Dear Suhani & saish,
I m really upset that you all are having same problem.
When i talk to my love he sees his mother in hospital and and all relatives just shouting him which compells him to compromise, not only this thry want him to marry soon..........
i love him so much that he is in my every second of life , my work & everything is getting suffered.
i dont understand that why baba makes such situation where one becomes reason of others sorrowness.
I know suhani you must have also dreamt many dreams keeping your love as your husband , same i m did and doing , i trust sai.
Dera shreya , if this instead of my love i wud have written that i need my husband then see...............
I understand mother -father and all are relative important but for a girl this our parents and our society expects that we shud make everything to our husband after marriage, so when we think our love as husband , yeah i wrote that i m going in depression, yeah i m going , yeah i wrote about suicide..
bcoz i dont want to spoil life another man and i want to make his mom realise that i really loved him ,and above all this i want to say Sai that plzz be kind to people who love.
In India we consider love as time pass but shreya no , only few people who really love each other and think of each others happiness always, love is like doing worship...........its pure and meditation this can felt by those really love some one.
Living in this world is difficult its not easy , especially when u r in love.........
shereya , u must be knowing about Savitri who took his husband from death..........we people just pray her , if tis savitri wud have done this for her love............. like anarkali who died for Saleem we dont rember why................


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i m not angry with any one we all do what he makes us dooo, but i m unhappy with my Sai that do something that we marry with all blessingssss, for you sai nothing is impossible then why this pain ..............
it pains we leave everything on him and then we see things go verse, i left on him and surrendered to him and i got this result.
See Sai we are poor human being with not very patience .......we tend to depress fast.........dont take much exams that your devotees go mad.
i need peace and calmness, i m sotired , shreya dear when you see your love in pain and going like how much pains you know you .
sai krupa karo