Om Sai Ram
Thanks sreevani ji for the consoling words. But for the support of baba and the divine spirit we could not have handled this situation. In the past three months my life has changed drastically and I don't know why it is happening in this way. By Baba's grace I am able to have some control, but the truth is that I feel as though my mind has been disturbed for ever and not in my true self as I used to be in the past. Ironically this state of mind helped me in not worrying about the recent tragedy very much. But the bottom line is still subconsciously there is some worry and fear which I have to overcome (I don't know when and how) Only baba and the divine forces can help me here as they are greatest doctors,particularly for the issues related to the mind. I pray to Baba to give peace of mind to my wife and help her with all the positive energies and cheerfulness.
Om shri satchidananda satgurum sainath maharaj ki jai