dear bharti,i feel after read ur problem,jo tumhara man kahe,vo karo,dil ki baat suno,agar aaj tumne dil ki baat suni,to kabhi in future agr tumhe laga bhi ki ye tumne galat kiya hai,to bhi tum uske sath ji sakti ho,so always listen ur heart,aur baba ji rasta khud hi bana denge,i m sure,keep smiling,jai sairam!!!