I wrote a prayer a couple days ago in regards to me taking my board exam this thursday May 10th.....
But today somthing weird happen... which im not sure if its a sign from Baba thats im not ready or that maybe i should take it on a later day...
last week when i went to the Sai temple i prayed to baba for his blessing to take this exam for the 4th time and finally help me pass... But i told him.. that i have signed up on a THURSDAY and that was a promise from me... but when i when i prayed i told him i have put Two papers in front of him with May 10th and May 17th on it... and to help me pick the right date .. in my heart i didnt want to sit on May 10th because it was so soon and i needed a little more time...
Well i have been studying.. hard and mentally preparing myself for this exam in 2 days... and i said i would fast and do my vrat and even attend temple that night....
But this morning i started my mentral cycle... 12-13 days early.. WHICH HAS NEVER HAPPEND in my whole life... i am usually on a strict 28 day cycle... and that allows m to not participate on a pooja the day of my test.. no participate in my vrat... or be able to go to the sai temple because i am mentrating.. But how is it that i started 13 days early?
IS THIS A SIGN FROM BABA THAT IM NOT READY FOR THE TEST? is this a sign from baba to wait? or should it not matter and i should go and sit for the test Thursday?
i have never started this early before... and for it to comd 11 days early is weird.. and thats why i took it as a sign?
my other issue is... there is no dates avalible now... and if there is it wont be a Thursday as i had promise baba... is its bad for me to not take the test on the next avaliable test date thats may not be a THURSDAY???
PLEASE PEOPLE WHO KNOW ANYTHING GIVE ME ADVICE.. NOT MUCH TIME.. NEED ADVICE ASAP...
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE OR THINK/..........