i hav tears in my eyes deva..in d nyt wen i slept pillow was full wet..no no ,,,i trust u completely,i hav full faith on u baba..u r my father..i love you....juz that u noe i hav been waiting 2 hear dt since past 5 n half years..n wen i was told its on my bday..on my bday ill get d biggest gift of my lifetime,,,it ol changed upside down..sab kuch ulta hi ho gaya..u noe i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy...i was running dancing singing like a small kid..wen suddenly i herd dt its nt dt way,,my body started shivering,,,i started feeling cold...i was speechless...juz seeing into your eyes n cant stop my tears deva...aur kitna wait karu baba...aur kitna....withing a minute all my hopes n happiness n dreams were changed..even while writing dis,,my hand is shivering...almost 6 yrs gne...aur kitna wait karu baba...pls answer me..reely feel lik giving up dis time.my strength is ova..6 yrs baba...6 years..i feel lik giving up deva..cant take it any more.i cant.give me an answer baba...i am on my knees,,palms open in front of you and i em begging for mercy..o even betta..juz keep all the ppl in dis forum happy,juz give dem wat eva they want and giv ol der probs n bad time to me.dats even betta deal na baba..juz keep evry1 happy..