hello main aapse ek baat sher karna chahta hu kaafi time ho gya pta nahi mere dimaag
main ek badi ajeeb se baat chalti rehti hai kuch alag duniya phele main apna mama ke
yaha rehta tha karib 3saal main apne nani mama k kaafi close tha nani ke bhi abhi thode
kafi time ho gya ye badi ajeeb se baat mere saath ho rahi hai kuch samazh nhi aa raha main kya karu aapko bada ajeeb lagega sunkar lekin aisa mere saath hota hai main sab wo baatein feel kar raha hu jo tab ki thi aisa lagta hai jaise main unki jindagi je raha hu har taraf wahi mahol hai mere dost gharwaale
karta hu to muzhe aisa feel hota hai jaise main wo lamha je raha hu jaise wo depress hoty thy main bhi waise he hu wo khus thy ya wo newsppr padte thy waise he main kr raha hu jo mere mama ne kia tha ya kabhi kisi or ko dekhta hu to lagta hai ki ye main hu main bhi aisa he tha main bhi aise masti krta tha main kisi na kisi ko compare krta he rehta hu ye kabhi band nahi hta kosish krne par bhi bitaae jaise main unki tarh dikhne laga hu jaise unke dost hai aise mere dost hai main
apne main or dosto main ghar waalo main dekhne lag gya hu ye baat muzhe
bohot pareshan krti hai main thik se padhai bhi nahi kar pta es wajh se
main es wajah se drink n smoking b star8 kr de thi lekin chod de to fir yahi baatein saamne aati hai dosto main bohot pareshan hu kuch samazh nahi aa raha kya karu main kisi ko ye baat bata bhi nahi sakta dimaag main aata hai agar kisi ko bataunga to log kya sochenge or batane ki koshish bhi karta hu toh haklaane lagta hu ya thik tarh se bata nahi pata plz koi muzhe batao aakhir ye kyu ho raha hai ye koi bimari hai?kya iska koi ilaaz hai main kaafi pareshan ho chuka hu isse plz help me