baba please help me, you are my only hope

[sai_love]

baba, i have made a lot of mistakes in my life and sinned. Though I always thanked you for everything in good and  bad times I had not understood the true meaning of your words. Now, I am in a situation where I have hurt and still hurting my family. Please baba, forgive me for all my sins and I am scared of what is coming. I truly love my family and I don't want to loose them. I don't want to dissapoint my children and I want to be there to raise them as a mother. You have given me everything whenever I asked for it but I truly need you now the most. I am fighting for my life and my family, please do not take them away from me. It is due to the 'I' that I have brought this situation to my self and I have realized all my mistakes and there is no 'I' without sai. Please forgive me and take care of my family and me. I am doing the saptah parayana please give me a sign baba that you are with me. My mind thinks of all the bad thoughts and my faith keeps wavering. Please give me the strength to keep my sharaddha and saburi and think of positive outcomes to the situation

[chweetujaanu]

sai ji keep faith on baba he will never dissapoint us ..

baba please solve sai ji's problem..

omsairam

[sai_love]

thank you chweetujaanu, it is really nice to see that another sai devotee is asking for baba's help for me. i have realized a lot and a changed person. Hopefully, baba can see that as well.

[saib]

Change happens, but with time. We can't fight with ourselves, our thoughts are more powerful than us. Just surrender to sai with full faith. Think about him while eating, raising, sleeping everymoment whenever possible. Soon you will be able to see changes happening in your life. The way you speak, the way you pray, the way you eat, the way you study. And one day will come than whole life will have been transformed. A great and meaningful life for you, your family and for Sai.
May Sai Bless You!
om sri sai ram!

[gunj]

OM SAI RAM SAIJI

DNT WORRY BABA IS ALWAYS WITH U N WILL PROTECT U N UR FAMILY .APNE APNI GALTIYO KI MAAFI MAANGI HAI SAI SE PURE DILSE SAI JARUR APKO MAAF KAREGE

OM SAI RAM

[Well-wisher]

Saibji... this is so true. God bless you. Please always keep blessing us with your words of wisdom. Sai_loveji, love has a lot of power. Just give to your family all you can, just love your family all you can. Do the best you can & leave the rest to God.

Keep the faith strong. All will be good.

Om Sai Ram

[sai_love]

sairam everybody
it is really nice to hear such good words from my brothers and sisters here. Sometimes it feels like I am alone and going through all of this pain and sorrow. Though I have faith in Baba, due to pain it starts to waver. There are good days and bad days. I am hoping that it is going to be only good days because of baba. I am trying to forgive myself and the people who have caused so much pain in my life as baba says only love can change every situation, but this seems like such a difficult task. Even though I am able to forgive and able to give love, the person who is the most important in my life doesn't want to deal with the situation. I know I cannot expect anything from anybody but I am just a human being and I am trying. I finished the saptah parayana few weeks ago and I started the sai vrat yesterday. I also read the SathCharithra everyday which gives me intense calmness and pleasure. I do think of my sweet baba whenever possible as he is the only one who can take care of me and nobody else. If not for the support and love I get from my sai brothers and sisters I don't know what would have happened to me. I greatly appreciate all the good words I hear from all of you. Please do keep me in your prayers. I am not totally out of the situation yet some times it seems like it is getting better, though nobody knows but I also know that baba is testing me with my shraddha and saburi. I just hope baba can forgive me and bless me and my family so I can keep on my spiritual journey and the tasks of seva I have undertaken. This seva is giving me a lot of pleasure during this most stressful situation

[Sonu2310]

Hello Sai ji,
                How r u ? Dont worry everything will be fine very soon. We all wil pray for you. Realization is the first step towards betterment, since u have done that, u are very near Baba, SOon you will be smiling all the time and post us a wonderful reply. Take care. Om sai Ram

[sai_love]

sairam everybody
I would like to first thank my sweet baba for the miracle he did in my life with the present situation. I am truly humbled and my faith in him has become so strong that I don't doubt or fear anything now. He has done for me what was even beyond what I had expected because I had not expected this kind of a miracle, he truly has made the impossible possible. I am very fortunate and feel truly blessed.
Baba - I am very sorry Baba that my faith was wavering during my most trying situation. I know what Sri Sainaith did for me was what was good for me though it was not completely the outcome of the situation the way I wanted. Whatever he has given me now is absolutely beautiful and I have accepted it with his blessings and I know that he will give me whatever is best for me in due time and I don't doubt that even for a second. Secondly, I would like to thank everybody here for all their prayers. My family and I are very happy. I truly appreciate all my brothers and sisters here. This miracle has truly made me, the Sri Sai devotee that I need to be. Thanks Baba and Thanks to everybody here who became a part of my life because of this situation. I truly feel that no matter how much I thank Baba and everybody here is never going to be enough
For Sonu2310 - Thanks a lot from the bottom of my heart. Your reply to my posting made a lot of difference in the way I felt and a few days after that I heard the good news.
Baba truly has lifted most of my burdens from my shoulders and I truly know that whatever is left he is going to lift that at an appropriate time. The best thing I learnt from this is that Baba is with me at all times, he is guiding me, helping me and I am now in his hands. He is my only saviour.


 

[ankurjain]

Thank you Sai_loveji for writing this post.Saibaba has again shown his presence.I am happy for you.He will bless everyone but is just waiting for the right moment.We all have full faith in Saibaba.may saibaba bless all.Om Sai Ram