlep me Baba........... One day when I was sitting in pooja room in front of Baba closing my eyes, suddenly a light came in front of my eyes with a voice, stop medicine, Iam there for you. I had no secondary thinking, right from that moment I stopped taking medicine, just had lot of confidence and patience towards Baba.
It was just 1 month left for my exams, one day my brother-in-law who stayed in some other plance called me, and encouraged me saying that there is nothing to take it so seriously and get depressed, Iam there for you dont worry, I know many colleges over here, send me a list of your required books I will courier you. Within a week I got all the required books and started studying. Then my friend got realized about her bad response and tried to talk to me, any how I was was ready to talk to her any more. I used to apply Baba's udi and go for exam, any how completed my exams and was just waiting for my results thinking that I should pass getting minimum marks. When I got the results I was so surprised to see that I got 65% and that too more than my friend....... Hurry....... my happiness knew no bounds..... on that day only one of aunty presented my a very good idol of Baba which was from shirdi, I was just crying crying crying crying that day........ baba has totally changed my life.... from that day I never turned back again, No health problem, No financial problem, No education problem...... Completed my degree happily, started earning and at the same time have done my further education and now Iam a mother for kid who is 1yr 3months old, and till now still earning and doing further education to upgrade my qualification.
I dont say that I have never faced problems again, Yes I have faced some problems but with lot of faith and patience on Baba I am coming out of them.
THAT IS BABA
Just Have Faith And Patience. This is the only thing I can say you.
Take Care
Sreevani
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