Thank you Rashi jee for your advice, you are absolutely right, I have accepted that long time ago. Within a year I think I have grew up so much. So although it has taken along time I am getting there slowly. I really appreciate your prayers and kind words. May Sai's blessings be with you always.
Dear Lawjigga Jee,
Don't be too hard on yourself, you have realised your mistakes which many of us fail to see. I have been where you are now emotionally. Have a complete faith in baba and yourself. Be the best you can do and leave the rest to Sai Baba. Your mind will wonder alot and look for analysing the circumstances and any specific situation and when this happens repeat Sai's name. Talk to Sai baba, tell him your problems and feelings and have complete faith you will get your answers one way or another. I have realised that we don’t have any control over others emotions or feelings, we can do our best to communicate how we feel but we can not make people to feel and act the way we want them to. Allow Sai baba to take control of your life and although it might sound like old cliché but whatever happens in your life is for your best interest. Sai is there for you always and will look after and protect you. Sai baba, please give your strength, wisdom and kindness to Lawjigga Jee and show him the light and right path.
Baba please help us and guide us at the right direction and the path. Sai baba thank you for always being there for me.
Om Sai Ram