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dis wat can i do.But frankly saying i jst wait 4 baba frm many yrs,its very hard 4 a girl to stick to her decision for 7yrs.bt i knw hw i manage dis,i told my parents after 1yr i knew him.earlier dey were nt ready they said no becz arun's house is nearby mine.Bt den arun himself came to meet my mother he convinced her begged her to give her yes.After dat sumtime my parents get convinced.
But den his parents refused evrytime on 1 ground or other.Still he tried to convinced dem bt dey'll nt listen.meanwhile 6yrs passed away my parents get so tensed & scolded me bt i ve faith in sai dat he 'll get me married to arun itself becz he knws dat i cnt even think abt any1 else even in dream & many times i asked baba by writing yes/no on a slip dat whether u get me marid to arun.alwz he said yes.he gave me many indications & i had full faith so i waited upon upon & upon.
den 6mnths back arun get engaged to sum1else bt den also i had faith in baba.few dayz back to his marig i asked baba in mandir thru yes/no slip dat whether arun's marig wid sum1 else as fixed on 7th dec 'll happen or not.he said "no".
bt yesterday arun got his marig done.
wat to say nw!sai ko mujhse pyar nai he.kyuki jinse pyar he unke liye he do miracles.i do many many types of pujas during 7yrs,lakhs of jaaps & lots of pujas lots lots of. Noone loves specialy sai. my faith is totally shattered.sai knw whether i luk modern bt internally m dat of 70's type of girl,if i love sumbdy den i cnt even think abt anybody.he knws my life is totally spoiled nw totally.
Becos ab chahe bhagwan bhi aa jaen mujse shadi karne me unhe bhi as a husband accept ni kar sakti m so much deeply in love wid arun.ab acha kuch ho hi nai sakta.becz mere liye shadi ka matlab sirf arun the jo ab possible nai he.
m so much shattered l
sai knw i loved saibaba & arun sooooooooooooooooo much.Aur jb yahi dono nai rahe mere sath to my life is completely meaningless
bye take care may sai bless u all & fulfill ur all wishes all all all