lost all the hopes

[rahul1307]

baba this time also my exams are not good. baba how so ever hard work i put ultimately i end up in a mess. baba y  it happens to me. Now a days i m afraid of telling you my problem because whenever i had asked you for a help u never came. Baba y i m not intelligent. I hate my self baba. From last three years i m facing faliures in every three months. Baba all my friends are CA. I cant accept that i dont work hard. Baba this time i had  done 2000% hardwork. But still reviewing all my CA exams i think that its more better if i dont do hard work because ultimately results are same. Baba it depends upon you whatever u want i will accept. But if this time i fail it will be end of the world for me. I cant study same subjects every time. Baba there is a big stagnation in my life. Its much better if i die. Baba last 2 year had been very traumatic to me.
                                       Baba this is one your 11 saying
  MERI SHARAN JO KHALI JAYE HO TO KOI MUJHE BATAYE. I m telling that i always returned empty handed from your shrine. I dont know whether i would be able study again if i dont pass this time. Rest depends upon. Atleast give me death if you cant pass me. You too know that my family needs my support. We have a loan and i feel handicapped when i cant contribute financially to the family.

[binny]

plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz saibaba fulfill his wish//
he needs you desperatly// saibaba dis time plzzzzzzzz solve his problem//
he has gone thrugh a lot//
plzzzzzzzzzzzzz saibaba listen to his prayer//
om sai ram

[neerajesh]

Dear Rahul!
Dont lose hope SAI is with you all the time ....
Im sure he has some wonderful plans for you in future so trust him completely..
and ask him to give strength to accept his decision ....
Even thought of killing one self is an insult to SAI  and his faith.....
Dont ever let negative thoughts enter your mind.
just take SAI's name when your mind diverts...

we will all pray for you.....

sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam

[v2birit]

Bhagwat Purana says "When the living entity is without any hope, under such circumstances he says the magic words "NARAYANA NARAYANA" seeking  help from the great lord, then he is surely saved. Also his sins get erased."

[sai vandan]

 dear sai baba please  guide  rahul  and be with him...

RAHUL please do not lose any hope. CA exams are very tough and the pass percentage is quite low...BUT THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT  YOU ARE INCOMPETENT OR LESS INTELLIGENT IN ANY MANNER....  IT IN REALITY IS VERY TOUGH... BUT I GUESS YOU ARE TOUGHER AS YOU STILL HAVE THE STRENGTH TO  PREPARE FOR THE EXAM.... please do not lose heart.... have you every read the biography of Lincoln? how many times he unsuccessfully tried for american presidency? have you  read about  Thomas ALVS EDISON  he said that he knows 71 ways of not making  a bulb.... becasue he failed that many times....
 YOU ARE SIMPLY GETTING STRESSED... SO PLEASE   if possible do some part time job so that you get the confidence that you are working and making money...as well as continue to   prepare and appear for the exams.... and for the  part time job do something related to your field....

and  DO NOT QUIT AT ALL...... IF YOU HAVE THE PASSION...AND THE COURAGE TO GIVE IT WHAT IT TAKES...YOU WILL BE SUCCESSFUL.... AND HAVE FULL FAITH IN SAI BABA

[anchi]

"Losin Hope" means distrusting your Sai....and i am sure no Sai devotee wants to do that. Even in the worst case scenario, never blame Sai or lose hope. CA exams are one of toughest papers in India, dnt be impatinet. If you havent got cleared in this attempt also then Baba must have thought something better for you...start thinking this way....if you have surrendered to Sai then you must not sound hopeless, may be its one of your testing times but dont worry, baba is with you at every step, every moment...Sai has said, "Why fear when i am here"..."Those who chant my name lovingly i fulfill all of thier wishes"....have patiennce and faith in Baba...thats the key to get rid of all the problems in the world my friend...

[etgirl]

Dear Rahul,

i know it is very hard to struggle for such a long time as i have been through something similar...but u know what just tell baba "i leave everything on you,take me wherever you want,do whatever u wish with my life" and the moment u do a complete surrender u will experience things changing....do keep shradha and saburi....
NEVER LET BABA DOWN AS HE WILL NEVER LET YOU DOWN

Sairam

[rahul1307]

i know baba CA is a tough course but every person i know had cleared it  very quickly further i will not have any market value if i clear this course late. when i pass the school i was very ambitous . I cant see all my dreams shattered to this extent.

[etgirl]

mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo

baba pls bless ur child with his wish...
reham karo deva

[rahul1307]

Baba after every exam my father tell me that son i nedd your support and i feel so handicapped i cant even tell you. After failing everyone thinks that i haven't studies at all which is not true. Baba evrry one look at me as if they are making joke of me. I feel so humilated. Baba i want to trust you baba please paa me this time baba otherwise evrry hope will be lost.

[rahul1307]

Baba i want to be at that level at which i worship not for the want of any thing but to show my devotion towards you. Baba u too know how much it hurts my dad when i got failed every time. I dont understand inspite of studying  i m not able to pass the exam. My colleagues who had qualified started making joke of me because they are qualified and earning a good package and i m still stuggling. Baba i know that if you dont answer our prayer then you had a better plan for us. But baba if my CA keeps on delaying i would not be able to get a good job. Baba afetr all as a normal human being i too had some dreams i cant see all my dreams shattred baba i m coming to shirdi on 23rd novemeber please show me the way or atleast give me soem sign regarding my result that whether i will fail or pass this time.
Baba i want to trust you a lot but dont know what stops me from doing this.

[rahul1307]

Baba we are not coming to shirdi on 23rd as my dad boss cancelled all the leaves. I undersatnd that this is ur sign that i m not going to pass this time. Baba whatsoever be ur decison please give me strength to face it i dont know what i will do if i fail this time. Baba I can be patient but outside world had no patience. IF i fail this time it will be next to impossible for me to read again those old subjects. Baba i will never demand anything from u please pass me this time. Everythinng depends on this result.

[rahul1307]

Baba for me thinking possitive is as difficult as walking for a person with no legs. Only negative thought come accroos my mind. Baba i m seeing no way out. I will follow shraddha and saburi for my whole life but please pass me this time. Baba please have mercy. Job market is already very tight. Please baba give me some ray of hope. Every day my father says that i had a lot of burden and u r not supporting me. Baba its enough now. I cant bear it any more. Either give me success or give me death. For me there is no choice.

[rahul1307]

Baba now a days i m not in my senses. Baba i cant sleep well i cant eat  well and i cant do anything perfectly.Baba i know i should have complete faith in u. But baba in this situation i cant do any thing right for me. Baba I m sitting at home for the past 10 months and even i m not getting the job. Baba this is the time for making career and i m doing nothing for my career. Baba i want to be a wokholic person i want to do a lot of hard work but atleast i should get a job where i can show my skills. Please guide me sai. I cant tolerate one more faliure.

[etgirl]

u will succeed in whatever u want...just keep saying sai sai...
baba will listen to all your prayers
keep following shradda and saburi...
no one goes empty handed from his darbaar

tera naam hai sahara
tera naam hai adhara
sairam mera satguru
sairam mera satguru