Hi Alkaru,
I would like to tell you some thing.Dont think I am to your personal matters.As you are in the forum and as I read your posts and also as I am the one who felt that you must get married to your love,I feel like telling you some thing which might hurt you.
Please ignore it in case it hurts you but think for a while.What ankujain said in the above post is true.I am telling this just for your sake and for your happiness.I dont mind if anyone in this thread thinks bad of me and thinks that I am not supporting a Sai Devotee.But you konw one thing,What ever might be the reason,he didnt marry you and he was not able to fight and he got married to some other girl.Thats it.The story ends there.
Theres no point in talking now to that guy.Just think for a while what you are doing.You think any thing we do will be by Babas wish.Thats true to some extent and at the same time its not.If thats true doing a murder or committing a sin is even not bad and in this world everyone will be a mahatma and everyone will get salvation.It is we who do things and at the end throw eveything on god.As Saib ji also once said to me that what ever good deed we do and what ever bad deeds we do is not because of god.It is only we who does that and in the end blame god if some thing happens.Its you who must lead your life.Dont unnecessarily get more disturbed by talking to him.Now its past and Let it be in past.You are spoiling yourself and at the same time spoling his married life.Thats true though it sounds rude to us.You say that he is interested to talk to you.If he feels that,just give him one slap left and ask him to turn to his right and give him one more.Sorrry to say this but I really mean it.As you think,with babas wish you are talking to him,think this one also baba is making you to do.He is not able to fight and marry you and in no way he can think of you.He cheated you in past and still cheating you and Now he is cheating his wife also.I know you feel bad when i use the word "cheat" but that is true.You dont take part in that alkaru.I felt to say some thing good to you and feel the same as you thought,like with out babas wish nothing will happen and so baba is making me to write this to you.Just think of what you are expecting.Write down on a paper what you want?What you need?and the answer comes to you automatically wether to talk to him or not.
I thouhgt to convey you this.Ofcourse sorry to say this in the forum as personals are personals and they must be personals.Let me konw after you read this.I can delete my post.
And to the persons who are supporting alkaru,I feel sorry in making alkaru disappointed by my post but I feel I really meant what I said.
Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai.
Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai.
Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai.
Omkar