Dear Sanchan,
Trust me all the people in this world have this question, rich, poor, single, married, etc.
And all are waiting for their answers
But I guess the answer is already there, with them.....in their gods
Only we need the eyes to see them
I really appreciate your prayers for your husband......keep praying for him, it works.....I have experienced it myself......I had prayed for an unknown person to save him in 1999 in shirdi, out of my habit to pray for others.......9 years later I met him, and came to realize my prayers were answered....so keep praying
As for the difficulties in your life, I feel marriage is the best thing in such cases
Thank Sai that he has connected both of you, coz Sai feels, you are quite capable of taking care and he has given you that authority
So, take this hardship as a gift from Sai and both of you fight it out together
That's what marriages are for.......SUkh mein tumhare Saath aur DUkh mein tumhare aagey
Sai gives bad times to every1, coz he knows other than that humans wont need him
He has made you and he will give you only that much what you can take
He never gives up on any1
Om Sai Ram