Jai Sai Ram,
jai sai ram,
jai sai ram,
jai sai ram,
sai i am in trouble, you have seen me working very hard in my masters with utmost dedication, please bless my work
baba why do i see failure, you sent me amongst the people of different country to study new subjects and gave me the ideas to work on female foeticide in India. i bowed before your will and worked hard for the reserach proposal. But baba my degree programme director failed me. she has always ill treated me... i have always cried... now what else Baba do i do? i have no idea. today u made me burst in front of my supervisor and i cried out about the racism i faced.... he saw tears, but dint believe that i suffered racism... he seems helpful... baba but i dont know how these people are here.
baba i dont know why did i fail now... what ethics of reserachdo i not follow or why Baba do they think i cant work hard in one month and write? Baba answer me please, why baba do they think i am ambitious? Baba please show some mercy on me and please by monday help Peter, my supervisor to put forth my case and conduct my research as it is. Baba help me pass my Masters. baba u know i have wanted to do a phd, but i cant even think of clearing my masters... what should i do? Baba become my external marker and please pass me please baba.
Please eveyone pray for me, here in uk i have no ways and means to go in front of baba and beg. some one please light some candles for me when you pray and offer him some flowers and ask him to become my external marker and help me clear my proposal. please someone open saicharitra for me and tell me what does Baba have in store for me. i am very very dejected, helpless and with tears begging forgiveness and asking for help. Baba guide me. come speak to me baba. please become my voice and speak for me, become my strength and write for me, baba become my messenger and mark for me . Baba i even broke in front of my supervisor and couldnt contain about the racist comments... Baba please end my sufferings.
baba what should i do? where should i go? why dont u bless me for vidya baba? u have seen me working on innovative ideas, why baba are u doing this to me? Baba i am flying out on 29th wednesday, comming back to my land in Delhi to do my research baba send some one to bless me.
baba do some miracle for me and produce the dissertation as some one has never produced in this university. baba no failures ... i am tired, helpless baba. baba call me to you. u say if someone calls me who is my devotee, you come running to rescue him or her.
baba help me. baba my parents have spent in money which is a lot, but i am not concerned about money, but about how they are going to face if i fail..... i know that baba they will still accept me, but baba i am their only son and only daughter... please give them the happiness that they can raise their head high and face all the remarks of this society. people have said papa's business will flop after hi, because they dont have a son... if not business at least give my parents the happiness of stating that their daughter is good in studies.
baba i am strengthless, please baba i impore on u, please show me some miracle on Monday. for once in my studies let me come out with flying colours. it looks as if its an everyday affair to see failures. please someone pray for me when you do Baba's arti and post me if you can Baba's words after opening sai sacharitra for me.
thank you sai at least i can say these words:
Jai sai Ram!
Jai sai Ram!
Jai Sai Ram!
Jia Sai Ram!
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