Jai SAI RAM!
JAI SAI RAM!
fIRST THING, I TODAY MET BABAje, went to his temple and felt much better! just missed the entire family, everybody.... trust me i was thinking about ll of you, and thanked Baba that i have all of you to love me, support me and take care of me... i have no words at all. i have comlete faith and trust in Baba and he makes me realize my mistakes, loves me, protects me.
I think i have done the biggest mistake in my life is that of not paying my due respect to the Gurumahraj jee of anandpur, gwalior. Sushma jee i am indebted to you that with BABA'S GRACE YOU DELIVERED ME THE RIGHT WORDS, HIS MESSAGE. This has saved me from making further mistakes and i am repenting because even in that he has made me learn a lesson and the lesson is Baba wanted to test me faith and his words to respect everyone, which i did not follow, consequently i have suffered, but since He is forever loving, caring and forgiving, that is why he made shammi jee write these words:
"Now, you need not yourself any more about the matter. It was on account of my wish that, the coconut was entrusted to you, and ultimately broken on the way; why should you take the responsibility of the actions on you? Do not entertain the sense of doership in doing good, as well as bad deeds; be entirely prideless and egoless in all things and thus your spiritual progress will be rapid."
Also i think he meant that i dont have to be bothered about what each of Tracey's actions have a consequence for me, because Baba is supreme, always there for all of us. He has promised and he will fulfill it.
Baba please forgive my sins, i beg of you, forgive me for hurting you and pain9ing you through my words, actions and deeds, please show me your way and make me your's forever. Do not make me go on the wrong path and just let me follow the path in which the beginning and the end is You Baba.
sapna, shammi jee, swapna jee, Sushma jee, Rajesh jee, Ravi jee, Dipika jee,Ramesh jee and everyone else in theis parivar... i thank you from every corner of my heart. please pray for our Manu jee and sapna(asha) so that sai' blesses them soon.
jai sai ram ! jai sai ram ! jai sai ram!