dont worry sister , baba knows very well what o do , so dont worry if baba wishes u the life u have chosen he will give u otherwise baba will give u a chance which will be 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000times better than u chose pls wait , baba will show u the way surely , everybody can think harming even ur mom and dad can take a wrong decision but never baba may be at first u will feel bab but surely he will direct u to the place where we want to go this i am saying from my real experience sister dont worry om sai ram