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Title: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: smg on May 03, 2009, 01:37:40 AM
om sai ram,

hey frndzz this is my last post on this forum. Iam wrtng this post bcoz i really dont want my name to be incld.in the list in which people just cum and go, i was a daily visitor on this forum since i have registrd. my self on it.

before leaving i just wanted to thanks all those who prayed for my mother.

I will pray for all those:

1) who are in love but coz of sum or the other reason coudnt marry their luv....
2) who are really praying to get a gud job including me......
3) who have sum kind of family problems or issues.....
4) who are going through financial problems.....
5) last but not the least, for those who want childrns in their life.

and my best wishes are with our little boy "vinesh". god bless him.

I will gonna miss this forum 4 sure.

honestly wrt now iam feeling like as if i have recvd. a life time achvmnt award and am giving a long speeech...he he....

but on a serious note, I pray that babaji gv me engh. strength so that i always continue to help others all my life.

rest allah malik.

may baba bless all and fulfill all their wishes.

but in the end still i have one doubt in my mind that why sumtms a person doesnt stick to their own SIMPLE wordings.....y...y...??? agar aisa ho to duniyan kitni achi ho jayegi na....hhmmm.....god knows y they do this........

"aisee vani boliye, maan ka aapa khoye
apna tan sheetal kare, auran ko sukh hoye"

iam sorry if it was not the right section to post it.

god bless all......

om shri sai nathay namah......
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: tanu_12 on May 03, 2009, 02:05:53 AM
why u are leaving this forum? what happened to u? Is everything alright? i dont know u much but i feel that u r nice person... feeling bad bcoz u r a member of this family why r u leaving us?
Baba will always Bless u wherever u will b, He will with u and guide u
i will pray for ur happy life
bye
take care


Om Sai Jai Sai Jai Jai Sai, Shree Sai Jai Sai Jai Jai Sai
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: bhavna on May 03, 2009, 02:08:45 AM
om sai ram smg ji
i am so happy ur mother is so much better now
but y r u goin
we all need u, need ur help and support
sai can do wonders he blesses all his devotees
but sometimes we become very impatient i am goin thru dat phase at present
but wen i read all of ur posts and all, read all that everyone one of u writes it gives me so much strength to not give up
plz be dre for us
om sai ram
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: Well-wisher on May 03, 2009, 09:20:17 AM
SMG ji...

U ARE AN INSPIRATION FOR US ALL....

WE NEED YOU...

PLEASE STAY...

Please help Baba's other devotees gain strength too, the way you always do through your posts. Rest is upto you.

God bless you and all your loved ones with all thats best for u... all the happiness, love, life, growth, peace and wisdom you need in life...
God bless... Om Sai Ram
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: GaneshHariharan on May 03, 2009, 10:09:06 AM
dear smg, i am devastated to learn that you are leaving dwarkamai, yes "dwarkamai" this is not just another forum but a temple for a lot of us including you i suppose. what made you take this drastic decision ? . please atleast let us know why are you leaving ? has any one of us hurt you with our words ? you have given consolation to a lot of people through your posts and were doing  gods work. please dont leave it unfinished. if you dont feel like coming to this section for some time, take a break and go to the naam jaap section and atleast pray there . i very much look forward to your reply . om shri sainathaya namaha.

Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: SaiKaKaran on May 03, 2009, 12:52:41 PM
but i dont understand why are you leaving this forum?
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: Well-wisher on May 03, 2009, 11:12:13 PM
Please please please stay back... We all need you...
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: gitesh on May 04, 2009, 12:46:50 AM
Faith ||Om Sai Ram|| Serenity..
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: aquafish on May 04, 2009, 09:47:27 AM
Smg,

what happened? Dont leave us!!We need u...
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: vs0831 on May 06, 2009, 01:59:30 AM
SATYA SAI RAM

BABA we dont know wat is the reason for smg leaving out of our family. Only YOU KNOW THE REASON behind it. BABA we all feel very bad on missing one of our family member. Please look into smg's trouble and be with  smg and solve thier problems. Please bring back smg to our  family. Please dont let anyone to leave our family.

PLease BLESS all your devotees and give your strength and knowledge and take all of us in your path.

JAI SAI RAM
JAI SAI RAM
JAI SAI RAM
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: GaneshHariharan on May 06, 2009, 10:03:17 AM
dear smg, i have a sincere plea, can you atleast let us know , what we did wrong ? or did we do something wrong ? or you left for some other reason ?
any reply would be much appreciated . first rajiv, now you  , i dont know what is happening .... om shri sainathaya namaha. anyways if you choose not to reply
may sai bless you with happiness always wherever you are.
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: smg on May 07, 2009, 06:47:04 AM
om sai ram,

before i write anything i just want 2 say that I LOVE YOU ALLLL...........

its only bcoz of u all that am replying and moreover its baba's day today and it is only baba's wish that i should atleast reply to your posts.

To be very honest with u guyz sumbody hurted me on this forum which made me leave this forum or our dwarkamai, but i will not disclose nething more about it.

But yesterday i was watching sumthing related to sai baba and i heard sumthing coz of which i came back to this forum just to say sorry to all of you and sai baba ji. i heard that:

"sacha bhakt wahi hota hai jo apne dushmano ko bi maaf kar de " den a thought came into my mind what made me leave dwarkamai??

its only bcoz of one person i took that decision and what about those who are really true and sincere devotees of sai baba.  they care for me and everybody on this forum.

I forgive that person who hurted me, coz thats wat baba yesterday taught me in his own way. although i know that iam no 1 to forgive ne1 but still i was angry with him. I apologize for my mistake.may baba bless him and give him all the happiness in this world and i mean it.

I was really feeling very very low. I was missing this forum like anything, am addicted to it and only me and my sai baba knows how much i have suffered in these days after leaving it. I lost my peace of mind.

baba ji mujhe apna bacha samajh ke maaf kar do plz...

please forgive me....iam such a stupid girl that i took a decision without giving it a second thought.
please forgive me babaji...........plz forgive me frndzz.......

Ganesh ji, i dont have any words to say abt u.....you are a very nice person and i wanna be 1 like u dear. please tell me what should i do to become like you??

Thanks to all of you who really wanted me to cum back on this forum.

om shri sai nathay namah....

Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: GaneshHariharan on May 07, 2009, 06:55:48 AM
dear smg, we are all happy you decided to come back. you are an inspiration to dwarkamai and the people praying here. today rajiv also came back so it is double the joy for us. keep doing the good work please. we all
need you here. you did the right thing by forgiving the person who hurt you. i sincerely hope it was not me.
anyways now you are back. may sai fill your life with happiness and give you all you wish for . god bless. om shri sainathaya namaha.
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: rajiv800 on May 07, 2009, 07:08:32 AM
Hi smg

I just hope its not me either, ganesh ji is a gem of a person, even i left the forum for a few days, i am so happy to have such good friends here i can never ever forget, coz everyone here has been when we probably needed everyone the most, I just really hope that its not me, ganeshji and well wisher are an inspiration to this whole dwarkamai, I am blessed to have friends like you

thanks sai baba

om sai ram

Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: rr_sai_bhakt on May 07, 2009, 07:31:20 AM
...good to have rajiv and smg ji back ... on a Thursday too ....  So maybe thats baba's way of blessing this family ....

Well ... this forum is a second home to so many of us now .... and it feels so good to see the entire family standing up for each other...

smg ji... hope it wasnt me either who hurt you ...

Om Sai Samarth ...


Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: v2birit on May 07, 2009, 07:32:54 AM
Om Sai Ram
    It is good that both Sai devotees Smg & Rajiv are back. In the words of Saint Jnaneshwar, "If we fail to make friendship with you, then where else can we satisfy ourselves". This is what Saint Jnaneshwar says to fellow saintly people.

   Another interesting thing that is worth discussing is about Hurting & getting Hurt. All of us have been Hurt in our lives on different occasions. But for devotees, this is a very valuable learning experience.
    We must ask ourselves the Questions such as,
1. "Why did i get hurt ? "
2. "What is in me, that causes me to get hurt ?"
3. "I can choose to ignore that i got hurt, but still why i still keep remebering it?"

Such self Enquiry leads us to the understanding of our own nature.

Om Sai Ram
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: smg on May 07, 2009, 07:58:51 AM
om sai ram,

what should i say after reading all these posts. iam speechless now.

my heartly thanks to all of you (ganesh ji, rajiv ji, rr ji , v2brit ji) who accepted me again on this forum as a family member.

"subah ka bhula agar sham ko ghar aa jaye to wo bhula ni keh lata". am i right?????

and you are 100% right v2brit ji. but unfortunately i couldnt find out the reason for all that happened.
but baba ji taught me a lesson yesterday and am so happy about it.

but sumwer down the line i think that iam not a true devotee, coz if i had been a one den i wouldnt have taken this step. is this not true??.... kyunki babaji bi yei kehte hai na ki sacha bhakt woi hai jo maaf karde....n i failed to do so.....

iam not a true devotee of sai baba....:-(

will sai forgive me??? plz pray to sai that he forgives me....plzzz plzzz.

om shri sai nathay namah.....
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: smg on May 07, 2009, 08:10:18 AM
om sai ram,

rajiv ji am so happy for you. we both have been blessed by sai baba.....

I know that even u left the forum for sumtm....

I feel dat sai baba ji gave us another chance to cum back on this forum and continue to be a part of this lovely family who really luv and care for both of us.

thanks sai baba ji for giving me such a nice family.

is der any other way to be in a touch apart 4m this forum? I really want to remain in touch with all of you.

om shri sai nathay namah.....
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: v2birit on May 07, 2009, 08:38:16 AM
Dear Sai Bhakta Smg,
      You are indeed a genuine Sai Bhakta. There isn't anything incorrect, about the happening. It is quite natural for jivas to have these emotions. That is how the Lord has created them. If we were not to get Hurt, then we would not have been human beings. The Lord knows his creation !!!
      If we stay with Sai baba always, he will show us, that WE are HE.

Om Sai Ram
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: sagarika on May 07, 2009, 09:25:54 AM
OMSAIRAM...

Thank you rajiv ji and smg ji for coming back.. i am really happy :)

this is our sweet home... we all are one family.. please dont ever think of leaving us..

Thank you sairam for all your blessings


OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: blessed_by_sai on May 07, 2009, 09:39:44 AM
om sai ram smg

I just hope its not me either, i hope i didnt hrt u.

om sai shree sai jai jai sai

Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: smg on May 07, 2009, 12:14:03 PM
om sai ram,

thanks v2ji, sagrika, for your kind words. and it was not you blessed by sai.

its my humble request to all of you, dat plz dont embarras me nemore by saying that 'i hope it was not me'.

please mujhe bahut bura lag ra hai....

forgive me......

om shri sai nathay namah.....
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: manmeet on May 07, 2009, 08:57:06 PM
om sai ram
                  smg, , rajiv welcome back i m very happy to see ur posts. i was worried about both of u .  i was a lil bit busy.  i see ur post today, i m very happy for both of you.  i am sorry if i hurt you in some way.
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: Well-wisher on May 08, 2009, 12:22:23 AM
Smg ji...

:) Am glad ure back. I am so hoping its not me whoz been the cause of your pain and hurt and kept you away from all these loving people. If in any way any of my posts have ever hurt you or caused any form of inconvenience, disappointment... please, please, please forgive me.

I know quite a few times my posts have sounded harsh... But honestly everyone... none of them have meant to be hurting or disappointing anyone out here. We all love and care for each other... none of us is perfect, we're all going thru our own set of issues. Sometimes when we write somthing inappropriate or harsh, please forgive those understanding we're all highly imperfect humans... this is our limitation. Many a times when someones words sound harsh, they may not be intended to actually hurt the opposite person. We are all like kids... learning from each other about life.

My humble request, in future if anyone feels hurt.... please do not punish the rest of us. SMGji you would have no clue but you were and are an inspiration to so many including me. So many of us know that maybe when we come to this forum all depressed, almost at the verge of giving up... we have that faith that we'll find you, ganeshji, RRji, Manmeet, Bhavna, Aquafish and so many others HOLDING US THRU THIS FOR THIS ONE MOMENT, THIS ONE DAY... Please do not punish so many others who look upto u for hope n inspiration for the sake of one.

In case you're upset with someone or someones thought process, please feel free to mail that person and let him or her know. And I'm sure no one would ever repeat it. We're all here to care. Not to hurt anyone. Sometimes we loose ourselves in the flow of saying things... sometimes some of us are just bad at expressing our concerns for the opposite person... instead of soothing, we end up hurting. But please be assured. We are all devotees of Sai Baba, believers in God, goodness and love.

Anything said here by anyone is really not with the intent of hurting anyone ever. Please forgive us all... WE LOVE YOU...
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: smg on May 08, 2009, 02:21:06 AM
om sai ram,

dear manmeet and well wisher, thanks for your reply and most importantly thanks aton for accepting me again on this forum.

dear well wisher it was not you either.....dont worry....i dont want to think about it nemore.....and moreover sai baba knows everything, he is watching all of us all d time....on this forum i will never lie......so i have faith in him, may be it was one of his unique leela to teach me a new lesson.......iam very young (23), so i need to learn alot in this life and its just the beggining of my life and i hope and pray that sai will always guide me on each and every step of my life...

I just want to be a good person in this life. I have one goal in my life and i beleive that sai will help me to make it happen. But for that i have to wait for another 10years, bcoz iam too young to enter into that kinda life.

I always hope for the best.....

om shri sai nathay namah.....
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: vs0831 on May 08, 2009, 06:17:28 AM
SATYA SAI RAM

BABA i thank you for bringing smg ji back to our family. Since very recently i have joined in Dwarakamai, i dont know much about RAjiv ji, but i feel very happy for BABA changing their mind and bringing back them.

OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM

JAI SAI RAM
JAI SAI RAM
JAI SAI RAM
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: manmeet on May 08, 2009, 06:42:35 AM
dear smg
                om sai ram
 i hope its not me who hurt u. if in any way some of my words hurts u please forgive me please i m sorry.
i want to see u all happy may sai bless u all. may sai fullfill all ur wishes
 
Title: Re: gooooddbyeee frndzzzz!!!!!!
Post by: GaneshHariharan on May 10, 2009, 08:01:07 AM
dear smg, i have one humble request from you . if manmeetji has not hurt you in any way , please put it here in black and white , she is agonizing herself over the thought that maybe she has hurt you. it will not cost you anything but you will put a blessed souls mind at peace and there is nothing better to do in sai's eyes. please i request you. on shri sainathaya namaha.