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Prayers Section => Sai Baba Help Me => Topic started by: Krithi_mca on October 11, 2012, 02:31:09 AM
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Om Sai Ram,
Kindly forgive me for writing so many things. But i really want a clarity.
I have been in a difficult phase for the past 3 years. Fell in love with a muslim guy 3 years back and though he loved me, he didnt had the courage to take further so he broke up.My family knew about him and i was in severe pain. One of my another class mate (who is his friend) came to my rescue and he was friendly with me and slowly he pulled me out of the misery. Still it took 2 years for me to come out. We became very close and started to feel for each other and On May 2012 he told me that he want to marry me and talked to his parents and i too told my parents.I got permission from my side but his parents didnt and finally he gave up on August 2012. Though its very short, we knew each other for more than 2 years and he is very good friend of mine and we were so compatiable. Now he wants to forget me, but iam in the same pain again and lost hope in life and hate everything. Because of this my parents are also so worried about how my life is going to be.
One thing i want to tell here is i was never a believer of God. I use to go to temple just for my parents. One day i went to Baba temple near to my home and felt to talk to the poojari over there and i did. I cried to him, he told me to keep sai vrat and read sai satcharitra. I felt that as a call and i started to keep vrat along with the mantra's i started to chant daily. Every day i chant katyani mantra, bagalamukhi mantra, sita gaytri mantra. But there is no change in my life. Things are getting worst.
I can feel baba around me but my life is still a mess. I would like to point out how i felt his presence.
1. Since i didnt had sai satcharitra, I asked poojari to get me one in Tamil. He wasnt sure whether he can get one or not. But next day when i went he told me that a devotee came and when he enquired regarding this. That persone rushed to his home and bought his book and asked him to give it to me and told to use it till he gets a new book for me. I felt that baba want me to do this.
2.In office i did not have permanent system. But i would like to keep his portrait on my desk. I was praying baba the same that i want to keep your portrait but i dont have place for that. We have been raising concern for past 2 months for this. Suddenly this time my manager took it seriously and allocated a system for me. To add the person who is sitting behind me has baba's portrait on her desk.
3.I completed 2 vrats and i promised baba that i will read satcharitra for 9 times. But the second time i wasnt able to continue to read. I felt disconnected and went for Sai question and answer ( first i went to wrong website and got differnt ans and then i went to the rite one where questions are from 1 to 720) and got answer as "Leave lying and misbehaivour. Pray to lord krishna and donate food. Everything will happen immediately. Favour will be through a woman". I felt so happy and i was looking for a place to donate food and i started to chant krishna mantra and krishan ashtokam daily.
4.Same day when i came office i found that i got some credit points and can donate to trust with that. I did that and i was carrying a biscuit packed with me to donate someone.
5. Between these i had a chat with the muslim guy i dated first and told him everything. To my surprise next day he msged me whether he can talk to him regarding us. I felt that baba is showing me the way through him.
5.Yesterday i went to another sai temple and felt so peaceful there. I donated some amount for anadhanam there and when i came out i found a guy begging. i asked him whether he will take biscuit. he said yes and i gave it to him and donate some amount to the temple i go daily for prasadham for today.
But i didnt get peace even after this. I asked baba why my mind is still disturbed. Last night i had a dream that the muslim guy left his wife ( he is married) and he came to me and we are happy. I got up and the first thing came to my mind is "why baba".
Today is my third thursday. After pooja, i called up the guy i love and cried out loud to him regarding what im going through. He said that he has moved on and he doenst want me in his life and he wants me to move on as early as possible. My parents are going to search guy for me from next month.
Oh Deva!! What is my fault in all of these.I know that i should not ask you something, but i never asked anything to you and this is the first time i am asking since everyone will be happy because of this.
These are things i do:
1. I chant all the mantra's in the morning and since i dont have place to keep pictures, I open it in my laptop and light diya and pathi and chant. To add i went to katyani temple in kumbakonam and rameshwarm with my parents last month
2. Evening after office, i directly go to baba temple near to my home, chant "om siddha sankalpaya namah" for 108 times and then write it for 108 times. Read sai satcharitra there till the aarti time and come home. I have been doing this for the past 15 days.Some times if i dont have time. i chant the mantra there and i come home and write it in front of him.
3.I promised him that i wont touch non- veg (which is my favourite) and i didnt do it till now and will not eat it if my wish is fullfilled and will visit shiridi along with him.
4.I am planning to keep navrathri fast along with sai vrat. (This is the first time in my life, i keep fast)
5.I am planning to go to ISKCON temple this weekend.
6.I didnt know that sai vrat story should be read during fast. I started it from today. Does my last two vrats count?
Please Deva tell me whatelse you want me to do. I will do it. I promised you so many things and i will do it. Please show me where im doing wrong.Please make my life blissful. You are around, i can feel you. Is it still im paying for my past karma? When these will be over? Please someone help me.
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Please have faith and patience. Whatever is happening is happening for a reason. I know you don't want to see it right now, but everything happens for a reason. I am sure there is a reason behind all of this. Just keep believing in Baba.
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om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram
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Baba Sai bless you soon for all your sincere prayers.
Jai Sai Ram
Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai
Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai
Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai
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Thank you everyone.
Yesterday the muslim guy mailed me that he didnt talk to him since he was not there at home and he wasn't sure how much he will be able to make him to open up to him. I felt that baba took back everything he gave me..
I went to the temple i go regularly and after pooja they gave me the prasad (i donated for yesterday's prasad). On my way back i was thinking "should i share with someone or not, if so how?". I went to department store daily, i was purchasing, the owner came to me and asked"you went to temple? and you are not sharing your prasad, wont you give it to me?". Happily i gave him.
Last nite i had a dream in which i saw a saint who is looking at me. I asked ppl nearby as who is this. They replied that he is wonderful saint, he was a muslim initial but now he is a saint. I dont remember the rest of it.
Everyday seem to be mysterious.
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om sai namo namah
om sai namo namah
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That is a good sign. When you dream of Baba, it is Baba letting you know that he is with you! You should feel blessed. Everything will be good. Just have faith that something really good is about to happen!
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Baba is with me and i can feel him. Hope he shows his mercy on me seen.
I have started to read sai satcharitram for the third time. I feel very blessed that he choose this time for me to do this. Since next week it is navrathri following baba's maha samathi day.
Could any one tell me the procedure of navrathri fast and pooja.
Can i keep both the vrat together?
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Baba I went to Iskon temple today. Thanks for giving me the great dharsan. Felt so peaceful there. My parents have started to search other guys baba and they are also not satisfied with the proposals they get. Kindly show mercy on us. Bless us.
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Om Sai! I kept vrat for navrathri today. Did durga maa pooja at home and went to temple where they read lalitha sahasaram. I have few doubts regarding this vrat (this is the first time im keeping vrat on navrathri).
1. Should i have to keep vrat for all the 9 days. Because few of my friends told me that i can keep on first and last day too.
2. I am already doing sai vrat. so can i combine both.
Kindly some one please advice
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Baba, Today help me in completing Satcharitra today so that i can start again from tomorrow.
You know everything, you have seen my life. I have suffered a lot and because of this my family is also suffering. You also know that my parents also will be happy if i get married with him since they know that i am happy with him. Baba Please make him to come back to me and make his parents to realize that i can keep everyone happy. I lost happiness baba. I was very happy with him. I dont remember when i last laughed from my heart. I want to be happy in my life. I dont wanna cry and regret till i die.
Please baba. Last night i had dream that he is ignoring and running away from me when i tried to talk to him.
Baba...Please show mercy on me baba. Please bless me. I know that i never came to you when i was happy in my life but also i never came to you when i suffered for 2 years. But now you showed me the way to reach you. I believe that you wont do anything without any reason.
Baba please bless me and full fill my wish. I will be thank full to you through out my life. please baba..Show mercy on me. I am suffering in pain..
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Baba, I have completed chanting Sudara kandam slokam 9 times for 30 days. Today is the 30th day. Please help me to complete the sai satcharitram by today.
Please bless me deva..Please full fill my wish..
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Baba..Thank you for helping me to complete sai satcharitra today. Please bless me baba. Have mercy on me. Every day i built my hope around you. Please deva, bring him back to him. Make his parents to accept our marriage, destroy his ego and bring him back to me.
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Baba i am really sorry for thinking negative things. Please dont punish me...
I was very happy to read sai satcharitra today so that i will complete on 24th i.e on vijaya dasamhi. I felt that baba blessed me to do this on navrathri.
Today i was going through so many sufferings, pain and crying of devotees in this forum. For a moment i thought why baba is making everyone to suffer, why he is not doing anything.
I wanted to attend Sai pooja which starts at 6 pm, I was never able to attend it. Today i started early from office and before leaving i found that i got periods ( just 10 days before it was over, this is the first time in my life this is happening)
I was reading Durga Chalisa for the past 3 days for navrathri, planned to attend chandika homa on this saturday, was very happy to read sai satcharitra during navrathri. But feeling that baba punished me for have negative thoughts on him.
Baba im so sorry. I love you baba. Please forgive me. This is my first navrathri vrat. I want to do it properly. Baba im sorry. Bless me..Please..im pleading you..
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Baba won't punish you. Baba is not like that. He is very forgiving. Baba does everything for a reason. We might not know the reason but it is always for our good. I will give you some advice because I have been in your position. I too suffered heartache like you. I was in love with someone from college and he left me. I used to cry and beg for hm to come back. I wanted to only marry him. I thought he was my soulmate but as you get older you will realize that love is not everything. There was a friend of mine who stood by me during that time. I ended up falling in love with him and then he left me too! If he has left you then he is not for you. Baba does these things to protect you. You want a man to have the courage to be with you. I know, I was in the same situation you were in. I was finally 30 years old when I got married. I married a wonderful husband but because I wasn't in love with him like I was before, I didn't treat him very well. We were married for 9 years and finally one day he filed for divorce and was going to leave me. We have two children together. When he decided to divorce me, I realized how much I loved my husband. He always loved me for me. I prayed almost everyday to Baba to bring him back because I knew I wasn't a good wife. Baba blessed me after 4 months and now my husband and I have a better marriage. I treat him with respect and my husband treats me with respect. I am not saying that your boyfriend is not right for you but sometimes we end up having heartache to meet the right person you are meant to be with. Maybe there is someone else out there for you. I know it mght not seem like it now, but years later it might be the case. I was 22 when my boyfriend and I broke up and then 27 when my friend/boyfriend broke up. It took me a long time until I married someone that I knew was going to make a great husband, father and friend. I look back now and I thank Baba for doing what he did because I don't think I could have married anyone better than my husband. He is the most kindest, caring wonderful person and great father. I don't think my ex boyfriends could have been anything like my husband. I know it is also hard on your parents. It was hard on mine too! but when you look back, you know it wasn't as bad as it seems. Baba does all of this for a reason and then blesses his devotees tenfold.
Don't worry about how you are doing your fasts as long as it is from your heart. Worship Baba anyway you want as long as you worship hiim. That is all that Baba wants. He wants you to remember him. Just some advice from someone who has gone through what you have. I hope you don't mind what I have said but things will get better. I promise! Baba is there for you always!
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Thank you so much NeelDilan for sharing your experience. I couldn't stop myself from relating. My first bf left me at 23 and now when my friend/boyfriend left me i am 27. My parents knew about both the relationship and they accepted for both of it. I dont want to give them more pain and my mother also praying daily to baba to make my marriage with him because she saw me really happy.
I felt that baba also wants me to have this life that is why he choosed me this time to do vrat. Everytime i think something he immediately answers it somehow same way i felt when i had a negative feeling he immediately punished me.
I too believe that baba has planned something good for me. And he also know what i want deep down my heart. As you know i am really not able to handle this pain. Daily i cry to Baba. And wear a happy face in front of everyone.
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I understand. I felt that pain too but time does heal all wounds. I was so upset, I tried to kill myself. I look back and think how silly I was. Don't worry... life gets better. You will be happy again. If it is not with him then it will be with someone else. Just have faith in Baba. He knows what is right for you even though you are sad.
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http://forum.spiritualindia.org/request-for-group-parayan-t41965.0.html
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Thank you so much for the link. I will post my request.
I read whatever you wrote and tears came out of my eyes. Still i am not able to give up. I dont wanna lose hope. Baba knows everything. Right now my heart wants him back. If he is mine baba will give him to me.
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Baba, plz show right path to ur devotees.
Baba once said to his one devotee:-
Me to tumhe sunheri dushala dena chahta hu or tum chindio ki chori kar rahe ho.
May may baba Bless u with happiness!!!!
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Thanks Vibhusharma. I waiting for baba to bless me.
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Baba,
Today i have contributed for me and my family for Chandika homam. Just bless me so that i can keep fast and read Satcharitra on this wednesday.
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OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
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Om Sai Ram!!!
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Baba,
Today my father came to visit me. He bought me your idol, small poster and a picture in a calendar and few pooja items. I was very happy to see you baba. I will keep that idot at my office desk and will keep the small poster in my purse always.
My father told me that my brother went out yesterday and he bought a very big portrait so that he wasnt able to carry that to me. Baba i will get that portrait to myself. Also i got a durga Maa portrait from calcutta, a thread to tie on hand and my father bought durga maa bangle to wear on hand for protection.
My whole family is so happy that i am praying to you.They are also very tired and they want me to be happy.Please bless all of us deva. Please bring him back to me, I will keep everyone happy. I promised you so many things if my wish is full filled. I want to do all of that. Please make that happen deva.
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Baba, Felt good to have a small chat with him. Though it was very formal and lasted only for 10 mins. Felt good to talk to him without fighting. That too on the same day when your idol came to me. You are around. Thanks for showing signs. Please make him to realise his love and give him the courage to fight for us. Please baba make us together forever.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
My parents came with another alliance today. You know that i can't love anyone else and because of this no one is gonna be happy. Please bring him back to me baba. Please listen to my prayers.
Though this happened, I am relax about one thing that i can keep fast on this Wednesday, as i kept fast on first day of navrathri, now i am happy that i can keep fast on last day. Because this is the first time i keep fast on navrathri and was bit disturbed since it might not be complete. Now i can and I want to complete Sai Satcharitra on the day. Kindly give me strength and kill my laziness or any other hindrance, please help me to complete SSC on wednesday.
Om sidda Sankalpaya namah
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I'm going through alot. I didn't really used to believe in god until I was 19. I have ADHD. And I forget stuff fast and always lost. I always pray that I become smart and remember everything and able to make friends. Bc of ADHD I do bad in interview and can't get job and I'm scare to go front of people. And i really liked this girl in 2006 and I forget her but then I saw her in 2011 and I can't forget her. I do all kind of prayers. Sai satcharitra, chalisas, aarti, upwaas, badha, mala. But its not working. I'm 27 and suffering all my life. Can anybody answer WHY?
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Baba,
Thank you so much for helping me to complete my fast today and helping me to complete Sai Satcharitra in a day. Though in between i felt that i might not able to complete it by today but i did it. Thank you baba.
Day before yesterday i was losing hope and i was looking for baba's answer, so i typed my question in Baba's question and answer link and got the ans as "Brother will help you, He remembers you well. Give a coconut to Sri Sai". The moment i read this, i started crying out of happiness. I immediately bought a coconut and prayed for my wish and kept in baba's holy feet.
Baba i was looking for someone to send a coconut to Shiridi, Kindly accept this deva.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah..
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@krithi
When will I get my wish. I do have faith but things keep getting worse and worse.
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@3val4india
Have patience and hold on ur faith strongly. I dont know what is ur issue but please know that everyone has some problem. Trust me i had too stressed that i even tried to kill myself. Then baba choosed me and now though my wish didn't fulfilled, I am not impatient, whenever i feel troubled, I pray to him and chant his name, i feel relaxed. Read Sai Satcharitra with full devotion. His teachings will definitely help you.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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I read sai satcharitra everyday especially chapter 11
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Baba....today am meeting my husband after almost 7 months.He got ready to meet after lot of efforts.I dont now whats is in his mind,but i know he has moved up far distant.But baba i know he is doing the hing which he never wanted to do in his life..i.e heading towards divorce.Baba i need some miracle today.Yes am asking you..dont take this as demand but a genuine request.Today is last say of my hope.Please make him think that marriages are made in heaven and by god' approvals.I still very rightly from heart repent my all mistakes and wish to keep him happy.Other than my love and my emotional attachment with him,i have no other bad motive in reconcilation.Baba please support me,help me.I tried all ways to get him back...but all unsuccessful.I am sorry for that.I believe in you,though sometimes i feel no miracles happens...Please BABA i need you today...please give me my life,my husband.Sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai..Baba please
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Baba,
A person with whom i had misunderstanding 2 years back contacted me on the day i kept the coconut on ur feet. Yesterday he asked sorry to me whole heartly for his mistake. He said that his friend is also in the same situation and now he is able to realise how i would have felt 2 years back. I didnt expect him to talk to me but you made this to happen.
You are around me, I can feel you. Show mercy on me baba. Give my love back to me. You know that he is also suffereing and he is not normal. You know that how happy he was now he is not left with any choices. He can't go against his parents. And my parents can't wait more and they have started to search for other guy.
Baba so many souls will suffer. My life is ur feet.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Thanks for making me to complete today's vrat. I have completed my 4th vrat by today. I have started to read Sai Satcharitra today. Please give me the strength and please make me to concentrate so that i can complete by Wednesday.
Show mercy on me baba.
Om siddha Sankalpaya namah
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@ kirthi
I keep believing I'm doing something wrong. I always pray that I always do positive things and get good thoughts. even when I'm reading and praying my mind is somewhere else and I can't remember anything so I do bad in interview and can't get good job.
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@3val4india
First of all you should beleive in yourself. Until and unless you do that you will not be able to succeed in any task. Having diverstion is a common issue, we all are human beings. Believe in yourself first. Try to concentrate while praying, put your thoughts together on baba. Read sai satcharitra with devotion. Reading without belief or not implementing his teachings in your life is not gonna help.
If you are looking for any job in IT sector then let me know. I will help you around if there are any openings.
Please have faith in Sai and surrender your life to him.
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Baba,
Today i realised something while doing prayer. I chant katyani mantra, bagalamukhi mantra and read krishna ashotram. While chanting i always think about you deva. I went to katyani temple in kumbakonam and they asked me to read this mantra for 48 days along with that i chant another katyani mantra for 40 days. I am gonna complete these two courses in 6 days.
And you gave me an answer to pray to lord krishna and from that day im chanting krisha maha mantra for 108 times daily and chant krishna ashotram daily.
I see you in all form. I feel your presence around.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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@ kirthi
I do try to concentrate and u do believe in myself. I believe things will get better but it getting worst and worst. I do read sai satcharitra with faith and I even pray to forgive my mistakes. And I live in USA. Can you pray for me. And ask about me.
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Faith is something that is build within ourself. If you have full faith then you will not have doubt. In sai satcharitra again and again it is mentioned that one has to go through their past karma. So kindly bear it.
I have gone through and still going through to the worst part of my life. It has been 3 years. Because of me my family is also suffereing. From childhood i know baba, have visited shiridi too but did everything just because my mother asked me to. Even in the worst case i never called him. But now i pray with full devotion. I believe that he pulls devotees to him when it is time for them to reach him.
Believe in baba and kill your doubts. If you have asked for forgivness whole heartly then he would have already forgiven you. Try to remember his teachings. Have faith and patience. Yes i will pray for you. From your part have faith.
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@kirthi
See there is no sai mandir here so I can't even go there and ask someone abt this. Can you ask some pujari abt this. Maybe they give solution like upwaas or mantra
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@3val4india
You can do sai 9 thursday vrat, if you want. But dont start the vrat with a doubt, Believe in him and do the vrat. Search in net for procedures. I have read many devotees miracle by doing sai vrat. Even i am doing it.
I have tried everything for my life. I chanted a Lord ram mantra for 21 days, read sundara kandam for 30 days, now i am chanting katyani mantra, it need to be done for 48 days. But from my experience once i started to pray to baba, i felt more close to him. I got peace when i say his name and pray to him. I am not seeing any improvement in my life but i believe that he will do something good for me. It all how you believe.
Start doing sai vrat. Baba will not leave his devotees
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Baba,
You know that he told me that he will try to meet me before this month end. Dont know but today i was restless and while traveling back to home from office, i almost cried. When i was at mandir, you saw me crying. And when i came home i found his msg that he feels that there is no point in meeting so it would be better not to meet. Baba you came in my dream. You are around me. I believe you firmly. You asked me to pray to god, I am doing it. You asked me to samarpan coconut to you. I did. But he is going far away.
I know him for a long time. He never treated anyone the way he is treating me. I called him up and he was at office, he said that he will call me once he is free. Baba please show me where i am doing wrong. Please full fill my wish.
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Well I used to do sai vrat every thursday but I live in USA so I couldn't do everything what book said. Like feeding poor and few other stuff. I do have faith it's just that I don't know what to do I read chalisas, aarti, mala, badha but nothing is working. I been waiting whole life.
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Baba,
You see everything. Yesterday i talked him and found out that he is full of guilt and he dont have the courage to face me. Atlast i convinced him to meet me but he told that this will be last time since he can not face me again and again. And he is not normal.
I am happy that he is doing good in professional life but im not feeling good that im not there with him to see that. Please baba you can see all of our pain. He is not happy neither i am. My parents are tortured because of this. Baba pls give him back to me, give him the sight to come back to me, give us the courage to fight for us. Please make his parents to see his pain. You know how he was and how he is now. Please baba i am begging you please give happiness in our life.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba help me please...please
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Om Sai Ram !
Om Sai Ram !
Om Sai Ram !
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Have faith and patience. He will take care of evrything
OM SAI NAMOH NAMOH
SRI SAI NAMOH NAMOH
JAI JAI SAI NAMOH NAMOH
SATGURU SAI NAMOH NAMOH
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Plz daya kar apne bacho pe mere Sai!!!
Om Sai Ram!!!
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Thanks everyone. It really means a lot to me.
Baba today you showed me ur presence several times. Some may call it coincidence but i call it as miracle. I was really upset last nite and that i asked you why u r not blessing me and you can take my life instead giving me this pain. Morning when i checked my mail, I found a devotee sharing her experience of how she got her love back. Baba i felt it as your answer. I felt you everywhere today. Saw you in the bus i was traveling. While returning from office to meet him. Saw you in several places. A moment i didnt see you then i prayed to you that baba where r u, show me your presence and when i turned found a vehicle crossed me with your picture on it.
I met him. It was nice to see him after a long time. He was not good in controlling his emotions. Baba you saw him, how many times he tried to control his tears in front of me. He told me that "Hope you get someone who is worth enough to have you. I am not good enough for you. I messed your life so much. At max i can ask you is TAKE CARE". I cried in front of him as this is our last meeting. Asked him again for us but no he dont have the strength.
While returning, I didnt you see you anywhere. I was asking you to show yourself, but you didnt. I was thinking something else and suddenly when i closed my eyes i saw a glimpse of you in a white dress. Baba you are around me. you are coming to me whenever i call you from heart. Listen to my prayers baba. I want to marry him baba. Everyone will be happy baba. Please bless all of us..
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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@ kirthi
There are lot of people in facebook who can help you. There is one lady whom I called sister got her love back after 10 years and they just got married october 11
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Baba daya karo..please bring my love back and sve my life
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Om Sai Ram!!!
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Baba,
You know that i was so worried few mins back. You know the reason. So i typed the question as "will he come back to me" in the Sai's question and answers given in this forum. You know wat is the answer i got "You will get a gift, Shree Sai's blessings are also there. Do not worry". Baba tears came out. I am crying and typing this. Please baba. Make my wish come true. I dont want to go through the same pain again. I am not able to bear it. I am begging you. I feel this as your answer. Please baba
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Baba,
Today i felt to talk to him and i called. but he is different from the person i met yesterday.He is irritated with me and finally he shouted at me. He said that there is no future for us and he is not going to try anything more and i should not call him ever. He just guilty and nothing more. My life is on your feet. Deep down my heart i want him back but i don't see any signs that he will come back to me. Neither he cares for me. Now im nothing to him.
Don't know what you have planned for me. Baba you showed me the path to reach you. Now you tell me what should i do. I feel horrible to beg for life in which he will also be happy. I feel horrible about myself to lose my self respect for others.
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Baba,
My parents have created matrimony profile for me and it will be activated from tomorrow. And tomorrow will be my 5th vrat. Please save my life. My parents are really worried too.
I am terribly sorry baba, I wasnt able to complete sai satcharitra last week because of all these issues. I will start from the starting from tomorrow. Please give me strength to do saptah. You are my only hope.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Thanks for helping me to complete my 5th vrat today.Please help me to complete SSC in this week. My life is on your feet. There are too many weird thoughts in my mind. I chant "sai sai" whenever i get those thoughts. Daily i am reading about your miracle experienced by devotees. Please baba give happiness in my life
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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I don't know why bad people get everything and good people like us have to struggle. Everyday I live nervous life and get weird thoughts.
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@3val4india
Till now i wasnt able to understand that..
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Baba,
Today i am gonna complete the chanting of katayani mantra for 48 days. People around me are having the life they want. I dont know what you have planned for me but i am not able to handle the pain. Please bless me.
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Baba,
Everyday i spend my life in a misery. Too many weird thoughts and no peace. My parents are worried and they were not able to understand what i am going through. I have no one around baba. I am so much stressed that i am not able to concentrate on reading Sai Satcharitra. Please make me to concentrate. Please give me peace in my life.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Today i met one of my friend. I cried to her regarding all the problems in my life. she was convincing me. She was checking my purse and found your picture in it. And she told me showing you "He will help you". I felt so good and started to talk about how you made me to come to you and how i felt your presence. I even told her regarding the questions i asked you through the website and answers i got.
I didnt know that she was your devotee. She told me " I use to talk to him, cry to him and even shout at him when i had bad phase in my life but he never left me. When i feel low, i chant his name and after sometime i feel relaxed. He always helped. I was not strong devotee as you are. But he will be always with you. Trust him". You answered me through him.
I was chanting and writing 'Om siddha sankalpaya namah" for 36 days. After 41st day, It was said to give white cloth to baba. I talk to the poojari ji regarding this and i got the cloth today. I showed it to the poojari ji, he was so happy and told me he need it to be little bit long and gave me the measurement cloth. I went to the tailor shop and gave it to them and found that the lase cloth i got was short. I asked him that how much he needs for that. The tailor replied that " give anything you want".
Day before yesterday i asked you to show your presence to me since i felt that you are not with me now. Today you replied it through my friend.
Be with me always baba. Please make my life peaceful.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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@kirthi
That's how i am when I do pooja and sai satcharitra I can't concentrate and my mind is somewhere else. I mean what's the purpose of pooja and readings when I can't concentrate. I always pray that I can concentrate and always do positive things.
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Om Sai Ram, Baba will sure help you Kirthi.
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Thank you so much punzie.
@3val4india
I understand that. But i somehow find a way to concentrate. I cry and say out loud to baba whatever it is there in my mind. Then i feel relaxed and start doing the prayer again.
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Baba,
Today i felt more lonely than any other day. I had a fight with my mother and she didn't talk to me from yesterday. I called her today morning still she didnt talk to me properly. I felt as there is no one is around and no one to understand what i am going through.
I went to temple today and sat in front of Baba and started crying and asking him questions like why all these as to happen to me? Why no one is around? why you are making me to suffer again? Atleast give me the strength to handle all these..And asked him "Baba i want to complete my vrat happily, please dont make me to suffer after that". After aarti when i was leaving the temple, I found 3 books of Sai 9 thursdays vrat story in english. I felt so happy and waiting for poojari ji to ask him whether to take that or not. When i looked around i found another vrat book in Tamil (my mother tongue), In the book cover, a child picture was there mentioning "Child born due to baba's miracle". I felt relax that baba is answering my prayer immediately.
You are with me baba, i can feel you everyday. So many times you have showed my presence. Bless me and stay with me. Make my life peaceful baba and i want to be happy in my life and dont wanna cry rest of my life.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah.
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om sai ram
krithi baba is defiantly going to help you. You are doing a lot for your love HATS OFF TO YOU GIRL . you know when your feelings are honest & true you can get anything in this world. but above all baba is with you.......... so dont worry n trust him . i will pray for you dear .
sai baba plz help krithi.
om sai ram
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Thank you so much Kittu Ji.
I am crying daily in front of baba and today i even had a thought to commit suicide. Immediately i asked baba to change these thoughts in my mind. I was so restless. When i saw your reply, Tears came out and felt good.
Thank you so much again for your prayers.
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@krithi
You have to live for you're family. Don't do anything wrong. I'm going through alot too. I read in chapter 11 in sai satcharitra that if you read ch 11 everyday you get everything you want but I don't know if I ever get what I want. I don't even get self confidence. I always pray to forgive for my mistakes. I mean this is the time to enjoy our lives.
I hope sai baba give you everything you want.
Om sai ram
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@3val4india
Thank you . I know that i shouldn't think about it. I was praying baba immediately to change the thought. Things are going far worst and im shaking up. I am not able to handle it. Feel like no one is around. I only have baba.
bless me to make my life peaceful baba.
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@ kirthi
Look I really like this girl to and I try so hard to not think abt her but I can't stop. I never understood why Baba let her come on my life again after I forget her once. Now it just so hard. I just live to live.
I know you really like this guy and u seem very nice person so I don't know why baba not giving you the guy you like. I feel same like you, hopeless.
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@3val4india
I am waiting for baba to bless me. Dont know why life is so hard. this is the second time im in the same issue. When the first guy left me, he was the one who slowly pulled me out of the misery and now again he left me knowing everything what i have gone through.
Even at the worst case, i never went to temple to pray but this time baba called me and showed me how to do vrat. This is the first time in my life i am doing vrat. Still feeling like baba has some plans for me. Now my parents are not talking to me properly. All i have is Baba now. Holding on to him.
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om sai ram
hey krithi first of all just delete this "suicide" world from your mind not for present even for the entire life. you are not coward........... just fight the problems & you will defiantly win coz baba wiil always help you. i know it's painful but you know some times baba test the patience of their devotees. so have shradha & saburi in him. one more thing you are not alone you just see how many of us are praying for u na then how could u be alone???????? and one more thing if your parents are not talking to you properly that does not mean that they are not with you. always respect them & thier feelings.
n ya remember you are a very brave girl...........
sai baba plz plz plz help krithi she really needs your help
om sai ram
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Thank you so much Kittu ji. Im struggling to find words to express my feeling here. Today i felt the same that baba is testing me. Because he gave me all signs that he is with me everday. While travelling when i call him as "baba show your presence, i want to see you". Before reaching office i will see him, either in any name board or any poster.
I have asked him questions three times till now. First time he replied me to pray to lord krishna and from that day im chanting krishna maha mantra 108 times and reading ashotram daily. Second time i typed my question in the website given in this forum and got an answer as "Brother remembers you and he will help you. Donate coconut to shree sai". Tears came out of happiness and immediately i donated coconut to baba. Third time when i typed my question, he replied " Everything will be fine. Shree sai's blessings are with you. Do not worry".
Today i read in a website about miracle of sai after donating a coconut. Immediately i asked him why still he is not pleased with my prayers. But next moment i thought may be he is testing me and i asked him to give strength to me to pass in it.
Thanks for your prayer and not making me to feel alone
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I been I don't even know why this happening to me. I always do positive things but I struggle
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Baba,
Today my father called me to make peace between me and my mother. Thank you baba. Today please help me to complete SSC and tomorrow will be my 6th vrat. Today suddenly a thought came to my mind on how i should talk to his brother. I dont know why it came to my mind. I asked baba why these types of thoughts are coming in my mind. Then i asked baba to show his presence. After sometime i found an auto with baba's picture on front. Dont know how long you are gonna test me. But i will not let you down and never gonna leave you.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
I am very sorry for not able to complete SSC yesterday.I promised you that i will read for 9 times. I will do it for sure at any cost. Since i am working, i am disturbed through various factors. Please forgive me for this.
Last night before sleeping, I prayed to you to give me some signs. And i got too many weird dreams. I just remember few events. I saw a person who died on September. He was talking to us with sweets in his hand, After some time he was following me wherever i go. Then i was in a temple and i was looking for maruti temple. I asked someone for that and got the reply "this temple is big and you need one whole day to find it". I replied that i searched whole day yesterday but couldn't find. then she directed me. There i found maruti's photo and everyone was praying and i also did. Then i found a tree where some special prayers are performed . Then suddenly i saw our forum in my dream in which i saw few devotees name for whom special prayers are performed. I found my name and i remember only one name along with that. Its Kittu Bsb.
Today is my 6th vrat and i really dont understand the meaning of this dream baba.. Need some help
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Im more confused and confused everyday. Why sai baba testing us
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I am confused too but i believe that he has some plans for all of us. And all these are to test our faith in him..
Baba,
Today i started my 6th vrath. And today my mother called me to activate matrimony profile again. I dont know what you have planned for me. I want to be happy and want to keep everyone happy. And you know what will make me happy and i dont want to spoil any one else life.
Please bless me baba. Please. One day you are giving me thoughts for suicide and the next day thoughts on how to talk to his brother regarding us and in reality some thing else is happening. My life is on your feet.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Sai baba bring her in my life and take her away in one day. If she was not meant to be with me why did I saw her again.
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Baba,
Today after reading vrat story, my mother called and talked about matrimony profile. I was so upset and didnt feel good as it happened on thursday that too after completing my pooja. I was feeling bit low.
So while traveling for office i took an auto and i prayed that " Baba My wish will be full filled if i see you anywhere today". Within 5 mins i saw "sai help line service" with baba's picutre on the wall. I felt so good. At the same i got a thought as it is near to my home but i have never seen this in these 9 months. So i was not completely happy. Baba read my thought and within 15 mins. I saw a poster of baba in a vehicle near by. There was three posters. baba was standing, then in the middle one he is sitting on a rock and the last one baba is standing with garland on him. I was so overwhelmed and happy.
At the same time i scolded myself for tesing baba like this. Baba please forgive me. I am shaken up with serious of events happening in my life. I am sorry baba
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Baba,
Thank you so much for helping me to complete my 6th thursday vrat. Be with me always and bless me pls.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
I have been chanting and writing "om siddha sankalpaya namah" 108 times. Today is 41st day. I have bought a white cloth and got the measurement cloth from the temple and stitched it with a beautiful red border. Today while doing pooja, i had a thought to samarpan the cloth, note in which i wrote the mantra with a coconut.
Baba, kindly help me to complete the work at office today and to leave early. I am more pleased that i have complete successfully. Hope the white dress fits correctly without any imperfection. I want to see you in that dress i bought for you. Please bless me to have that vision soon baba.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Dear Kirti ,
This is really good that you are going to offer white dress to Sai , You know kirti , since long, I too
wanted to offer White dress to Sai , even few days before when I was standing infront a temple again I
wished to offer White dress to Sai , I don’t know when I will get this opportunity , but you are the
blessed one , that Sai ji giving you opportunity to offer dress to him ,Kirti there is a suggestion , since
you are offering dress , if possible make “OM” sign by embroidery on baba’s head cloth ..
Kirti, I am sure babaji will be looked beautiful in your White dress ..
Om sai ram
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@Saialwayshere
Thank you. I hope you also offer white dress to our sai. Since you got that thought in mind, it means sai wants you to do. He is calling you. And thanks for your suggestion, I wasnt able to do it this time since it is already stitched and i want to offer it today. Poojari ji said that baba will wear it on monday. I very eager to see him with the dress i offered.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Thanks for calling me to offer cloth for you baba. Today whole day i was restless. After reaching temple. I sat in front of baba and with closed eyes i started to ask "Today is 41st day of chanting and writing mantra and i got cloth and coconut for you. And till you are not pleased with my prayers. Is my past karma is too long that you are not listening to my prayers. Dont know you have to take care of my life". I opened my eyes and a guy came towards me and gave a banana. I felt so god.
After completing the mantra, I felt so relaxed. I felt so happy. I offered cloth, the note n coconut to the poojari ji and he told me that baba will wear it on monday and you can see it on that day. Today i even asked baba when i will get the vision of him in the cloth i offered. And he answered me that it will be on monday.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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@ kirthi
I don't know people who do good things god always test them. Bad people get everything and they get it fast. Good people like us we have to beg and we still don't get it.
Kirthi we don't have sai mandir here. So when you go there can you pray for me that I get this job I want and girl I like.
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@3val4india,
Surely i will pray for you. you dont have to go to mandir to pray for baba. Just pray whole heartly. I use to pray to him with a picture on my laptop since i dont have place to keep his photo here.
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Baba,
For the past 2 months i was trying to find a way to send my prayers to shridi. I found a website where prayers can be sent but there was no update for october month. Last night i checked the website after 10 days and found that prayers will be taken to shridi and need to be sent before 9th nov night. I checked this at 11.30 Pm. I was so happy at the same time felt that i might missed it. I prayed to baba and sent my prayers and requested them to send an acknowledgement since i thought it might be too late.
I prayed to baba before sleeping that make sure that they should get it and i have been waiting for this long time. And today morning when i checked mail, i saw the reply from them that they got my prayers and its not too late. I was so happy since i was able to send my prayers on the same day i offered cloth for baba.
Thank you baba. Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Everyday I think abt that girl more and more. I'm so much in pain.
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I beg so much to baba but no mercy
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Baba,
I was so relaxed for the past two days. And today dont know suddenly i felt to login facebook. when i did i found him online. Didnt felt good to see him online and that too he doesnt come online at this time when at home. Had too many weird thoughts and logged off. Kindly help me baba. Kindly bless me.
I am very weak in front of him. What he did to me is very bad, even he accepts that. It hurts baba
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Kirthi you're like sister to me I hope you get what you want. I have Facebook too.
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Baba,
Why you made me to do this. Now again my mind is restless. You are around me. You have given me so many signs that you didnt leave me. Please give me some positive signs from his side baba. My parents have started to search guy for me. My mother is worried that i will never get married. Since i dont like any of the guys she shows. You know that i am not able to do this. Because my heart still beats for him. But i can not hurt my parents more. They cant see me crying everyday.
I cant be happy with anyone else baba. Happy is far, i cant be normal with anyone else. Today i prayed to you that my life is on your feet and i know tht you will fullfill my wish. I can wait all year long baba. But please give me some positive signs for his side. He is full of guilt and he knew that he has messed up my life. He accepts it. Neither he nor i can live peacefully with other person. Because of this apart from us the other person and all the family related have to suffer.
Please baba im begging you..please give me some signs from his side. My prayers will reach you the same day when he goes to vaishnodevi with his family. Please baba..
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Baba,
Today when i got up, i was haunted with all the incidents. Every one says that we should not ask anything to you and let you to decide our life. But all of us are trapped in this maya and materialistic world. I was really pleased for the past two days and i prayed to you that you will take care of it. And the thoughts with my future life was popping in my mind and i was diverting. As a warning call from last night, im seeing and started to imagine a lot and crying again.
Baba Everytime you gave me positive signs that you are around. Everytime when i ask you a question, you gave me a positive answer which is in my favor. Please baba. Make my life peaceful. For the past two weeks i wasnt able to complete reading Sai satcharitra prayanam since i was so diverted because of this thoughts. Please stay with me and give me some positive signs from his side baba. My prayers will reach you on this diwali. Heart aches. Please help me. I dont want to go through is again.
You showed me all the ways to reach you. All these years you were in my life but i never did of faith. Now im completely holding your feet. Where ever i go you are there. Now stay with me and help me out baba.
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Baba,
Today when i was at temple, i was crying like a child in front of everyone. I wasn't able to control it baba. Please see it. Please make me happy. I lost happiness in my life. After praying i went for diwali shopping with my room mate. And we planned how to do pooja on tuesday. We are going to use the new pooja saman my mother bought for me. We bought candles, lights to decorate our small pooja room. I was so excited that we are gonna do everything on diwali.
Baba please receive my prayers on diwali baba. I will do all the arrangements here and for the first time i am going to directly involve in decorating pooja room and doing pooja on diwali. Please bless me baba.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Everytime I think that things will go right it go wrong.
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Everytime I think that things will go right it go wrong.
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Baba,
Poojari ji told me that today he will wear you the dress i offered you. I started late from office due to more work, And there was huge traffic and i reached marathahalli by 7.45 and temple closes by 8. I lost hope that i will see you today since it takes around half an hr to reach my place. And how i can when you are around. I reached my place at 7.56 and literally ran to temple. When i saw you, the cloth i offered was not on you. I was disappointed and sat in front of you and prayed to you and was thinking how to ask poojari ji regarding this. Poojari ji came to me and told me this in broken tamil.. "Tomorrow is diwali and the dress you offered will be wore by baba tomorrow, i took it out and thought tomorrow he can wear new dress". I was so happy baba.
Tomorrow my prayers will reach you at shirdi, he is going to vaishnodevi and the white dress which i offered to you after chanting and writing "om siddha sankalpaya namah" will be wore by you tomorrow. Today whole day i was searching for stories regarding your chit method since you gave me all positive ans everytime i asked you question through question and answer. But i didnt see any positive sign from him. Even i had a thought while traveling that i will use chits tomorrow in front of you. Baba you heard my thoughts and you gave a more positive sign that you are there for me always.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Just now i came to know that my prayers have already reached you. Its kept on your lotus feet.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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@kirthi
Please pray for me that I get good job and girl I want. And I hope baba give you everything you want
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Sure i will pray for you. And thank you so much for your words. hope baba make it to happen soon. A very happy diwali to you. Leave everything to baba. He will take care of it. Just have faith in him
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Baba,
Thank you for accepting the dress i offered baba. I am so pleased that it fits perfectly. Please bless all of us to have a peaceful life baba. Be with us all.
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Baba,
Today i have started my 7th vrat. Please help me to complete it successfully.
Baba after my 6th vrat, the issue at my home is at peace now. I can talk to my parents and brother freely and no fights now. I know that you are listening to my prayer. My prayers were kept at your feet on tuesday 12.30 pm. I was thinking wat i was doing at that time, then i remembered. On tuesday between 12.30 to 1 pm at office my team mate suddenly told me that his father asked regarding visit to shirdi and he asked me how to go. Then i was searching for him regarding ways to travel and where to get down and all.Then i planned to travel in december.
You are listening to my prayer baba. Please full fill my wish baba. I know you will.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Om sai ram,
today is my 7th vrat. Morning i read the sai vrat book and started my vrat. And around 5 pm, i realized i got struck with my monthly problem.I talked to one of my friend, she told me that i can count this since i read the vrat story in the morning. Some one please confirm, whether i can count this or not??
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SAI PLEASE HELP kIRTI.
SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI
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Thanks Starter for your prayers. I really need it.
Baba,
You are really great. Yesterday i was so worried whether to count my vrat or not. Last night when i was searching for where to get sai vrat book in bangalore, i found where another girl asked the same question and everyone answered that she can count it since she did prayer in the morning. I was so happy and i realised how wonderful you are.
You answered me and also you made this to happen so that i can complete my 9 vrat's on this month end. Baba you have some plans for me. I can feel it. Now all i am thinking is where to get the book, what to give as prasad and how to donate food. I know you will help me out in that too.
I feel detatched from you when i am not able to light diya for you. Just heard sai ashotram today as i do it regularly. Stay with me baba
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Why I have to live my life everyday in stress. Why can't I be happy and smile
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Baba,
2 days days back i got a dream that my father and brother are catching a black snake when i am around. When i told my mother regarding this, she checked my kundali and told me that the position of rahu & ketu changed on that day. And things will be good. I felt good after hearing that.
Every nite he comes to my mind before sleeping and i cry myself to sleep, in order not to do that i chant "SAI SAI" till i fell asleep. I do that everyday. Last nite i got a dream in which he called me and asked for forgiveness and asked me to take him back. Dreams may or may not indicate anything. but sometimes i get dream which warns or shows the changes in my life. saw a dead colleague in my dream then went to maruthi temple, the next day i had a dream of my first boyfriend explaining me about why he got married and had a dream of escaping a fire the very next day. Now this.
Baba dont know wat is the meaning of all these. I can't go to temple now. But please make my last nite dream come true baba. Please.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba
Today i got permission from my mother to go to shiridi. She can't accompany me since she can't get holiday so she gave me permission that if i want i can go from bangalore. I was so relaxed that she gave me permission.
Now its all upto you baba. My vrat will complete on this month end. Please call me next month baba.Somehow make this to happen
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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When you go to Shirdi. Please pray that I get that girl and good job. And peace.
Om sai ram
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Surely i will.
Baba please be with me so that i can come to shirdi. please plan my travel and be with me baba.
I am preparing for a certification. somehow i wasnt able to apply for it for the past two months. But you made me to complete all the process in a single day. My exam is on 30th nov and my fast will end on 29th nov.Please be with me and help me to prepare and clear the exam with a good score baba.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Thank you do much sister and I hope I get what I want. And I hope you get what you want
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Baba,
I was thinking for the past few days what i will do after completing my vrat. what i will do on thursdays after that. You showed me a way. You are reading my mind baba. Yet dont know why still you are not giving me wat i want.
Please baba help Anu to get her work done tomorrow. Please be with her so that she can complete her process and get her professional certificate. Bless with us baba. Please stay with us.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Please help anu to get her certificates by today.
Baba, everyone is so pleased with my family. Everyone is astonished by seeing my family. All 4 of us in our family are good baba, we dont hurt anyone, we help everyone one whenever it is possible. You also know that baba. We never been rude to anyone. Then why you are silent to our prayers baba. We will continue to be like this through out our life. My mother is not able to tolerate when some one shouts at others. How much pain she should be bearing seeing me unhappy and hurt.
I am pretending to be normal in front of my family. Everyone of them are sweet. I know that you are with me and you are answering me even if i think something. You are doing wonders in my life. Please baba bless us.
om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Have you been to shirdi yet
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I am planning to go next month.
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Baba,
Last nite i read a devotee's experience about how his wish fullfilled before completing 9 thursdays vrat. but yet you are testing me whether im worth for it or not. Baba whole of my family is selfless people. we are not selfish. Even in my desire there is more good for him than me. I will be happy and if im happy my family will be happy. I can keep him happy. You know about his health issue. I want to take care of him baba. And i will. Please bless us..
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
thank you for helping anu to get her certificates. She is very happy. When she was saying thanks again and again, my mother replied that "baba wants us to help you, dont say thanks for that". Its true baba, you only made us to help her. Tomorrow is my 8th thursday vrat. Please stay with me and help me to complete it baba. Please bless me..
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
I have to give an exam on Dec 1st, but it got preponed to Nov 30th. Today i came to know that i have to go to specified office to give the exam and its the same place where he is working. And i will be completing my 9 thursday fast on Nov 29th. I am waiting for confirmation regarding the venue but today a girl told me that we have to go there only.
From that moment i am thinking whether i will meet him or not on Nov 30th? Please help me to concentrate on the exam and please make peace baba. Please bless me and show some positive signs from his side baba. Please
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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OM SAI RAM...kuch managa hai toh kam se kam wait toh karo uske milne ka or tab tak baba ko dikhao dat whatever u r asking from him u really need it....and u will not give up.....neither ull b scared to wait...and from other circumstances...wait with happiness...start feeling u got it...show that hapiness to baba that he change his mind to give u what u want...but dun cry....he will definitely give u...mujhe diya hai or mujhe denge toh tumhe bhi milega...have faith....OM SAI RAM
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Sai ram hina ji.
i can feel baba everyday. Whenever i think about something, he immediately answers to it somehow. i know that baba is with me only. waiting for baba to gift him to me. Its just sometimes i worry because my parents have started to search other guys for me. I dont wanna spoil anyother life, neither i can choose someone. I chant Sai and keep my mind calm. But Thank you so much for your positive words. It really helped me.
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Baba,
Today i have completed my 8th vrat successfully. Last nite i had a dream where my friend whom i meet 2 weeks back came to my dream. I met her and while leaving she told me that baba will help you ( even when i meet her 2 weeks back she told me the same) and the moment i started to walk i saw a lady in burqa but she had tikka on her forehead.
I felt good when i had that dream. Baba please be with me like this always and make my life peaceful please.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Today i had a chat with the astrologer who i consult for long period. He matched mine and my bf's horoscope too when my parents asked me to check. The first question he asked me was "is your bf is engaged with someone else?" for this i didnt had an answer because i didnt know. When i told him that i do sai 9 thursdays vrat. He suggested me to read SSC one chapter every day. Now i am getting all those weird thoughts.
Baba, i am waiting for you to bless me. Whenever i think something you immediately answer me through dreams or through anyone else. whenever i ask you a question, you always gave a positive answer. You tested me whether i will help a stranger or not. Test me throught out my life, I wont fail you. But please bring him back to me baba. Show some positive signs from his side. Please baba.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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OM SAI RAM..start reading sai sachcharitra.....its a sign from baba towards ur happiness...OMSAI RAM
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Hina ji, I have read sai satcharitra 4 times. Everytime i was in a hurry to complete it in a week. May be baba wants me to understand it. I will start to read from next thursday, the day i complete my 9th vrat.
Baba, be with me as you are everyday. bless me with happiness.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
I want to go to Sai mandir in indira nagar, but somehow i wasnt able to go yesterday. Today at last minute my room mate also decided to come, so we started at 11.30. On the way i prayed that atleast i should meet you before aarti. Since from 12 to 5 pm mandir will not be open. I didnt see the time since i was scared that i might not reach on time. I reached and you were in white cloth, I was so happy on that sight. I found that few devotees got a spl photo of baba, when i asked they said that they got it since they did donation for annadan. And one devotee came with baba idol in white colour and the poojari ji gave him back after keeping tikka to the idol. Even i wanted one idol like that but dont know where to get. I wanted to buy vrat books after aarti since my vrat completes this week.
Suddenly i felt to go and buy and i got the books in different languages too, same way i wanted. Then i saw the same idol over there and with only one padukon. Without any second thought i bought and i was so happy. I rushed to the temple and i gave idol, padukon and the vrat books to the poojari ji. At that time aarti started.
I didnt expect this but they kept my baba idol and did aarti along with it. And i was so happy. After the aarti they kept tikka and wore him a small mala and gave it back to me. Not only that.
People who got aarchana chit got udi in that temple. but i didnt get aarchana ticket, so i didnt get udi. I was so worried that i didnt get it. Baba obviously found it that i am worried. When the poojari ji gave idol to me he gave with a udi packet which was packed with baba's picture on the front.
Baba, so long i wanted to have your portrait at home to do pooja and wanted your udi which is from duni. Today You came to me baba. So long i was searching for your idol in white colour. Today i got along with padukon. I will do pooja regulary baba. You will take care of everything. I know it
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Baba,
What should i write here baba. Should i thank you for showing the real face of that muslim guy or should i feel bad that i supported that guy for 4 years and felt pity for him when he was cheating when i was in relationship with him 3 years back. Baba yesterday you came to my home and with that you showed a real face of a person whom i was feeling pity for.
Baba he is doing far worst to his wife, please baba save other girls from that guy. Because of this issue after a long time i talked to my love. He listened to me and advised me accordingly. Felt good to talk to him after a long time baba. you are with me, please bring him back to me baba.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Have u been to shirdi yet
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Baba,
Today is my 9th vrat. i am completing my vrat today. I know that you are with me and you have already accepted my pooja. You solved so many issues that was there in my life for years. You showed real face few people. You answer my thoughts.
All these days i was thinking how i should donate food to someone and if i give money through online will it be donated on thursday? And yesterday i went to Baba temple in kundanhalli to donate money for annadan. There while writing the receipt, i told them that my vrat will complete tomorrow so please add this money for tomorrow. The person told me that better you come tomorrow at 12 for aarti, we will do pooja for you for completing vrat, say to baba that you have completed your vrat and request him to full fill your wish and then you distribute food for 9 peoples during annadan. I was so happy that baba not only answered me to donate food and also arranged so that i can do it myself.
I am so happy to complete vrat in a satisfying way baba. I have asked permission at office, i will complete the procedure properly and will go to office. Just be with me baba and please full fill my wish.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Kirthi have u been to shirdi yet. And did u get what u want
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Baba,
Yesterday i was very happy because you were there with me. i successfully completed my 9 vrat. Gave prasad prepared by me to the temple i visit regularly and i went to other temple where i gave money for annadan. after the aarti, i myself distributed food to people. I prayed to you to full fill my wish. I felt that you will full fill my wish since you are with me always.
Today morning, my mother called and talked about an alliance whom she feels to be good for me. baba is this wat you have planned for me? is my himanshu is not good for me? You are lord and you know everything. But i will not be able to truly trust or love anyone neither i can give it back to some one else. You know what i have gone through. I dont wanna spoil other life. Please baba bring him back to me. I dont wanna hurt anyone
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
Few weeks back i had a dream in which my first boyfriend was explaining me about how and why he got married. After few days i got a dream in which friend/boyfriend who left me 3 months before came back to me and was crying and asked to take him back. the consecutive day i had a dream in which i escaped from a fire.
I was so confused and was worried about my dreams because mostly i get dreams which has some impact on my future life. Last week i came to know from one person that my first boyfriend was cheating on me during college days and i came to know his true colour. Impact was not there on me since i forgot him long back and i thanked baba to showing his true colour atleast now.
I was bit pleased since if this came true then i had a dream about my love coming back to me. I just wished that it will come true too. Baba, I have completed my 9 thursdays vrat. If i have every done any mistake during these period please forgive me and give him back to me baba. I will do everything i promised to you baba.
My parents have started to look for guys long time and now they are talking about one guy to me. I convince them in a way that i will talk to the guy and will let you know. So far because of me my parents have suffered a lot. Is this the life you want me to have?? While talking to my mother i was about to cry yet didnt show it to her. I know you are around me but yet you are not giving me the thing i want most.
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Baba,
Today my mother asked me to the guy of their choice. I talked to him and i felt that he is good but i can't really give him any happiness. dont know why you are testing me like this. This guy's dob and my love's dob is same. I am not able to read the message you are trying to say to me here baba. And my mother felt that this guy resembles my love a little bit thats why she asked me to talk.
Baba what is happening. I dont want to cry rest of my life. And now you have shown someone with whom my memories of my love will stay with me forever. instead you can give me my love, I will be so happy baba. And will keep everyone around happy. I dont want to spoil anyother life baba. Please.
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Baba,
Today i have to meet that guy. and last night i had a dream in which a small child was selling baba book. the child was wearing dress exactly like you. When i was looking at the book from the distance i wasnt able to find any book in tamil then wen i went close i found a book. I was so happy and bought it. Yesterday i had a dream in which i saw my dollor which i was wearing was falling in front of me. So far twice my dollar fell down.
You are making all my dream to come true but not one. I dont know what to do and what to decide. I just know that i dont want to spoil any other life. Please help me. you didnt give me any signs from my love that he will come back to me. But you have given me answers that he will be back to me. You came in my dream twice. You made all my dream to come true but one is still in pending. I am not able to understand why you are testing me this much. Please help me baba. I have completed my 9 thursdays vrat. But i promised you that i will keep vrat on every thursday after i get married to my love. I will start that baba. Please help me and bring him back to me before it is too late.
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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Baba,
You have cleared one of my trouble. somehow you took this guy from my life. thank you for that but again behind him you have sent me another guy baba. how long you want me to keep on hurting my parents. I am not able to decide anything and all i think is about my love. You know very well about my life and what i have gone through baba. Please make my dream come true baba. please full fill my wish. i dont wanna hurt anyone anymore that too not my parents. they have done so much for me.
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You going through alot my krithi sister. I bet you don't feel like to do anything, go anywhere, eat right, can't sleep. I been through all this. I dont know why baba do this to us. I been patient all my life.
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Baba,
Last night you came in my dream. In my dream, I was going to the temple to which i go regularly and poojari ji invited me with a smile and when i searched for your idol, you were not there, with sad face i turned to poojari ji and he pointed me towards you. then with a smile, i kept the white flowers on your feet, there was not enough place to keep, suddenly a thought came so i took it and made a mala out of it and placed it around you. Felt so good.
I know that you are watching me and you are around me. Please help me baba.
Om siddha sankalapaya namah.
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Baba,
For the past two days i m getting thoughts that my love will be back to me. You cleared the other guy too. My mother is highly fed up that im rejecting all the guys which she picks, because i cant forget my love and i dont wanna spoil another life. Now she completely left everything. Please baba, you are showing signs that you are around me, You are coming in my dreams. Make him come to me baba. You also know very well that i can keep him and his family happy. Bring him back to me.
From tomorrow i will start to keep vrat on every thursday through out my life. I have already left non-veg completely. I read about your miracle everyday on how you made their wish to come true. You are yet to bless me deva. I am waiting but time is passing away. and you are still testing me. I wont leave you at any part of my life. I was complete atheist and you dragged me towards you. Do you still feel that my prayers are biased? Bring him back to me baba. Please
Om siddha sankalpaya namah
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This is exactly how I feel. That my love will come back. But time is passing by. I hope u get what u want
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Baba,
Work has increased in my office so i wasnt able to visit temple everyday before aarti. I was bit upset about that. But everyday whenever i pray to you that i want to see you on my way to office, you immediately respond to my prayers. I know that you are around me and watching me over.
I promised you that i will start fasting every thursday once my wish is fullfilled. I have full faith in you baba that you will bring him back to me and get us married, i have started to fast from last thursday and will continue it through out my life. And you showed me a way for my professional life last wednesday. I will not let you down baba. I am preparing and I will give my best.
Baba he is so silent and there is no update from him, i cant even track him. I am very curious at the same time im scared regarding what is happening in his life, is he fine or not. Baba you warned me regarding a future even through one my dream and behind that you have sent me lord maruthi in my dream so that i will get the strenght to face it. I didnt understand the meaning that time but later when it happened, i understood why you gave me that dream. Along with that you also gave two dreams about my love and also you came in my dream recently. Please make that too happen baba. please baba.
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Baba,
Today after a long time i sang aarti to you at temple. I had severe cough and prayed to you that i should not cough while singing aarti and you made sure that i dont. I was so happy and came home.
Baba, im not jealous of others life. But im just a normal human being baba. People around me are happy and settling down with the life they wanted. Dont i deserver to be happy baba. For the past few days i have been in the thoughts that my love will be back and i even started to dream about the life we planned to have. But in real i dont know where he is and what he is doing. He is so silent and there is no update from him. Baba i will take care of him and whole is family. You are with me on all aspects but what i lack. Please tell me, i will do that but please give him back to baba. Make him to realise his mistake and come back to me. Please bless me baba. Make my dreams to come true. You already made so many of my dreams to come true. Please make the dream i had about my boyfriend come true too. Please baba..
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Baba,
Dont know why though you are around me, why im still feeling low? While traveling to office, sometimes i call you to see you, immediately you show your presence to me. I am begging you this long baba. You pulled me. You made me to do so many things that many devotees feel to do. You made so many miracles in my life. You made me to do 9 thursdays vrat, you made me to read sai satcharitra, You made to offer white dress, you made my prayers to be taken to shiridi the same day i offered you the cloth. you came in my dreams thrice till now, You warned me about a bad event and you gave me the strength to handle the issue.
I was an atheist and you blessed me. Without your blessings, i would have able to handle any of it. You know my life baba. I have been cheated by guy whom i thought was in love with me. I believed him for 4 years baba. I was in severe pain. when i came to know the way he has cheated me, i realized all happened for good and though i was not your devotee at that time, you saved me from him. You sent me a guy who saved me from that pain and who pulled me out from the misery and when we started to have hope and ask our parents permission to proceed our life. Again you let me to feel that pain baba. I was so happy with my love. Though he knew everything, he loved me and i was able to get hope in my life and trust someone.
When i lost my hope and life again, you pulled me to you. I felt blessed that my past karma is over now. Finally you called me towards you. Baba please give me that happiness again, I know that you are listening to my prayers, Please give my love back to me baba. I am hurt and he is full of guilt then how we can ever be normal in our life. He is a very nice guy baba. I will take care of him well. I will not hurt any of his family members. Please send him back to me baba. Make our marriage to happen. Please baba..im begging you.
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Baba,
After a long time i cried yesterday. the pain i was carrying for 3 to 4 days came out yesterday. I had discussion with few of my friends. All of them said the same thing " He is not coming back to you". Felt bad baba. I was with a friend and she was advising me not to have any positive hope. I was thinking that and when i turned, i saw a sign as "SAI". I felt good and had a positive feeling that everything will be fine.
I saw a post in his wall regarding a job opeining and i started to think whether he is leaving blore or not. I dont want to be like this. I dont know what is happening in this life and i dont have any way to find out. Please baba.. I m begging you. Please sho mercy on me
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I dont know baba what you have planned for me. Today i cried in front of you while doing morning pooja. Then when i was in bus i started asking questions like "why you are doing like this? or am i reading your signs wrongly?" and immediately i saw a car with "Sri Sai travel" written on it. I was pleased. Again i asked you whether my wish will be full filled or not? then why you are still testing me?. Again i saw a car in which your picture was kept inside.
Baba today you showed your presence more than normal days. Please tell me why you are doing like this. I am losing patience baba. You know wat is happening and what has happened in my life. No girl should face all those what i have faced. Still im holding myself with a hope that you will fix everything. Please show some progress baba. Please have mercy
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Baba,
Now out of impatient, I typed the question for the last time in the question and answer website given in this forum. I even mentioned that this is the last time im gonna ask you this question. And this is the answer you gave me.
"Children will be benefited. You will succeed. Remember your mother. If you donate food in her name you will have immediate gain. You will get a chance to serve saint."
Baba i will go to kundanahalli temple to give my contribution for donate food in my mother's name. Please make my wish and question to come true baba.
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What I'm doing so bad that even if I'm happy I'm sad.
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Baba,
I donated some amount in my mother's name for tomorrow's annadan. For the first time i attended night aarti and it was wonderful.
Another miracle of you: When i entered i saw baba dressed in brown cloth. I was bit disappointed since i wanted to see him in white cloth. After donation, i sat there and chanted " om siddha sankalpaya namah" for 108 times as usual and was reading SSC. Suddenly i looked up and they were removing the keerdam and mala on baba and then they removed the brown cloth and inside that he was wearing white cloth. I was so happy that baba listened my heart and showed his presence in white cloth as i wanted. Then i attended the aarti. In kundanhalli temple after getting prasad, we have to exit from there and go behind the temple and can enter in another way to enter into the temple, here they kept udi packets and we can take any no of packets. Last time i took more, after giving to all, i got 3 packets left so i wanted to take 6 packets today. but the door was closed and went around to go inside the temple and that door was also closed.
I felt bad, thinking wat to do. suddenly a guy opened the door and went inside, i also went behind him, took udi and took photo of baba and the poojari ji asked me to wait for sometime. They sang song at the end and then poojari ji asked me how i am and how is my life. I said about my life. He asked me to come to temple tomorrow for 6.30 aarti.
Baba i know you are around and you are doing wonders in my life. Please make me to see you tomorrow without any obstacle. Stay with me as you are now.
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Baba,
Today i missed aarti. All my excitement went in vain. They asked to come next thursday. I know that you dont need any procedures or rituals. whenever i call you, immediately you show me ur presence. Baba whenever i ask you any question. You always answered in a positive way. I completed sai vrat, was able to serve people with your blessings. Even our horoscope says that me and my love will be married and live happily. astrologer did said that he will come back to me. You showed me in my dream that he will be back to me. Every sign you gave to me is positive but still why you are yet to make it happen baba.
I forgave all the people who did bad to me. I dont have grudge on any one. I am helping anyone if its possible for me to help them. I dont hurt anyone. I learnt all my mistakes from my past. Then why you are yet to bless me? Today some way i started to feel so special since you gave me this opportunity to do aarti and i felt that i might get sick so with that mind set i ran to you today. May be you want me to perform with peaceful mind. Baba but please give me some signs from his side baba. Please....
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Baba,
Please make my dream to come true baba. Please make him to realise his love for me. Please give him the courage to fight for us. Please make his parents to understand our love. Please baba.. Help me.. I am hurt and im crying everyday. Everytime i ask you something. You answer me in a positive way baba. You never said to me that it will never happen. Please make it happen baba. Please..
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I hope you get what you want krithi ben
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Baba,
Please bring him back to me baba. Everyone around me are settling down with the person they like. Dont i deserve that life baba?? I am not jealous, im bit hurt that no body was able to stand up for me. One guy cheated me for 4 years, i didnt even know that, i wasted my life thinking that he is in pain. Recently you showed his true color to me. Then I found my love and i was very happy and you took him back. What more i need to suffer? I am stuck, Please bring the happiness i lost in my life. You came into my life when i lost happiness. I believe that u came in my life to bring peace in happiness in my life. You have given all signs that you are around.
Even today i went to the near by shop thinking about my Boyfriend and when i turned i saw an auto with your name on it. You are giving so many positive signs. When i think about something, u give me answer for that the same day in anyway. Baba im a normal human being. You made all my dreams come true except one and it has been really long time since you came in my dream. Please return the happiness in my life baba..I am begging you. You are my only hope
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Baba,
Please help me. Please bring him back to me. I am hurting all the loved ones around me because of this. I am not able to decide anything baba. My parents are hurt because of this. My brother is far from me. I am not able to explain to my mother that i am not able to trust any stranger. Everytime i ask you something, you gave a positive answer. But please make that happen baba.
Yesterday i talked to the astrologer and he also told me that my bf will come back to me. Chances will be created for that after Dec 22nd. Please create those chance that he will be back to me baba. I am not able to handle my life. I am hurting everyone around me. I understand what they feel but i cant explain to anyone what i feel apart from you. You know my life, please fix it baba. I want to keep everyone happy around me. Please help me.
I cant accept anyone else apart from my bf. I cant love or keep anyother guy happy. That will be a sin to spoil some one's life for wat has happened to me. Is keeping hope is wrong baba. I too strongly believe that he will be back to me. But show some progress from his side baba. Please im begging you
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om sai ram
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Om Sai Ram!!!
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sai bring him back in my life for forever. Show your mercy. Don't let me down this time.don't shatter my dream this time.You are my only hope. you know I have already suffered for last decade.Please forgive my past and present sins. And give him as my soul and life partner as your blessing .
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om sai ram .
show your mercy, bring him back for our happy and blessed future.Make my place in her life and heart .
he is my only hope.
jai sai ram
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om sai ram,
show your mercy sai, bring him back for our happy and blessed future. Make my place in his life and heart.Make him realize my love for him. He is my only hope for settling down and start my life.
jai sai ram
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om shri sai nathay namah
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om sai ram,
show your mercy sai, bring him for our my happy and blessed future. TO start my life again.
remove me from my stagnant life to blessed and steady life.
jai sai ram
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OM SAI RAM
krithi i wanna say only a single thing to you baba mein apka vishwas hona hi baba ki sabse badi strength hai please aap apna vishwas mat khona nahi to baba kamjor ho jaenge. n yes aap na shradha rakho saburi se kaam lo kam jarur banega
JAI SAI BABA KI.
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om sai ram,
Loosing hope baba, please help me. show me your mercy .I'm begging you .
jai sai ram
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om sai ram,
Loosing hope baba, please help me. show me your mercy .I'm begging you .
jai sai ram
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Please help me baba