How much time?

[nitin_super]

Baba, its been years I am suffering in same condition. When'll be I free from calamity.. Try to ignore my worries but still sometimes it really hurts thinking about good old past days. Please return my those days back Sai.
How can I survive like this. I pray you, visited Shirdi several times during this period. Now please look at me Lord.
I am really tiered of. Lost almost all my self confidence, grown laidback attitude.. Depression & anxiety is deatroying my body & mind day by day.
Please save me my Father, my Lord, my Baba..

I need You very much.. :,(