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Title: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: PINKI on November 12, 2008, 11:11:50 AM

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Where are you sai ma....ever since my in laws shifted into our house i am having problems..........now even after eight months of begging in front of you there's no result.Next month in dec my husband would leave abroad for 3 years and would want me to join him.U know baba that i can't leave my house and car with my in laws, with whome we are not on talking terms still they are not moving out of the house.I suspect my husband and my in laws's intentions.In next 2 years m in law will retire and then they will not move out of the house and i might have to bear them my whole life.My husband, inspite of showing support towards me, always ends up doing something beneficial for my in laws and i am left with nothing.I had already missed elder bro's wedding as my husband wnated me to accompany him to US.........I haven't come out of that guilt and now this trip abroad would make me miss my younger bro's wedding also.....as he is of marriageble age and wud definitely get married in these years.Although my husband said that we will come and attend his wedding but i don't trust him as he did the same thing when my elder bro got married.I know my husband's financial situation ......he will not be able to accumulate so much money that we can travel back to india for the wedding.

i don't know what should i ask from baba.I am very very upset that baba again going to hurt me and this time i will not forgive him.I am sick and tired of hadlying all this.I don't have the stamina and patience of waiting any longer.

The first thing i would want baba to do is make my in laws shift out of my house at the end of this very month........HOW? I DON'T KNOW.................I would then like him to arrange my brother's wedding and make me attend it too.After all this only i might be interested in going along with my husband.

OM SAI OM SAI OM SAI
OM SAI OM SAI OM SAI
OM SAI OM SAI OM SAI
OM SAI OM SAI OM SAI
OM SAI OM SAI OM SAI 
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: nimmi_sai on November 12, 2008, 11:53:54 AM
dear pinki ji ...
sai ram sorry to hear about your situation…but dont lose hope..every things possible they say if you want it.
Have faith that things are going to get better and it will.But mostly have faith in baba ask Him to help you and believe in your heart He’s going to help and it will happen.You have to have faith,and believe in sai .If you have not already done it,ask Him into your life right now.Just say,baba  I am a sinner,I am asking you  to come into my life and be my Lord and Savior right now. if possible then pls read ssc ....Your whole live will change.I’ll pray for you also.
god bless you
om sai shri sai jai jai sai
Nimmi
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: kripakarosai on November 12, 2008, 12:21:11 PM
Om sai sri sai jay jay sai
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Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: binny on November 17, 2008, 05:30:23 AM
surrender urself completly to saibaba//
saibaba will bless u//
om sai ram //
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: etgirl on November 17, 2008, 07:52:09 PM
daya kshama raksha baba
daya kshama raksha baba
daya kshama raksha baba
daya kshama raksha baba
daya kshama raksha baba
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: PINKI on November 19, 2008, 08:43:54 AM
Sai ram to all the bhakts,
Thanks everyone for your heartfelt prayers.I do know that this time will too pass away but now i don't have any more patience left.Its affecting my mental peace and health.My husband has been behaving very strangly with me.I know he is doing this because he wants me to go along with him without making him feel guilty.He is trying to avoid me and has suddenlt started to talk to his mother and sister like before that too in front of me.I feel that my husband and in laws has something in mind which i am not aware of.My husband had in the past too said very casualy that we should move abroad and give our set house all our articles and belongings to my in laws.First it was told in a casual tone.Now he has created such a situation that he is leaving me with no options than to leave the house.He said that if i want to accompany him then i will have to leave everything just like this otherwise i can stay here in india in the house and he will go alone for 3 years.Last month when the maket was not doing welll and my husband needed some money very badly then i had helped himby giving my whole years income and also took some loan from my father.Now my husband does'nt even realise this favour and has started to act very selfishly.I don't know what to do..................plz somebody advice me...........i really don't know what is right and what is not?When i posed this question to sai ma...i got the answer that my desires will be fulfilled and that i should pray to lord shiva.I am doing all that but things are going out of my hands.I am so depressed ..............i was already down with so many problems and tensions and top of it my husband's attitude is bothering me.

SAIMA TOMORROW IS YOUR DAY.................BLESS ME WITH GOOD , PEACEFUL AND HAPPINESS FILLED LIFE WITH MY HUSBAND AND MY DAUGHTER.PLEASE MAA LET ME STAY PEACEFULLY IN INDIA IN MY OWN HOUSE WITH MY HUSBAND AND DAUGHTER.AND PLZZZZZZZZZZZZ...................MAKE MY HUSBAND REALISE THAT WHATEVER HE DID WITH ME WAS NOT CORRECT AND HE SHOULD BE APOLOGETIC ABOUT IT.


om sai namo namah
sri sai namo namah
jai jai sai namo namah
sadguru sai namo namah
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: MANAV_NEHA on November 19, 2008, 12:58:18 PM
KRIPA KARO SAINATH......
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: etgirl on November 19, 2008, 02:49:29 PM
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: PINKI on November 20, 2008, 09:17:35 AM
om sai namo namah
sri sai namo namah
jai jai sai namo namah
sadguru sai namo namah
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: dee on November 21, 2008, 03:52:27 AM
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI

JISLE SIR UPAR TU SAI WOH DUKH KAISA PAAYE!
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: PINKI on November 23, 2008, 06:32:00 AM
Om sainathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
om sai nathaya namah
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: hemalisoni on November 23, 2008, 02:33:32 PM
om jai sai ram, pinki ji one day.... everything will be all right and baba bless you with all happines. trust me... be faith in our baba.
jai sai ram
jai sai ram
jai sai ram
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: etgirl on November 23, 2008, 03:03:52 PM
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
om sai shree sai jai jai sai
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: shreesh on November 24, 2008, 06:01:48 PM
Om Sai Ram

Baba Show Pinki and her husband the right path.

See Sai in everybody!!!
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: r_s_simha on November 25, 2008, 02:07:34 AM
Hi pinkiji…
   Don’t worry.. this is problem with all in laws. My in laws never showed me any care or love, even when I was pregnant . They never treat us as their daughter. I always take care of them , never want them to work at home. Morning before coming to office I will prepare breakfast and lunch, after coming from office I will prepare dinner. My husband says what u have done every wife will do this. If I am sick no one is there to take care of me. I always cry alone somewhere sitting in my room. Whatever u do husband will not be satisfied with that. Don’t worry take life as it comes. God is there for us.Even when I lost my baby in delivery my in laws never showed any concern. they dont have any feeling for my baby.
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: PINKI on November 25, 2008, 09:44:16 AM
Jai sai ram r_s_simha ji,
I can very well relate to your story same is the case with me.Even i faced all these things when i was pregnant.What makes me all the more upset is the fact that i have three sis-in-laws still my in laws behvave like this with me.One of my sis-in-law is staying with me who is also working like me still i have to do all the cooking stuff at home and get my daughter ready for school at the same time.

I hope baba listens to our prayers soon.
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: viveksai on November 26, 2008, 02:50:12 AM
hi pinky sairam ,
         baba is always wid u and know everything about you so have pacence belive in baba he makes everything fine godbless you

sai sevak

vivek
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: suresh56 on November 26, 2008, 03:04:24 AM
Hello pinki.
just came across your message and found it bit disturbing after reading it,but have faith in SAIBABA.
HE alone will solve all your problems and very soon you will find all the happiness coming back to u.
dont be upset..this will lead to a bad life.keep praying him and look at HIM from all sides,your problmes will be solved..its my personal experience...believe me friend...

OM SATGURU SAI RAM

Regards
Suresh
Title: Re: I AM LOSING HOPE NOW......................
Post by: PINKI on November 26, 2008, 05:52:04 AM
Thank you so much everyone for all the possitive and encouraging words.............i have surrendered myself and my problems on the feets of saima.....and hope for the best.

OM SAINATHAYA NAMAH....!!!