Last week i nearly gave up on life with no friends or family to help me. My wife left me for someone elsa after being married for ten years. She met someone who brain washed her into his religion and she took off with him. I am a believer of Baba and always will be , she left me with all rent arrears and bills to pay after taking the little money we had, i had to take out loans and know in debt unable to manage even to keep roof over my head.I am renting a single room at present but still having problems due to loans. Please baba help me why is it you are giving me such a hard time, i would gladly like you to take me while asleep to you baba so i would never have to return as i have nothing to live for. I am 47 and life is just passing away and i do not even have the simple things to get on with life. If you cannot or for some reason do not want to help me please take me away from all my problems. Please devotees pray to baba for me as i cannot keep living like this and for the first time i am frightened in my life of the future which holds nothing for me. I do work but had to take time off and also mentioned to work how i was feeling and what i was going to do to end my life. I taken time off for feeling so lonely and was about to do something to end it all. They where sympathetic but unable to help directly financially.
Please help me devotees, please, please, please devotees.
Jai sai ram.