Om Sai Ram,
hey sai baba,
kya kahu me aapse , kabhi kabhi lagta hai i shud stop praying you, everyday i come with my hopes to see even single good mail from my love , refresh the mail box almost 200 times , then i feel thats good no mails atlest its good that he didn`t mail bad instead, but how long............
i dont know , its hard to live and face everything alone, i can fight and face the whole world if my love is with me, its really sometimes feel that in this whole big world i m so tiny and crying alone for my love , baba i feel shall i really pray you?
what you want from me?
well its upto you baba ,but i must say that have your human incarnation and take the birth of gal love someone deeply and let him go away feel the pain what i m bearing where there is no sign at all of my love, i really want baba you to feel that and then say......................................
no sin is bigger than to break the heart , i m a mere human what can i say you or do to you, i can cry , can get angry but what shall i do when i recall my old days with my love in makes my soul cry , my soul curses every that person who are making me away from my love.................................
if you really exist bless me and all.
Sai Anamika
Om Shri Sai