no gungul..i have failed...
today i had to take out snaps to be shown to boys. to arange my marriage.
and my parents are even going to send 1 copy to that guy my friend, who likes me...but to whom i dont wish to marry.
i have no time now...
i did 1 mistake day...i fought with my mom...in anger i said many bad things...and my mom was very hurt by this...she said she wishes not to do my kanyadaan...
baba i'm sorry i hurt her today...i did a huge mistake...but baba to who ever i marry i want my kanyadaan to be done by my mom and my dad and also my brother should be there...
i love them too much...more than myself...
but my mom is against me marrying prasad, she said if i marry prasad, my mom will not keep relation with me. just as formality she will talk to me and will never forgive prasad.
coz he has hurt her daughter, thats me.
i knw i can understand my mom's feelings, she is right on her part and even i wud have done that if any guy wud have made my daughter cry so much...
but i dont think prasad will be ready to marry me...
friends i have only 2 days monday and tuesday to ask prasad for the last time, to marry me. coz my parents have already sent proposals to few places and just need to send my photos.
i'm confused..i love my dad, my mom and my brother and i also love prasad...baba i really dont want to lose any one of them.please.
but i have lost my faith over baba now...i cried so much today...
now if baba really exists in these days if i ask prasad either on monday or tuesday about marrying me...i want baba to do some miracle and tell prasad to say YES to marry me.
and then i wish prasad apologizes to my mother and creates a good impression in her eyes...so that my mom loves him as her son-in-law just as she loves her daughter,thats me.
baba my brother is giving his 12th std exam now...please baba i wish he passes the 12th std exam completely in this year itself.
baba please do some chamatkar in case of prasad, convince him to marry me baba...in 2 days u have to prove to me that u exist and u care for me and my mom,dad,my brother and my prasad. if so...we all will always be ur devotees, atleast me on behalf of all.
these 2 days will make my relation with prasad or break forever..and i will never get my love...in this lifetime. baba u had given me so many positive hints and signals and confirmations that i will be able to marry prasad..whenever i asked u "baba will i be able to marry prasad if yes do this" and u always did it. now please dont change ur words.
baba i dont wish to llose any of my loved one for some other loved one.
baba bless my dada,mom,brother,prasad and myself...keep us all safe and protect us.
baba u knw my heart is made of 5 pieces...the 4 corners are my dad, my mom, my younger brother and my prasad[boy whom i love] and in middle you.GOD.
please never break this heart.
i punished myself for hurting my mom so much. i banged my head on the floor...its swollen now...baba forgive me for hhurting my parents and especially my mom...i love them too much.dont take them away from me baba...rehem karo...
baba i wish to see my dada,my mom, my younger brother and prasad and me..all of us happy together in harmony.
bless us baba please.
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