Dear Friends
My job situation has become more worst . I am almost forced to resign or let work and have a heart-attack soon. I am very very let down by situation . when will Sai hear my prayers , at least your prayers since you guys have more faith on HIM than me . If I dont quit my job , it is like forcing me to lick someone's feet and do the job . I am very very disturbed. I cry whole night . I am waiting for something good to come , I am harassed in my job everyday . I have my sick wife , sick kid and old parents to take care . why is this happeneing ? Can anyone believe ,I have been an ardent follower of Sai Baba for past several years , and would chant HIS name only even when I sleep . A deep devotee from heart , and not showing-off. My tears would ask Sai truly as what is it that is holding him from showering his blessings to me . I wont commit suicide , I know am not taught that way . My father has always taught me to be brave at heart and fight for right things . and now when am approaching forties , and my parents waiting for my suport , am loosing my job and name . New people at work simply targeting me to let down the heights , am fine with being down , but they are just playing with my emotions. Friends - if your Sai Baba can respond to my call , then I will come back and chant sai sai like you for ever ......help me sai , I have lost many things , at least give me a right workplace to sit in peace and dignity.