Baba will definitely forgive you Chweetu ji,
remember, one of the key teachings of Baba is 'Saburi' ... i.e Patience ..
So have patience .... and while waiting patiently maintain complete faith in Sai ..
You will be united with your love very soon ...
Each one of us on this forum prays for each other ... so we all will pray for you and I am sure Baba will answer your prayers soon..
Om Sai Ram ...