Baba please help me pass through phase -- Please advice please guide Baba please

[kris]

Baba you are aware i trusted you and prayed for 5 years for some one to be in my life. It came close till marriage and did not happen. The wedding card of that person came and fell in front of me from thin air. I took it as it was destined that way. You know the agony i went through.

Another person came close and that also did not happen. Though this was not initiated by me i suffered.

After all this also i believed in you. Had confidence that you are there and some day I would have happyness in life.
This was the only hope i was living with.

Why did you lead me to this incident of accepting some one for marriage with some one whom i would not like? I even prayed to you before meeting that person. Though I did not allow the marriage the person is still with me. Baba you could do things to get me say yes. Well could you not do that with some person whom i love or would like? Why kill me?

Baba you left me broken after 15 years of faith in you. I would live all alone all my life and endure it. How much bad can one do to get so much suffering? I have to console another sole and myself.

May be i was wrong in thinking i would have the luck of any common man atleast. You let me down so much.
Give strength to the person to get married to some one as it is only a phone conversation between us and we met only twice. Baba just for talking twice have i to go on suffering like this? Why do you want to force pain to me.
If not happyness please set me free.

Baba a sincere request, may be i'm ignorant of the whole picture still i can say do not make any ones whole life suffering and a big zero at end.

[kris]

Baba Im waiting for your advice. Please advice.

[kris]

Baba please advice me. Please bail me and her.

[saiputra]

jai sai ram krisji,may baba bless u soon n tak u out frm dis situation n show u d rite path asap..

[chandan.kasturi]

Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai

[kris]

 Thank you saiputra.  Thank you chandan. I have experienced the presence of sai. It was always to teach me some 
 thing. May be I'm not lucky enough to have Sai bringing me happyness. If Sai could guide me through this I shall feel 
 relieved. Thank you guys.

[jubs]

Kashto ki kali chhaya dukh dayee hai,
jeevan main ghor udasi layee hai,
sankat ko taalo sai duhayee hai,
tere siva na koi sahayee hai

mere maan teri murat samayee hai,
har pal har khyaan  mahima samaai hai,
ghaar mere kastoan ki aandhee ayee hai,
aapne kyun meri sudh bhulayee hai

tum bhole nath ho daya bidhan ho,
tum hanuman ho maha balban ho,
tum hee ram aur shyaam ho,
sare jagat main sabse mahan ho,

tum hi maha kali tum hi maa sharda,
karta hun prathana bhav se taar de,
tum hi muhhammad ho garib nawaz ho,
nanak ki baani main issha ke saath ho,

tum hi digamber tum hi kabir ho,
ho buddha tum hi aur mahvir ho,
sare jagat ka tun hi adhar ho
nirakar ki aur sakar ho,

karta hun bandana prem biswas se,
suno sai allah ke waste,
andhero pe mere nahi muskan hai,
ghar mera laga smashan hai


raham najar karo ujjde biran pe,
zindegi sangbaregi ekk vardan hai,
paapoan ki dhup se taan laga haar ne,
aapka yeh daas laga pujarne,

aapne sada hee laaz bachai hai,
der na hojaye maan shakrayee hai,
dheere dheere dhiraj hi khota hai,
maan main basa viwas hi rota hai,

meri kalpana sakar kardo,
suni jindehi main rang bhar do,
tote tote paapoan ka bhar zindegi se,
mein gaya haar zindegi se,

naath abbgun abb too bisaro,
kastoan ki lahar se aakke ubbaro,
kareta hun paap main paapoan ki khaan hun,
gyaani tum gyaaneswar main agyaan hun,

karta hun pag pag par paapoan ki bhul main,
taar do jiwan yeh charano ki dhul se,
tumne ujada hua ghar basaya
paani se deepak ko bhi tumne jalaya

tum ne hi shiridi ko dhaam banaya
chote se gaon main swarg banaya
kasta paap shraap uttaro
prem daya drusti se niharo

aapka dayein hun aisse naa taliye
girne laga hun sayee sambhaliye
sai jee balak main annath hun
tere bharose rahta din raat hun

jaisa bhi hun ,hun too aapka
kijiye nibaran mere santap ka
tu hai savere aur main raat hun
mel nehi koi phir bhi sath hun

sai mujh se mukh na mod
beech majhdhar aakele na chod
aapke charano main base praan hai
tere bachan mere guru saman hai

aapki rahon pe chalta daas hai
sukhi nehi koi jewaan udaas hai
aansoo ki dhaara main dubta kinara
zindegi main daard ,nahi gujara

lagya chaaman too phool khilayo
phool khilein hain too khushboo bhi layoo
kardo isshara too baat ban jaye
jo kismat main nehi bhi mil jaye

beeta zamana yeh gaake phasana
sarhade zindegi maut tarana
der too hogayee hain andhera na ho
phikre mile lekin fareb na ho

dekke talo ya damaan bacchalo
hilne lagi rahanumai sambhal loo
tere daam pe allah ki shaan hai
sufi santha ka yeh bayan hai

gariboan ki jholi main bhar do khajana
zamane ki pili karo na bahana
daar ke bhikari hain mahatazz hain hum
sahan sahe aalam kuch karo karam

tere khajane main allah ki rahamat
tum sadguru sai ho sam rath
ayee ho dharti pe dene sahara
karne lage kyun humse kinara

jab tak yeh brahmand rahega
sai tera naam rahega
chand sitare tumhe pukareinge
jaanm jaanm hum rasta nihareinge

aatmaa badlegi chale hazar
hum milte raheinge barambaar
aapke kadmon main baithe raheinge
dukhde dilke kahate raheinge

aapki marzi hai do ya naa do
tumko kaheinge daaman hi bhar do
tum ho data hum hai bhikari
sunte nehi kyun araj hamari

accha chalo ek baat batado
kya nehi tumhare paas bata do
jo nehi dena hai inkar kar do
khatam yeh aapas ki takraar kar do

laut ke khali chaala jaunga
phir bhi guun tere gaunga
jab tak kaya hai tab tak maya hai
issi main dukhi ka mul samaya hai

saab kuch jaanke anjan hun main
aallah ki tu shaan aur teri hun shhaan main
teri karam saada sab pe rahega
yeh chakra yug yug chalta rahega

jo prani gayega sai tera naam
ussko mukti mile pahunche param dhaam
yeh mantra jo praani neet din gayeinge
rahu,ketu,shani nikat na aaayeinge

tal jayeinge shankat sare
ghar main baas kare sukh sare
jo shradha se karega pthan
uss pe dev savi hai prasaan

rog sambal nasta ho jaeinge
kast nibaran mantra jo gayeinge
chinta harega nibaran jaap
paal main dur ho sab paap

jo yeh pustak nit din batein
shree lakshmi jee ghar usske sada biraje
gyan budhhi praani woh payega
kast nibarn mantra jo dhya yega

yeh mantra bhakton kamal karga
ayee joo anhoni too taal dega
bhoot pret bhi raheinge door
iss mantra main sai shakti bhar pur

japte rahe jo mantra agur
jadoo tona bhi ho beasar
iss mantra main sab guun samaye
na ho bharosa to aaj maye

yeh mantra sai bachan hi jano
swayam amal kar satya pahchano
sang saya na lana biswaas jagana
yeh mantra sukhon ka hai khajana

iss mantra main sai kaa baas hai
jai sai shree sai jai jai sai..