om sai ram
sai rang ji.........
u r ryt in interpreting...........in most of th cases it be like only after coming in contact wid baba the situation hs worsened........ths is only wat we can see.our limit to interpret and think over things is upto this level ......
we can never have the divine vision unless he blesses us.
most of th cases mein baba ke samne hi sab kuch hua.......evn in my case as well...but i can say tht it hs been for th bettr as he has plans for us..........
i hv learnt to b more patient....hv come closer to god ,hv realised him,his presence in my life.......he hs been thr to carry me nd each one of us frm th beginning of these problems till here......
baba ka motive hai to give us salvation........he himself gives us problems.......nd its true tht only when we hv a problem ..... we go on looking for divine help....nd in th process many evil qualities are destroyed...nd we progress towards perfection ...towards god.
i have realised tht he nd only he can help us........i hv knwn tht ppl r wd u only in ur happy times......none can help u ,u hv to fight on ur own cz no one knws whts going within u......but baba s thr within he can feel th pain....he can truly understand nd help.......all th rest ur evry relation is transient..........
c we ask for jst one thing......nd aftr givin us trbles he gvs us so many..........nd th ultimate thing ....salvation........nd to wrk out all this he asks us to b patient nd trust him ,nd to hv faith in him........
nd blv me its baba who s speakin all this frm within ..........m fastin today n donot evn remmbr orknw wht m typin....xcept for these few words
om sai ram
Om Sai ram
Suhan,
You are such a cute small sister that i m really feeling today proud on you.
You are so young but its really baba that who made you write such a big thing, before coming out of india even i went to Shirdi and always waited for baba`s blessing , but sometimes you get really down and you look at him , i wish he cud talk to us , i want to listen from him that beta dont worry i m with you
i feel like crying at highest to him and hug him to share the the pain and tell him that hey baba you the the only rescue for us , we are simple idiot who did some bad deedsand are suffering but baba we are really in true love who is suffering from heart , baba this pain is not elxplained and can only be cured with your blessings as we dont know what to do next
if you say we will start Hat yog but we know that you dont like that , but sometimes children have to take of hat yog to attract attention of their father.
i dont know what to do...........
Sai Anamika