OM SAI RAM
Dear Puja,
I am 35 too, but that is not too old, to dream and work on them.
I fell in love at the age of 30, but barely 3 months togetherness, his parents said no.
I came to Baba for miracles...... till now nothing, but i keep getting reassurances from him to keep shraddha saburi.
yes sometimes, I feel the pinch, that i am late for the worldly happiness, that a girl needs.
but then, I feel so happy that, it has brought me so close to Baba, and Baba has helped me sail through the phase.
I am now waiting for Baba's reply, which I will get one day.
You have been giving all your life, so now why ask, at all???
Baba sent you here to help others. If you havent got anything here, then you will get it when you go up.
And regards to your love life, sorry to say, but the guy is messing your life, his life, his ex's life and fren's life
When a person has already moved on, there is no point pursuing them.
If you are still in love with them, it's fine, but walk away from them.
Never show them your love, cause if it did matter to them, they would not have left.
Sometimes, it's "samajdaari" to allow life to win. Another word, is letting go.
We always waste our time, in keeping account of who id what to us, and how much, when, etc...
instead in that much time, we could have done so much more better work.
It's how you see the world. If you were dark glasses, you will always see dark, if you bright glasses, world will appear bright.
Put on you bright glasses and see this world turn beautiful.
Keep saying Sai SAi, when ever you get freetime, no matter even if it is few seconds, hours or days.
that word is what will change your world.
Till then....Keep Praying!!!