Baba plz dont test my patience

[visha]

baba i believe u and have faith with u..but people araund me making fun of me..playing with my emotions..im not a stone or doll..i cant accept it..why until now u didnt do anything?im suffering more than 3 months..sleepless night and unable to eat..no happines in my life..i feel like everyhing gone..im helpless even i pray u day and night..i let me in pain..u let me to suffer..i feel like dying each day..day by day my pain increasing..i cant hold anymore..i begging to you but i didnt receive any help..im crying and leaving in pain and people around me laughing and make fun of me..is this what u want baba..i cant live anymore in this world..

[saib]

Dear Visha,

Unconditional Faith is another name of Patience. You know People make fun of only those, who respond or get irritated. The day you stop reacting or responding against bad treatment by others, it will automatically stopped. Why you feel everything is gone. How do you define everything – A Job ? A Home ? A Friend or someone you love ? Any closed relative ? Money ?

Baba do not take any patience test of anyone. He just treat and heal. E.g. in Hospital so many patients gets admitted, some recovered in hours and some takes years according to nature and level of their diseases and quality of treatment, similarly we suffer on account of our Karmic account. If We can not change our circumstances in life, we must accept the same, not with compliants but with grace, with faith on the master lord and having patience.

Also keep your mind busy in some productive tasks, not easy, but try like watering the plants, feeding the birds, painting … what so ever you like.

We all suffer at a point in life, some accept it and get transformed to higher one and who resist could not recover. It is all matter of choice.

May Baba Sai Bless You and All of Us !

om sri sai ram !