om sai ram....
great experience,,,,
i also want to share somthing.....''chamtkar of baba ,sai satcharitra"
ham log diffrnt place se study k liye citi me reh rahe the....we were batchmats,,then become friends,then best friends.....
we share everything about our student life and family problems to each other...
one thing he shared me about his first love,,,,,that girl praposed him bt he didnt rply her but he also love her he said to me only.....after somtime some months later vo chali gyi bina bataye,,,,na koi contact rakha us se ..na apna koi contact no. diya.....mere frnd ne mujhe sab bataya ki vo bina bataye pata nahi kaha chali gyi....then busy in our study....after one and half year vo ayi or usne mere frnd ko cal kiya,,,us se baat ki or fir bina bataye challi gayi,,,,fir 2 sal baad ayi or fir use cal krke genral baat ki,,,he shared everything to me,,,,,i dont khow y i felt very bad? i cried ,,,,after listnig this y idnt knw,,,after that he ws selected in campus intervw and i got seat for mba,,,,then vo apni job k liye chala gya....and and vo jana hi nhi chahta tha,,,mujhe chhor k,,,vo bhi bohot roya par mene samjhaya ki jao ,,,we talk every day thorgh phone and share evry tthing ,,,,,,ese hi ek saal nikal gya,,,shayad ham ek dusre ko chahte the pr ek dusre se kaha nahi,,,,hame ek dusre ki aadat ho gyi thi,,,pata nahi kya tha par i realy love him,,,after sometime us ladki ne fir se cal kiya or pata nahi kyu vo mujhe ignor karne laga,,,meri koi galti nahi thi mai bohot royi tab sai baba meri life me sahara dene aaye ,,,usne mujhse baat karna chhor diya,,kaha ek din tha ki ek pal ki bhi baat turant share karte the or ek din esa aa gaya ki vo mera cl bhi rcv nhi karta tha,,,,mai baba k mandir rote rote gayi or baba ki murti bhi mujhe roti hui dikhayi di,,,,mene khana pina hi choor diya tha 24-24 ghante roti rehti thi,,,,fir ek din cal aaya uska to mene use bohot sunaya or bohot royi or uska accidnt ho gaya vo mujhse darne laga tha kyu ki mai jab bhi roti thi uske sath bohot bura ho jata tha,,,ye sach bhi tha,,,,,,fir mene SAI SATCHARITRA ka parayan shuru kiya or 7 din baad guruvaar k hi din raat ko 12 baje k aas pas uska cal aya or vo bohot ro raha tha ,,mene pucha to bola ki mai ek dusre mob se use cal kr raha hu or uska 3 ghante se waiting pr ja raha h,,,vo responc nhi de rhi h,,mene bohot samjhaya pr sach yahi tha shayad ki uski life me koi or bhi tha,,,par pata nhi kyu vo mere frnd ki life me baar baar aa jati h fir bina bataye chali jati h,,fir usne usko lagatar subah tak cal kiya pr vo kahi or busy thi ,,,or fir usne apna no. change kar liya.....mene satcharitra ko pranam kiya,,ki sach to kam se kam samne aaya uska,,,,,,usko sambhalne me kuch din lage vo drink karne laga tha,,,vo mere sath ko bhool chuka tha bas us ladki ko yaad karte rehta thaki vo itni achchi h,,itne pyaar se baat karti h,,meri rspct krti h...mera pehla pyaar h vo,,,mai andar hi andar toot chuki thi pr mera farz tha use sambhalna kyuki vo mera pyaar se pehle dost bhi tha,,,mene apni dil ki baat dil me daba kar vapas uski frnd ban gayi par mujhe bohot bura lagta tha kyu ki 1 saal vo mere sath as a love hi tha pata nahi uske aane par vo kyu badal jata tha.......fir se ham dost ho gaye par shayad ab vo mere liye sereous ho chuka tha vo kehta nhi tha kyu ki mai uske bare me sab jaanti thi,,,vo apni mammi ko leke mere ghar bhi aya just for inntroductin ,,,,,ham bohot khush reh rahe the ,,,or mai apne govt job ki taiyaari kar rahi thi or vo mere select hone ka wait kyu ki govt job mera dream bhi tha,,,,,,
sab kuch bohot achcha chal raha tha baba ki krupa se par isi holi k din mene baba ko yaad kiya or pata nahi kyu mera dil kiya ki mai ek baar is samay baat kar lu fir mene cal kiya to uska waiting me ja raha tha...mene fir lagaya tab bhi waiting after 1.30 ghante baad raat ko 2 baje k aas paas usne call rcv kiya or mene pucha kaha baat kar rahe the kya hua? tb usne bataya ki uska hi call tha mene kaha mera ek baar to rcv kr k bol dete mujhe sach batao,,usne kaha mujhe kuch nhi samajh aa rha mai abhi kuch nhi boluga ,,,mai bohot royi,,,or mene itne samay se jo hua vo gusse me keh diya,,,i dnt know vo ladki sahi h ya nahi ,,kyu baar baar chale jati hai or fir aa jati h,,maine dukhi man se use apni kasam deker keh diya ki mujhe kabhi cal mat karna,,mujhse kabhi baat mat karna,,mene pahli baar koi relation toda hai jo mere liye sabse khas tha ..3 saal ka ek ek pal yaad aata hai,,,,2 hafte hi hue par esa lag raha hai bohot samay ho gaya hai ,,,mujhe bohot yaad aa rahi h,,or usne meri kasam k karan usne bhi nhi kiya...is rishte ko todna nahi chahti thi par mera dil tut gya tha,,or uski galti bhi esi thi ki mai maaf nhi kr payi....ab sab baba hi sambhaal sakte hai
kal guruvaar hai or mai kal se sai satcharitra ka parayan shurukaugi.....shayad baba bhi yahi chahte h....
plz baba meri madad karo ab or nahi rona,,mujhe mera pyaar lauta do,,sab thik kar do...
plz baba mera pyaar mujhe vapas kar do.....or sab thik kar do ,,,mai use maaf kar k sab thik dekhna chahti hu,,,,
sai reham nazar karo......mujhe vishvas dilane k liye thank you baba ji
om sai namo namah
shri sai namo namah
jai jai sai namo namah
sadguru sai namo namah
jai sai
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