Dear Sis,
Your reply made me remind, You asked to pray for you. I always Do. But, a fact I’d like to share, It won’t make any difference if me or any one pray for you or for anyone, It is only you who have to meditate deeply to get blessings of Lord. Prayers of others are like only a good wish. If One is seriously ill, Other’s Good wishes won’t make him recover. Only He has to take medicine or get treated to recover.
Last Time I shared some methods so that you can involve Sai in your Life. But it was my mistake. In spiritual world there is no short cuts. One has to discharge his or her liabilities towards past karmas or make a complete surrender in the holy feet of sadguru so can attain a peaceful life.
Just Meditate on Sai and keep on chanting. That’s enough. Life is only a dream, if you remember I asked you not to expect others to change their lives, But yours. They might change but this process is slow unless a miracle, as seeds of thoughts in sub-conscious mind gets rooted so deeply, it takes so long to replace thoughts with new way of thinking.
Keep yourself busy in some productive tasks. Baba will surely shower Thy blessings!
om sai ram!