baba pls forgive me for my mistakes give back my love to me saii...

[chweetujaanu]

ganesh ji,

          but he loves me a lot he has even taken me home and introduced me to his mom and he loved and cared me alot. i dont know what happened all of a sudden to him.baba plzz tell bharat to understand me saiii.
omsairam

[Well-wisher]

Then find out...

[chweetujaanu]

only baba knows the reason no one except baba can find out what has happened and give me the qualification to receive bharat's love once again..

baba i know you are angry on me even bharat is angry on me baba its only you who can tell bharat to know the truth and try to understand me baba plsss...

i have no other than you who can help me baba i am waiting for your help sainatha plss bless me with bharat's love .. i dont have any lust for beauty r wealth i never asked you to give me any such things baba i will never even ask you for all those you have given me enough food and clothing for me to live a life but baba i have passes these many years with most of the time tears in my eyes... after bharat coming into my life you know though we had problems i had a life to live with.. but baba you have taken him from him plss baba give me back my bharat sainatha..

its only you who can help me its only you who can do a miracle.. many feel i am mad though bharat is not talking to me i still feel that he comes back baba though i look foolish to anyone even though if you feel such way i wont leave your feet and baba saii i know you will surely forgive me for my mistakes and bring back bharat's love to me...baba plzzzzz came to my help plzzzz

omsairam....

[Well-wisher]

Hope is never foolish chweetu. Give him some time and work on yourself. Make yourself a better person. Give to others what you crave for. If its love, give love... to as many people you come across... in as many ways as you can. A smile can be love, a hug can be love, offering help can be love, being there can be love, just listening can be love, offering food / clothing or education can be love... in every lil way you can, spread love...

N then... just see how it comes flowing back to you. For the next 3 months keep this as your goal - One good deed for making others feel loved, one thing that makes me feel loved... God bless you...

Love & Light...
Om Sai Ram

[chweetujaanu]

well wisher ji thanks alot..

                             i am not able to bare it anymore baba y dont you come to me baba i really dont ave anymore words to say i am cravin for your blessin and your forgiveness for my mistakes baba you know what i am facing baba never in my life i have become so weak my heart is sinking baba day by day my love for bharat is increasing day by day i am not calling him i am not messaging him baba i should have done it before i should have repented before baba its you who say "those who look to me i look towards them and those who forget me would be punished by maya.." baba i am punished baba i am begging for your pardon sainatha without your grace i can never get back bharat's love saiiii plsssssssssss plsssssssss tell bharat to give me a chance to tell my feelings and that i am sorry for hurting him baba plzz atleast give me that chance to tell how i am feeling to him baba plzzzzzzzzz i beg you baba plzzzzzzzz..

baba i am sorry baba plzzzzzzz forgive me and tell bharat to be with me saiiii plzzz baba its you who can change anyone with your glance plss show mercy on me saii plzzz baba plzzzzzzzz

omsairam

[chweetujaanu]

baba whatever i wanna tell to bharat i am telling to you baba inka needey poochi idantha bharat ki cheradaniki help cheyadam baba i trust you baba u will surely unite me with bharat

bharat chintu sorry ra nuvvu natho untavo ledo naku telidu kani nenu neeku chepalanukunnadanta ikkada chepthunaa ra ela ayna idi neeku cheruthundani naa hope. nenu neeku epudana abadam chepthey adi only one reason tho ra nuvvu naa nunchi duram avadhu i must not lose you coz of any fight ani. ippudu neeku anni chepaalanukuntunaa ra kaani nuvvu vinatldu.

sorry ra nijamga chepthunaa raa ee 2years lo nenu ninnu sariga artham cheskoledu ra but e 2months lo neh love n care artham cheskunna ra 2years college lo nakosam tirigevadivi nuvvela feel ayyuntavo naaku ippudu nenu anubavisthey kaani teliyaledu ra neh greatness ninnentha badha petaano ippude telustundi ra naku nenu ninnepdana ignore chesina fight chesina kuda nadegariki vachevadivi with that love on me kaani nakey pogaru ra appudu ninnu sariga artham cheskoledu.

nenu nijamga ea tappu cheyaledu ra i never spoke to pavan i showed you even the proof kada ra just listen to that audio you will know appudu nenu ah mistake chesaanu ra ala matladatam kani adi kuda neekosam nee love kosam chesindey raa he told me if i talk to him once for all he wont disturb me again tdy is the last day for college i wont disturb you please talk antey nenu matladanu ra vaditho so that malli future lo malli manaku problem undadu ani nenu ala matladali anukununtey bayata matladedani kada ra collee lo nuvvu untav ani telisi kuda enduku matladta ra naku ea bad thought ledu loved you truly anduke matladanu malli manaku problem undadu ani.

nuvvunapudu nee viluva teliyaledu ra nuvvu natho lekapothey naku life ea ledu ra bngrm sorry nuvvu ma cls boys tho matladadu antey appudu i didnt talk but valumatladichnapdu frnds unapdu valadegara unanu kani appudu adi eam tappu orke nuvvu dominate chesthunav anukunedani kani adi ninnu entha badha pettindo ippudu artham ayyindi ra nuvvu 2-1 lo nameda kopaniki 1day dilraj tho matladitheyney i couldnt bare it ra kaani nenu chesthey adi tappu ani anukoledu eppudu fgt petkonedani kani ra never cheated you i never had any secret relation with any one you know that kani nenu neeku eppudanna abadam chepaanu antey adi only nuvvu ekkada nannu vadili velpothavo aney bayam tho ra nijamga aa id nenu use cheyaledu ra raga kosam ichesaanu kani neeku chalasarlu lied andkey udidnt believe me ra i can prove everything for u chala chepalani undi ra naakenduku buddhi chepaledu ra appude nenu ninnu inthaga badha pettinappudu enduku aynaa kudaa jaanu wife dolly ani nannu antha care chesav ra chepuu plsss want you ra cannot be without you . you can never cheat me i know your character.

nuvvu work chesthey naku inkaa happy ra my huby does every work ani kani nuvvu work cheskuni nannu ignore chesthuntey naavalla avvaledu ra andkey used to fight with love on u anthey kani needi ea chinna vishayam ayna naku important ra i feel happy for wat all you do. nannu duram cheyaku ra plss.

neeku interest poyindi antey adi naatappe ra ninnu visiginchanu neeku munde tensions untey malli naa tension nenu chesina mistakes valla doubts 24hrs naa venakale undalante neeku entha frustration untadi ra kopam kanna neeku badha untadi nenu evarthonaina matladuthunaa will leave you emo ani entha heart pain ununtundoo nenu ippudu anubavisteney telustundi raa naku i am not bad ra huby nuvvu lekunda nenu undalenu nenu mistakes chesaara avi eppudu correct cheskodaniki try cheyaledu ninnu badha petaanu kani nuvvu kuda tittevadivi kada ra nenu badhapadedani nuvvu tittinanduku kaani ninnu badhapetaanu anedi artham cheskoledu nenu appudu inkaa chalaa chepaali ra neeto matladali wana catch ur legs and cry to my hearts content neeku undatam interest lekapoyna plss nakosam neeku sorry chepukoney chance ivvu ra for this 2years of relation plss ra plsss

baba plsss baba bharat ki idi ela ayna cherusthav naaku nammakam undi. baba nannu kshaminchu baba plsss vadimanasu marchu baba please tell him that i have changed neeku telusu ga baba nenu change avthunaa ani evartho matladatldu vadiki nachanidi eami cheyatldu.

bharat inkokati ra mee friends tho nenu reason telusukodaniki matrame matladanu ra nenu vallatho verey eam chepaledu i told them u r chweet you will not cheat me ani i trust you ra plsss nadegariki raa chwtu sorry jaanu ani okkasari piluvu ra plsss love it .

baba plss baba bharat ni natho undamani chepu baba malli naaku arahatha kalipinchu baba plsss...

omsairam

[chweetujaanu]

neeku ippudu interst poyindi kabatti nuvvu only naa mistakes alochistunaav ra okasari calm ga kurchuni manam spend chesina time happy moments alochinchu appudu you will realise enthasepu nee mind lo naanunchi duram vellali elaayna ani undey tappa nannu entha badha pedthunavo artham cheskotldu ra nuvvu ala heartless ga cheyaku ra chintu plsss love you ra plsss huby chorry ra okasari mana happymoments alochinchu wen we used go out bunking my gre class i didnt listen to you and joined the class ra adi kuda only must spend time after 4th yr ani chesanu ra kani neeku ishtamlenidi nenu edi cheyanu ra sorry ra piggy sorry love you please listen to me ra...

baba tell him to listen baba plssssssss neeku kuda nenu vodhaa baba enduku nannila okkadani chesestunnaru nannu enduku ila madhyalo vadilesthunaru andaru chweetu plsss naku nuvvu unavga ra chepu plssssssss baba plss inka navalla kavadam ledu baba plss atleast give me the strength to die.. vadu vasthadu vasthadu aney hope tho inka bathikunnanu baba nuvvu adey kaadu antey inka nenu bathakadam waste baba plsssss...

[chweetujaanu]

baba plsss baba inka navalla kavadam ledu baba ee pain nannu kshaminchi nannu bharat ni kalupu baba memu mundula premaga undela chai baba plss naaku nuvvu tappa evaru leru baba nenu eoppudu valla mom ni hurt cheyalanukoledu baba he loves his mom alot i liked her alot baba i never wanted to create a problem to them baba i wanted to takecare of the mand wanted to be good with them baba plssss nannu kshaminchi malli naaku bharat tho undey arahatha ivvu baba plss i am begging u saiii...

omsairam

[Well-wisher]

Chweetu... Calm down. Please calm down. I do not understand what exactly the problem is... but from what it looks like, its got something to do with a friend you spoke with against Bharat and your wish. I'm not clear about it though. If thats the case, please go up front and tell Bharat what you said to Baba right now in that many words.
If he's not wanting to talk to you give him some time to calm down. Maybe a month or two. Then you can try talking once some of the hurt has reduced. Continue to be yourself... and improve yourself in every aspect of life.

Your waiting and crying will and can never bring back love. It can only generate pity. Working on yourself might just make him think and realize what a strong, loyal and beautiful person he lost and may calm down his anger and get him back.

All the best for a new, stronger you... Unfortunately chweetu, weakness fails to attract love. Strength does. God give you the strength to come through this. And this is not to mis-guide you or give you false hopes, but people do come back and re-unite even after years. So if its meant to be it will be...at the time it has to be. No amount of crying, feeling weak or begging and make that time pass faster. When it is time for you to be blessed with TRUE, GENUINE LOVE, you will. It could be Bharat. It could be someone else who'll shower you with more love, understanding and support you in every aspect of life wholely n completely. But whoever it is, its not happening before time.
So the time you have to spend single, USE IT WELL. Work on yourself, love yourself, pamper yourself, nuture yourself and others. Learn new stuff... move ahead in life and be the one millions and millions and millions would wake up dreaming of having...
This time may not come back again. So grab every moment n use it to the best you can

All the best!
Love & Light...
Om Sai Ram

[chweetujaanu]

baba are you still angry with me cant you get him back to me saiii i am sinking day by day baba plz come to me baba want you in this moment of time i cant be like this anymore baba plsss give me back my bharat baba pplsssssss i beg u baba plss

omsairam

[aquafish]

Wellwisher..I understood what she wrote yaar...Misunderstanding huye hai...meri kahaani jaise hi lag rahi hai...dont mind if i reply in telugu..

Jaanu,

oka vishyam cheppana..engineering lo ivvi anni common e ra..nenu chaala chesaanu ilantivi ...ammayilu okka la untaru abbayilu inko laga untaru..naku artham avthundi nee bhada..more than u can imagine..nenu cheppedi enti ante...nuv ikkada raasindi antha thanaki email cheyi...thana friends ni adagaku..dani valla bharat ki inka kopam vasthundi...adi matram correct endukante boys ki friends tho manchivi chepadam ishtam kani thana gf ala thana friends tho share cheyadam nachadu...valla ego hurt avthundi...

nuv clear ga alochinchu..pichi ga ala obsess avthe kashtam ra...nee kante peddadanini , idi antha naku jarigindi ani cheppthunna..thanaki time ivvu..okkasatri idi antha mail chesi vadileseyi...thane vasthaadu...adi nizam..thanaki nuvvu ishtam kabbati ala calm ayipoyaadu..nizanga nuv ishtam lekapothe andariki cheppi, godava pettevaadu..antha ayaaka kuda majjulo neethone unnada...okkasari nammakam kudrali ante time kavali...ippudu ma vaadu kuda konni nellalu dooram ga unta, appudu vastha annadu so nenu kashtam ga unna urukunna...nuvvu kuda okkasari email chesi wiat cheyi..elopala andarini contact cheyaku..keep everything private...anthe..abbayiliki ade kavali..neku emaina kashtam ga unte maku cheppu...artham ainda? jagratha...a so called friends emi cheyar..nuvvu cheppindi vini velli bharat ni edpisthaaru and it will make things worse..manamu prema tho cheppina or mana love ni save cheddam ani cheppina, vallakia rtham kaadu...sare na...take care and soon bharat mataduthaadu..naku a nammakam undi...nuvvu a thought thone undu...antha baga jaruguthundi...pichi alochanalu pettukokunda, evarini nammaku...evaru artham cheskoleru, bharat ni kuda bad chestharu..happy ga undu...final ga cheppedi enti ante...okkasari mail chesi, vadiley...thanaki theliyani nuv thana kosam unnav ani..anthe...

Om sai ram

[chweetujaanu]

thanks aqua..

                 kani nenu entha cheppina vadu vinatldu nannu vadilinchukovalani choosthunaadey tappa nannu artham cheskovalanukovatldu ra.... entho cheppi choosanu but vadiki aa feeling povadam ledu emina antey i left you antaadu but he knows i am not like that ani kani hez wantedly making himself bad before me so that i will leave him ani hez wantedly trying to get hatred on me.. naku vadu kavali ra nenu undalenu vadu lekunda.. your guy atleast told that he will come back but he says he will never come back...but i know baba will get him back because now i am being as bharat wanted me to be before... thanq aqua and everyone supporting me here..

omsairam

[akansha]

jia sai ram
chweetuji
plz plz dont get soo restless..n dont feel ur hope is foolish,just stay calm n keep praying..though i wasnt able to understand that u wrote but all that i can tel is give it sometime n plz dont crave for him lik this..for this ruin only u n wil nit botther him much..
baba plz help chweetu get her bharat back..plz shower ur blessings on her baba ..help her baba..
all the best chweetu il pay for u i hope all woll get wel sonn plz dont worry.just take care n keep praying..take cre..
jai sai ram

[chweetujaanu]

thanks alot akansha...

baba plss baba im am sorry today i am not feeling good baba i wasnot even having peace of mind even in temple i couldnt even sit before you baba please bring me out of it baba please tell bharat to understand me baba plssssss
omsairam

[Well-wisher]

Chweetu... ure a beautiful person who cares. Am sure God will hear all your prayers. We need to learn to be patient... for longer periods of time. If he's meant to be with you, nothing that he says or does at this moment can stop the two of you from being together. If he's not, you have a lot better stored for you in future. Either he'll come back or God will drag you out of this and bless you with a lot more. Whatever He does, in either case will be just that whats best for you.

So please calm down. Do not focus on what he says, but on what you do with yourself and your life. If you love and respect yourself, he will love and respect you, understand you and come back. keep the faith strong.