How long this testing phase will last......

[anushka]

Hello Samir,
Thank u so very much... ......u just made my day.......I thought i wud not get it before i go to shirdi...but u r too good ....i hav no words   to express how  grateful i am to  u.......Samir..i am sure ur wish will definately come true....coz u thoughts are pure and ur heart is genuine.....God bless u

[@pari@]

om sai ram,
pplz read my new topic ((( ek pahal hamare dwara......need ur support))) n plz take some initiative.....

jai sai ram

[anushka]

baba.......kya halat ho gayi he manish ki.......mein usko samgha samagha ke thak gayi hun......aur kitna struggle he baba......uska man shant kyo nahi ho raha......i cannot see him in this condition..........and.....where did he go wrong?...uska spna etna bhi impossible nahi tha...ki 7 sal lag jae........aap sambhalo baba........vo akela he london me........Meine bahut mushkil se apni himmat bandhi hui he ........baba........bus tutne mat dena.....na mughe ,,na usse.........Sab thik ho jaega na baba??Manish Ka sapna pura hoga na baba........i hav full faith in u babaji.....i dont doubt your existence..bus manish ke sath justice nahi ho raha .......esley bahut taklif hoti he dekhkar....
Thode Fool aur kante he.......jo Takdir ne bate he

[anushka]

Every day...when i go to bed..i feel that u'll definately help me ....somehow....some way....some time ...through someone u will rescue Manish.I am at the crossroads of life baba where if i support my Husband Manish,then i'll be not doing justice wiht my inlaws and parents and if i think of my inlaws and parents then,i am washing away my husband dreams........U know babaji......i love my inlaws more than anything in the world......but i am a wife also.......so what am i supposed to do....Babaji....u understand my life better than me...I need ur blessings and support.My husband deserves to succed,he has given his life to fulfill his dream...at the same time....my mother in law had alredy suffered all her life.....i want to gve her a peaceful life at this stage of life....My parents also depend on me morally.........I am Confused baba.......I am sure u r listening.......i am waiting for ur response

[gunj]

Om sai ram anushakh ji

Pata hai  hum humesha wo pana chahte hai jo humein acha lagta hai fir chahe wo humari kismat meinlikha nhi hota n jb hume wo milta nhi hai toh bahot taklif hoti hai,I cn understand ur condition nvery well as i hve gne thru ths phase i loved a person n he was demotivated n i alwys try to motivate him .but time aaya sahi n baba ne sab thik kr dia aaj wo insaan mere saath nhi hai but main khus hu ki aaj uka career ban gaya agr tab shayad uska selection nhi hua hota toh wo puri tarah se tut gaya hota.Apko himat rakhni hogi at ths time.Dnt loose hope bt at the same time dnt expect things to happen in ur way.when we expect n if it dnt get fulfill it hurts alot .i knw ths very well.just leave ur worries in the feet of sai have patience n faith.baba is testing u ,ths is the testing time fr u n ur family.jo bhi ho just dnt loose faith in sai once u will go thrugh ths time n it will b cme to an end soon.har andheri raat k baad ek savera hota hai tufaan k baad khusnuma mausam hota hai

[anushka]

Om Sai  Ram Gunj ji.....thanku for u supporting post.......i hope mera intazar jaldi khatam hoga...and mu confusion will be sorted out

[anushka]

babaji.......aaj kuch aisi bat suni....jisse man thoda aur disturb ho gaya...khair jo bhi ho baba...mein aapki ungali pakad ke sare problems aur challenges ko face kar lungi....aab jo hoga so hoga......mughe aap pe viswas he........aaj tak kabhi mere sath bahut bura nahi hua...to aab aage bhi nahi hoga.......aur agar kuch hota bhi he to bhi mein kabhi nahi tutungi....meri himmat kabhi nahi kam hogi....Aap hamesha mere sath rehna baba

[anushka]

God is ever in control,
Performing as He should,
And He has promised in His Word,
To work things for our good...

But as a loving Father would,
He sometimes let us cry;
To cleanse the hurt out of our heart,
To wash it from our eye.

Yet gently gathers the tears,
Within His hands to stay;
Until He turns them into pearls,
And gives them back someday.

[anushka]

Hello Baba......I am quite relieved ,Manish said ,he'll try again and agian and again till he succed.I am so happy that his hopes,energy and passion to fulfill his dream is still alive.My testing phase is still on but by ur blessings we hav still not gvn up....and why shud we give up baba..if Sachin Tendulkar can make double century in one day cricket ,at the age of 37 when he was considered to be 'fit to retire",then I and Manish are still 30......so definately not old enough to meet our goal.If an average indian lives till the age of 70 ..then we being 30...have 40 yrs more to live up to our expectation.
When u r with me ......then  i hv nothing to be afraid of babaji.Thank u so much for all this beautiful thoughts.

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ‘coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

[son$ai]

om sai ram anushka ji
its so nice to c u so confident n faithful abt sai, keep this throughout ur life
may baba bless u n fulfiil all ur wishes
om sai ram

[anushka]

Hello babaji.......it was a nice day today.We had a gud gathering at mom's place with my inlaws.It is so satisfying to see all my family laughing and spending gud times together.
Next week Manish will be back to India.He doesnt want me to come to airport ,may be he is not feeling goodl of his not being able to sucessed.......tough luck........but anyways.......babaji...u do everything for our good so lets se what gud this defeat brings to Manish......Bless him babaji ...he is basically very inconfident and gets nervous very easily...but by ur grace he has still maintained his patience,but his real test will be when he reaches india...and get back to his normal routine......Things hav changed since he left india........let see what happens....Bless us baba

[anushka]

Hello babaji..... i am addicted to u..if i dont come to u in this forum for a day...my day doesnt get completed.
babaji.....my concentration is damn week...my exams are near..and i m not giving my 100% as i did last time......Why every thing gets so interseting and tempting when i get down to study..   even things like ... staring at the wall...playing with my hair.. ....may be i need manish around me all the time despite of the fact that he is rude to me all the time.He is coming on Saturday...I know my problem will start from that day........but still it is difficult to be without him for long.........ok ...baba.....back to study table

[anushka]

Om Sai Ram babaji,
Manish is coming back on Sat.evening and there are lots more problems awaiting for him for him India.
Please be with his side so that he can cope up with all the problems without faltering .Its  really a tough time for him and i feel guilty that at such a crucial time i hav left my job also otherwise i cud hav supported him financially.He called me last night and informed me how things are getting bad for him in India.Next few months will gonna be very crucial for us.Babji ... i dont know where my desting will take me from here.....i m bit nervous....but i m noy complaining about anything...I know its a life battle which everyone has to pass through some day..may be it wll make us more stronger and tough person.

Babaji...whatever time manish spents in India... i just want to see him happy and cheerful... i dont want to face these tough times...compalining,crying or fighting with him.i know his life frustations will pour out on me in some way or the other.Strengthen me babaji so that i can control my reactions,bless me babaji so that i can still smile and make him smile,Help me so that i can help him to diffuse his tension....
Om Shri Shyam Devay Namah
Om Sai nathay Namah
Shri krishna Govind Hare Murari,hey Nath narayan vasudev

[anushka]

Om Shri Shyam Devay Namah
babaji..., Manish is about to reach any moment......I m very happy to see him after a long time,bit exited and little nervous.I hope everything goes fine......need ur blessing babaji

[anushka]

Om Shri Shyam Devay Namah,
Babaji..........Manish is trapped in vicious circle.......We dont know how to come out of this chakravyuh.If he doesnt get what he is tryning for long by June.....then all his aspirations will be washed away.We dont hav much time..Babaji.....This 2010 is very critical year for us...We hav to make it happen either this year.....or it will never happen........I cannot...cannot ....cannot see him loosing. baba.....He has left no stone unturned...to make his dream come true.....the where is he going wrong.....why things just slipped out of his hand at the last moment.....My life is stuck babaji.... Show me the right path.....
Om Sai ram
Shri Krishna govind hare murari,Hey nath narayan vasudev