doesn't baba love me anymore..??

[@sai@]

spirituality or religion, whatever we may call it, for me it has always been in one form..Sai baba... He is the only higher power that i believe in, that i have faith in, that i trust immensely....but now it seems i am losing my faith in him...

i have been in such a difficult situation,n it's getting unbearable with each passing day... it seems baba doesn't care anymore.... i have been praying for his help, pleading him to listen to me, help me out...but all in vain...it has been 7 months....baba hasn't listened to me yet...it seems my tears, my sadness means nothing to him anymore.... he has been my life and i don't wanna lose my faith in him....but it seems i am starting to lose my faith in him...it's been too long since he has heard....i have never felt so helpless...i have lost all hope....don't know what to do   
 
 

[SS91]

SaiRam,

When our love is vital, there is a conscious demand, or at least an unconscious expectation from the love we offer to others. When our love is pure or spiritual, there is no demand, no expectation. There is only the sweetest feeling of spontaneous oneness with the human being or beings concerned.

It is not only possible, but absolutely necessary, to prevent oneself from giving off impure vital love. Otherwise one will have to constantly wrestle with the gigantic forces of ignorance. One has to use love, not to bind or possess the world, but to free and widen one's own consciousness and the consciousness of the world.

We can consciously give pure love to others if we feel that we are giving a portion of our life-breath when we talk to others or think of others. And this life-breath we are offering just because we feel that we and the rest of the world are totally and inseparably one. Where there is oneness, it is all pure love.

Baba is aware of your pure love and sincere prayers, He  will certainly bless you soon.

Just keep pushing and have patience and peserverance.

Baba bless you.

JaiSaiRam

[Devbani]

may sai bless U and fulfill our wishes as he promised........amen

[sis]

jai sai ram jai sai ram