sumtimes i thnk dat d time thru which i hv gone was wat i deserve.
bachpan se hi me bhagwan ki roz sacche man se puja karti aai hu n my connection wid god was vry good i used to thnk dat watever happens god is wid me me har baat roz kamse kam aadha ghanta nikal k jo b din me hua batati thi.
bt frm last year onwards wen sum1 else i.e. my love came into my life, so d time wich i used to spent in worshippin n remembering name of god was reduced to large extent. muje khud lagne laga tha ki mere bhagwan se duri badgai hai utni close nai rehgaithi me na jada worship karti thi bus apne beloved ko hi time deti thi.
isiliye jo b indino meresath hua hai vo hona hi mere liye sabse acha tha kyuki inhi dukh k dino k vajase me aaj fir bhagwan k utne karib aagai hu.
yesterday i thankd my beloved, i said to him that thnx for giving me pains n hurting me coz by doing so u hv given me my bst frnd back my connectin wid god has become stronger like b4.
thanx baba 4 teaching me dis lesson thanx ab muje kisi b chiz ka dar nai hai coz i knw im loyal 2 evry1 n my love for him is true so im vry vry much assured that u will soon make him realise that hw much he means to me. i knw that he too loves me a lot n cant live widout me bus uska gussa sab khatam karne ki situation pe le aata hai
bus baba aapse vinti karti hu ki uska gussa shaant kardijiye i dnt want him to suffer jst coz of his anger
plz baba uska dhyan rakhiyega mujse pehle aap uski care karna plz baba gv his all troubles to me jst gv him strength to think right n face all the situations thru which he is goin.
baba nxt mnths se board exams hai plz baba kaafi time se uske ghar ki problms ki vajase uska dhyan padai me nai rehta 1 mahina b nai bacha ab aap plz baba kaise b karke kuch b karo ki uska padne me man lage plz bhagwan do anythng plz baba uski exams achi jaaye plz baba ye dilse prarthna hai meri.
or muje bus jo meri mehnat hai jitni me mehnat karai hu utna result dena baba im nt asking u to gv me bst result bus jitna me padti hu jitni mehnat hai utna sab yaad rahe muje or utna result dena baba,
bus apni kripa banaye rakhna baba hum sab pe sabki wishes puri karna baba,
i love....u baba n thanx 4 evrythng evry happiness evry sorrow coz watevr u hv done 2 me was done for my sake only.
thank you so.........much baba for bringing me close to u again as b4.
om sai ram !!!!!!!!!![/color]