Khatam sab pehle hua ab meri umeed bhi tut gayi...bas

[saicharandhool]

Aisa pehli baar to nahi hua mere saath ya phir aisa kuch naya bhi nahi hua hai jo kisi ke saath no...har koi pareshaan hai...mera dil bhi tut gaya to kya...galti to meri thi maine pyar kiya, vishwas kiya, phir apna samjha, galtiyaan ki, maafi maangi, baba ka ashirwaad samjha, usse apna life partner samjha...mere saath kya nahi hua lekin maine sab seh liya...pyar mein dhokha,insult, khela gaya par phir bhi maaf karta gaya..yeh din bhi dekhna tha 8 mahino se tadpta raha uski salaamati ke liye aur usne mujhe chod ke soch bhi nahi main zinda hoon ya nahi...baat karte karte kabhi pyar jataya, kabhi majboori phir woh gayab ho gayi...kehti hai pyar karti hoon par sab destiny pe hai...yeh kaisa pyar jo kinare baith tamasha dekhegaa..main jee-jaan ek kar raha hoon saath hone ke liye aur usne sab ummeed chod di...I had some many sleepless nights and tears just thinking if she is fine, will she come back, what happened suddenly again...Finally I decided to take my friend along with me to her place...she met her and I was standing far outside..I was nervous...but my friend came back and said she is alright and has got a new job...she had been to goa..she doesnt have a phone...she said she cant meet right now but will call later...that later never came.....Atleast meri taraf se ek aur koshish puri ho gayi par dil dukhta hai yeh soch ke main itna tadap raha tha..usse itni bhi iccha nahi hui ki bahar aake mujhe dekhe..mile...She read all my mails but told that she did not get time to write 2 lines..Bas itna hi kaha tha na likhne ki tu theek hai par uska bhi time nahi...par baaki sab karne ka time hai...networking sites pe apne photo download kar sakte hai...jo family ke logon se usse takleef thi aur hameshaa mere saath rehnaa chahti unke sukh dukh mein ab involve hai par jisne sab kiya usse marne ke liye chod diya..yeh poocha tak nahi ki woh theek hai..sab jeete baba..woh bhi,tu bhi aur woh saare jinhone mujeh neecha dikhana chaha...main haara mera pyar haara...ab kabhi kuch nahi mangoonga...bas efforts doonga life mein aur expect kuch nahi karoonga...main tujhse bahut naraz hoon fakir par mujhe pata hai tujhe isse farak nahi padegaa..tu hameshaa meri dua ka ulta hi karta raha hai..tu khush reh..main kabhi tujhse baat nahi karoonga...apna pyar yahin tak tha

[v2birit]

Sai baba ke shabd "jindagi bhar thokar khane se ek thokar bhali"

Om Sai Ram

[saicharandhool]

Haan ek thokar bhali lagti hai agar uske baad sambhal jaaye par baar thokar thokar lagne ke baad sach pe chalkar bhii jab hamehsaa mooh ki khaani pade to phir sehansheelta tut jaati hai...par main to ek insaan hoon aur uske aur kismat ke har faisle ke samne jitni bhi koshish kar loon jeet nahi sakta...

[v2birit]

Tum ab nayi jindagi shuru karo. bhoot-kaal ko sapna samaj kar bhul jao. Tumrahi nayi jindagi main tumhara sai har kadam par tumhare saath rahega.

Om Sai Ram

[saicharandhool]

Ek baatun bhai...har dard ke baad har sapna tutne ke baad..apno ko har baar mein takleef mein dekhne ke baad...isse pehle bhi 9 saal ka pyar tutne ke baad nayi zindagi shuru kari thi par phir 2 saal mein jab time aaya settle hone ka to baba ne phir mera saath nahi diya..ab taaqat nahi naa hi iccha hai...ab jo hona hai hoga...par dil jalta hai yeh sunke ki jo hota hai acche ke liye..shayad yeh sahi aise hai jo hota hai woh jo bura karte hai unke acche ke liye hota hai...

[saicharandhool]

Haan main samaj sakta hoon par tum dono saath roye to dil to halka hota hoga..mujhe to akela chod diya gaya...usse mere pyar ki koi zaroorat nahi meri koi fikar nahi..I treated her like a kid and tried to make her happy by fulfiling all her wishes...she used to call me guiding star..her santa clause till couple of months back..whenever i needed her she chose to ignore me...For me its so desperate that I might not be able to see her again...I could see her crying for small things.I wntd to be there for her as a protector,lover,guide,friend but usse kuch farak nahi padta..main negative nahi ho raha par haan usse kabhi na dekh paoonga aur jo future maine uske saath uske liye socha tha...hum dono saath shirdi gaye they woh yaadein aur ek dusre ko life partner accept karne ki promises sirf baatein hai thi...maine sab jatan kar liye par mere liye usne thoda bhi koshish na ki...she happily gave up on me...I was not special..I was not her love...I was scared for this day and hence not wntd to be with her intially but after convincing me she did what I feared the most...ab kya kuch nahi..time ki baat hai..lekin sab bhoolna hai yeh bhi ki baba ka beta hoon

[Dipika]

This Too Shall Pass 

If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me,
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be-

If I can remain calm and quiet
With all the world crashing about me,
Secure in the knowledge God loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me-

If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true,
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that this will pass away, too-

Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know God will break all of the chains

That are binding me tight in the darkness
And trying to fill me with fear-
For there is no night without dawning
And I know that my morning is near.

...Helen Steiner Rice


Bow to Sri Sai!

[v2birit]

Ek baatun bhai...har dard ke baad har sapna tutne ke baad..apno ko har baar mein takleef mein dekhne ke baad...isse pehle bhi 9 saal ka pyar tutne ke baad nayi zindagi shuru kari thi par phir 2 saal mein jab time aaya settle hone ka to baba ne phir mera saath nahi diya..ab taaqat nahi naa hi iccha hai...ab jo hona hai hoga...par dil jalta hai yeh sunke ki jo hota hai acche ke liye..shayad yeh sahi aise hai jo hota hai woh jo bura karte hai unke acche ke liye hota hai...

Agar tum galat jagah par settle hone ki koshish karoge to, ye tumhare liye achha nahi hai. isliye shaayad sai baba tumhe settle nahi hone de rahey. Unka kehena hai ki tumko unme settle hona hai  . Aur kahi nahi.

Om Sai Ram

[saicharandhool]

Ab kuch nahi karna kuch nahi ho sakta..usse mere rehne na rehne se koi matlab nahi...sab tarah se try kar liya jab samne wala baat hi na karna chahe to kitni zabardasti karoon...pyar usne bhi kiya tha shayad..

[@pari@]

om sai ram,

aap aj jis daur se guzar rahe hain, us daur se main guzar chuki hun, samajh sakti hun apki taqlif, magar ye bhi janti hun ki koi bhi shabd or koi b hath apko isse bahar nai nikal sakta siwae hamare apne sai baba ke.... jante hain ye jo dard aaj apke seene mei hai, ise jitna jaldi ho sake apne seene se, yadon se bahar nikalne ki koshish karo, aasan nai hai bilkul bhi magar apko karna hoga, waqt lagega apko magar karna hoga,

[shanu jain]

om sai ram sai chrn bhkt ji...........

jo bhi hua wo hona tha........ apki destiny thi jo babji ne apke kiye hue karmon k acc. hi likhi......... now feel ki apkei lif me jo bura hona likha tha wo ho gya...... dat time has gone..... now u hav ur own indepndnt lif....... jo chahe kijiy........ njoy it.... thanx kijiy babji ko ki wo jo ab hua gar kal hota to dard aur jada hota........... listen only 1 thing matters dat is how much hapy v r n how much hapy v can mak oders....... only it is counted........ rest everythn is countles..... n u cn b hapy if u r on rite trak....... wid babji...... so just ask him 2 b wid u......... n realis urself dat u hav only 1 reln in dis world n dat is wid babji only........ so try maintn it....... rather wastin ur tim regard. wat u hv given 2 oders n wat oders hv done 2 u......... may babji tak u 2 the path he has chosen 4 u.. the best...........god bles u......