Losing hope..baba pls bring him back to me. Show mercy to me. I am begging you

[Krithi_mca]

Thank you so much NeelDilan for sharing your experience. I couldn't stop myself from relating. My first bf left me at 23 and now when my friend/boyfriend left me i am 27. My parents knew about both the relationship and they accepted for both of it. I dont want to give them more pain and my mother also praying daily to baba to make my marriage with him because she saw me really happy.

I felt that baba also wants me to have this life that is why he choosed me this time to do vrat. Everytime i think something he immediately answers it somehow same way i felt when i had a negative feeling he immediately punished me.

I too believe that baba has planned something good for me. And he also know what i want deep down my heart. As you know i am really not able to handle this pain. Daily i cry to Baba. And wear a happy face in front of everyone.

[NeelDilan]

I understand. I felt that pain too but time does heal all wounds. I was so upset, I tried to kill myself. I look back and think how silly I was. Don't worry... life gets better. You will be happy again. If it is not with him then it will be with someone else. Just have faith in Baba. He knows what is right for you even though you are sad.

[NeelDilan]

http://forum.spiritualindia.org/request-for-group-parayan-t41965.0.html

[Krithi_mca]

Thank you so much for the link. I will post my request.

I read whatever you wrote and tears came out of my eyes. Still i am not able to give up. I dont wanna lose hope. Baba knows everything. Right now my heart wants him back. If he is mine baba will give him to me.

[vibhusharma]

Baba, plz show right path to ur devotees.

Baba once said to his one devotee:-

Me to tumhe sunheri dushala dena chahta hu or tum chindio ki chori kar rahe ho.

May may baba Bless u with happiness!!!!

[Krithi_mca]

Thanks Vibhusharma. I waiting for baba to bless me.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today i have contributed for me and my family for Chandika homam. Just bless me so that i can keep fast and read Satcharitra on this wednesday.

[CHHABRA]

OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM

[vibhusharma]

Om Sai Ram!!!

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

Today my father came to visit me. He bought me your idol, small poster and a picture in a calendar and few pooja items. I was very happy to see you baba. I will keep that idot at my office desk and will keep the small poster in my purse always.
My father told me that my brother went out yesterday and he bought a  very big portrait so that he wasnt able to carry that to me. Baba i will get that portrait to myself. Also i got a durga Maa portrait from calcutta, a thread to tie on hand and my father bought durga maa bangle to wear on hand for protection.

My whole family is so happy that i am praying to you.They are also very tired and they want me to be happy.Please bless all of us deva. Please bring him back to me, I will keep everyone happy. I promised you so many things if my wish is full filled. I want to do all of that. Please make that happen deva.

[Krithi_mca]

Baba, Felt good to have a small chat with him. Though it was very formal and lasted only for 10 mins. Felt good to talk to him without fighting.  That too on the same day when your idol came to me. You are around. Thanks for showing signs. Please make him to realise his love and give him the courage to fight for us. Please baba make us together forever.

Om siddha sankalpaya namah

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,

My parents came with another alliance today. You know that i can't love anyone else and because of this no one is gonna be happy. Please bring him back to me baba. Please listen to my prayers.

Though this happened, I am relax about one thing that i can keep fast on this Wednesday, as i kept fast on first day of navrathri, now i am happy that i can keep fast on last day. Because this is the first time i keep fast on navrathri and was bit disturbed since it might not be complete. Now i can  and I want to complete Sai Satcharitra on the day. Kindly give me strength and kill my laziness or any other hindrance, please help me to complete SSC on wednesday.

Om sidda Sankalpaya namah

[3val4india]

I'm going through alot. I didn't really used to believe in god until I was 19. I have ADHD. And I forget stuff fast and always lost. I always pray that I become smart and remember everything and able to make friends. Bc of ADHD I do bad in interview and can't get job and I'm scare to go front of people. And i really liked this girl in 2006 and I forget her but then I saw her in 2011 and I can't forget her. I do all kind of prayers. Sai satcharitra, chalisas, aarti, upwaas, badha, mala. But its not working. I'm 27 and suffering all my life. Can anybody answer WHY?

[Krithi_mca]

Baba,
Thank you so much for helping me to complete my fast today and helping me to complete Sai Satcharitra in a day. Though in between i felt that i might not able to complete it by today but i did it. Thank you baba.

Day before yesterday i was losing hope and i was looking for baba's answer, so i typed my question in Baba's question and answer link and got the ans as "Brother will help you, He remembers you well. Give a coconut to Sri Sai". The moment i read this, i started crying out of happiness. I immediately bought a coconut and prayed for my wish and kept in baba's holy feet.

Baba i was looking for someone to send a coconut to Shiridi, Kindly accept this deva.

Om siddha sankalpaya namah..

[3val4india]

@krithi
When will I get my wish. I do have faith but things keep getting worse and worse.