Om sai ram,,om sai ma
dear Jaya,,
well ,,I want to share only one thing,,
Dont U think so tht ,,BABA HAS HIS OWN PURPOSE OR OWN WAY TO GET THINGS DONE FOR OUR BETTERMENT...
well I think we are 6 girls ,,who all are BABA's devotees ,, not by just sayings ,,but beliving tht we are baba's daughters,,,
BABA is doing the same thing with all of us....!!!!!!!!!Dont U THINK SO THT THERE IS ANY DEVINE PURPOSE FOR THIS,, WHT EVER IT IS,,,
WE ALL BECOME IMPATIENT SOME TIME,,N ITS NATURAL,,
BUT WHN I THINK ,,BABA IS NOT DOING THIS ONLY TO ME,,DOING TO HIS ALL DEVOTEES..THN I FELT HAPPINESS THT BABA IS ALSO CONSIDERING ME HIS DEVOTEE.....LIKE SAY CONSIDERING SUHANI,, FOR EXAMPLE...
SO FEELING GREAT THT BABA IS CONDERING ME JUST LIKE SUHANI,, BOTH ARE DEVOTEE,, SO GIVING ME RELIEF THT ,,ATLEAST BABA IS CONSIDERING ME HIS DEVOTEE...
i think we shud satisfied with this,,,
om sai ma
Firstly iam really sorry for not posting for a long time.
I lost my patience because there are no clues that Anjan will come back to me, so i fought with Baba and did not want to get into His forum..but see what all he had made these days.
Though I fought with him, I went to his mandir and kept on singing his Aarthi songs everyday while commuting in electric train.
Number 1:
I went to Shirdi Sai temple near my house in Chennai. I have been going to this temple for almost 8 years. Recently in the temple Udi started falling from the Idol of Swami; also after few days kumkum and Sandal Powders have also been falling.... A couple of weeks back i was told that there were the Foot Steps of Baba in the back side of the temple, where there is a room with a small kitchen. Since I did not go for a weerk i did not witness this miracle. So I went to the temple on 28th September. I could find the foot prints.... I was so excited.
If Baba could come and leave his footprints, then I asked Him why He is not bringing my Anjan back to me?
Number 2:
On the same day, when i was going to my offcie in train, i met a girl who i knew before. She was talking about her problem..I had only one picture of Saibaba with me in my bag..i thought i should give it to her...I gave.The same evening when i met my other friend in the train she said she had something to give to me..and it was a Picture of Shirdi Sai right from Shirdi..
If Baba could give me the photo back..why He is not giving my Anjan back to me?
Number 3:
Strange Dream:
Iam going to a place in Chennai which i know very well..but wherever i turn ic ould only find a blind end. ther is noone except for a very strange Flower girl . She comes and asks me if I want flower, I say no. then she goes. After soemtime I meet an old person with long beard who also looks very different. I ask him the route to go..he directs me but even that is a blind end..The old man and the flowergirl by then give a scary smile and tell that they have caught me and i cannot go anywhere.
I plead with them to free me but they dont. I shout "saibaba" immediately they are scared and then they say" If you are Babas devotee run from this place" and I run telling them" See you people cannot do anything to me b'coz i do Navvar Vrat of Saibaba" and i come out safe.
If Baba is there to save me then why is he not giving my Anjan back to me?
Number 4:
Iam doing Sai Vrat and yesterday was my 7th week. and everyweek my feeling of meeting and reuniting with Anjan will be more and i will end up crying..
Yesterday also it was there.. but yesterday one of my friend was going through my photo and anjans photo. One of her colleagues who also knew me had asked her who that guy was. My friend had told pointing Anjan" this is Jayas man..and she is going to marry him". That lady had commented " their pair would be good"
Why is Baba making these miracles......
Baba, are you here with us?
Please unite us with our loved ones and make us happy and prove to this world that our loves are true.......
Sairam
Jaya