Dear Sai Sister-Shirdi Saibaba,
Sairam.
Firstlymy apologies for not sending you any replies for your postings., but I have been reading few of your posts and also had prayed to Sai for you.
See I can understand your situation very well, but understand one thing very well-Sai will not let His devotees down.
He will be testing their patience.
Let me understand two things clearly.
Did the boy whom you love tell also love you?
Has he told you that he would not marry you?
If yes, what are the reasons.
Baba cant ignore or fail His devotees at any point of time.
I believe in both Shirdi and Sathya Saibaba.
I have also had miracles in my life and I have been separated from my love (we loved each other for 8 years).
I am still waiting for him.
Dont know when we will get united in the bonds of marriage. (Read my post
http://forum.spiritualindia.org/sai-baba-help-me/only-saibaba-can-help-me-my-faith-in-him-him-should-give-my-love-back-to-me-t19382.0.html)
Even many in this forum are patiently waiting for Sais help like me.
Though we all have come to that frsutration stage in waiting without any clues of our future still we rely completely on Sai to guide us.
Dear Sister, I am not angry with you or forcing you to think positively but just want you to be quiet mentally so that things will be falling in place very soon. This is not the end of life and there are so many great things waiting for you; this could even be the happiest life with the one you love.
We dont know what are Saibabas plans for us.
Gods delays are not his denials.
Carry the positive energy and that will make things happen well.
Saisan, Sairangdaughter and Rekha have excellent positive energies even if things are not working as per their wish but iam sure this patience and faith will give them and all of us our love.
Dear Sister, dont get low and disappointed. I know it is easy to say but to practise is difficult.
But there is no harm if you try to be calm.
See, if you are a graduate and you have free time go to temple; read some books; listen to bhajans of Sai or any good music; dance if you know, or sing, write poems or stories; or teach children free of cost or at a meagre fees if possible. Go to a blind school and read them stories-visit an orphanage.
See, Life is vast and this is just a temporary hurdle, a fall and not a failure.
See, you will find this world big and iam sure you will find the happiness and joy entering you only if you dont loose faith in yourself and God-Our Sai.
Sister, I am sure very soon you will tell us that you have got happiness in you life and that will be an everlasting happiness i assure.
Remember Sai will not let His devotees down.
With all these hopes and mindset I am waiting for Anjan.
Sai's Miracle: This morning I was very low and frustrated that Sai is not helping me and Anjan did not come back to me.
So i was thinking that everything is a waste.
But look Sai has made me talk to you about positive thoughts and thereby i have become positive.
Sairam.
Take Care
Regards
Jaya.