dear brothers and sisters Im grateful for all of baba help. I know he has helped me so much. there are things i still need. I have been waiting patiently while i had to go through tears , tribulatiosn and still i never got this goal. i have fasted , prayed, begged. i would say its been over 15 years, and still not got it.
My life is falling apart where everything just gets worser. I keep thinking what have I done to deserve this. People don't understand me, so I pray to baba, I ereally do, with sincerity with tears in my eyes.
But now i havwe run out of shraddha and saburi. it has also left me. there is only despair. I ask baba what can I do but there is no answer.
Topic: how much more shraddha and saburi? (Read 344 times)