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Title: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 17, 2008, 04:33:26 AM
baba this time also my exams are not good. baba how so ever hard work i put ultimately i end up in a mess. baba y  it happens to me. Now a days i m afraid of telling you my problem because whenever i had asked you for a help u never came. Baba y i m not intelligent. I hate my self baba. From last three years i m facing faliures in every three months. Baba all my friends are CA. I cant accept that i dont work hard. Baba this time i had  done 2000% hardwork. But still reviewing all my CA exams i think that its more better if i dont do hard work because ultimately results are same. Baba it depends upon you whatever u want i will accept. But if this time i fail it will be end of the world for me. I cant study same subjects every time. Baba there is a big stagnation in my life. Its much better if i die. Baba last 2 year had been very traumatic to me.
                                       Baba this is one your 11 saying
  MERI SHARAN JO KHALI JAYE HO TO KOI MUJHE BATAYE. I m telling that i always returned empty handed from your shrine. I dont know whether i would be able study again if i dont pass this time. Rest depends upon. Atleast give me death if you cant pass me. You too know that my family needs my support. We have a loan and i feel handicapped when i cant contribute financially to the family.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: binny on November 17, 2008, 04:42:47 AM
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz saibaba fulfill his wish//
he needs you desperatly// saibaba dis time plzzzzzzzz solve his problem//
he has gone thrugh a lot//
plzzzzzzzzzzzzz saibaba listen to his prayer//
om sai ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: neerajesh on November 17, 2008, 05:33:04 AM
Dear Rahul!
Dont lose hope SAI is with you all the time ....
Im sure he has some wonderful plans for you in future so trust him completely..
and ask him to give strength to accept his decision ....
Even thought of killing one self is an insult to SAI  and his faith.....
Dont ever let negative thoughts enter your mind.
just take SAI's name when your mind diverts...

we will all pray for you.....

sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: v2birit on November 17, 2008, 05:37:39 AM
Bhagwat Purana says "When the living entity is without any hope, under such circumstances he says the magic words "NARAYANA NARAYANA" seeking  help from the great lord, then he is surely saved. Also his sins get erased."
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sai vandan on November 17, 2008, 08:50:32 PM
 dear sai baba please  guide  rahul  and be with him...

RAHUL please do not lose any hope. CA exams are very tough and the pass percentage is quite low...BUT THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT  YOU ARE INCOMPETENT OR LESS INTELLIGENT IN ANY MANNER....  IT IN REALITY IS VERY TOUGH... BUT I GUESS YOU ARE TOUGHER AS YOU STILL HAVE THE STRENGTH TO  PREPARE FOR THE EXAM.... please do not lose heart.... have you every read the biography of Lincoln? how many times he unsuccessfully tried for american presidency? have you  read about  Thomas ALVS EDISON  he said that he knows 71 ways of not making  a bulb.... becasue he failed that many times....
 YOU ARE SIMPLY GETTING STRESSED... SO PLEASE   if possible do some part time job so that you get the confidence that you are working and making money...as well as continue to   prepare and appear for the exams.... and for the  part time job do something related to your field....

and  DO NOT QUIT AT ALL...... IF YOU HAVE THE PASSION...AND THE COURAGE TO GIVE IT WHAT IT TAKES...YOU WILL BE SUCCESSFUL.... AND HAVE FULL FAITH IN SAI BABA
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: anchi on November 17, 2008, 09:58:14 PM
"Losin Hope" means distrusting your Sai....and i am sure no Sai devotee wants to do that. Even in the worst case scenario, never blame Sai or lose hope. CA exams are one of toughest papers in India, dnt be impatinet. If you havent got cleared in this attempt also then Baba must have thought something better for you...start thinking this way....if you have surrendered to Sai then you must not sound hopeless, may be its one of your testing times but dont worry, baba is with you at every step, every moment...Sai has said, "Why fear when i am here"..."Those who chant my name lovingly i fulfill all of thier wishes"....have patiennce and faith in Baba...thats the key to get rid of all the problems in the world my friend... :)
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: etgirl on November 17, 2008, 10:53:16 PM
Dear Rahul,

i know it is very hard to struggle for such a long time as i have been through something similar...but u know what just tell baba "i leave everything on you,take me wherever you want,do whatever u wish with my life" and the moment u do a complete surrender u will experience things changing....do keep shradha and saburi....
NEVER LET BABA DOWN AS HE WILL NEVER LET YOU DOWN

Sairam
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 18, 2008, 08:16:28 AM
i know baba CA is a tough course but every person i know had cleared it  very quickly further i will not have any market value if i clear this course late. when i pass the school i was very ambitous . I cant see all my dreams shattered to this extent.

Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: etgirl on November 18, 2008, 06:36:41 PM
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo
mere malik daya karo

baba pls bless ur child with his wish...
reham karo deva
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 19, 2008, 07:22:27 PM
Baba after every exam my father tell me that son i nedd your support and i feel so handicapped i cant even tell you. After failing everyone thinks that i haven't studies at all which is not true. Baba evrry one look at me as if they are making joke of me. I feel so humilated. Baba i want to trust you baba please paa me this time baba otherwise evrry hope will be lost.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 20, 2008, 06:23:45 AM
Baba i want to be at that level at which i worship not for the want of any thing but to show my devotion towards you. Baba u too know how much it hurts my dad when i got failed every time. I dont understand inspite of studying  i m not able to pass the exam. My colleagues who had qualified started making joke of me because they are qualified and earning a good package and i m still stuggling. Baba i know that if you dont answer our prayer then you had a better plan for us. But baba if my CA keeps on delaying i would not be able to get a good job. Baba afetr all as a normal human being i too had some dreams i cant see all my dreams shattred baba i m coming to shirdi on 23rd novemeber please show me the way or atleast give me soem sign regarding my result that whether i will fail or pass this time.
Baba i want to trust you a lot but dont know what stops me from doing this.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 21, 2008, 02:33:57 AM
Baba we are not coming to shirdi on 23rd as my dad boss cancelled all the leaves. I undersatnd that this is ur sign that i m not going to pass this time. Baba whatsoever be ur decison please give me strength to face it i dont know what i will do if i fail this time. Baba I can be patient but outside world had no patience. IF i fail this time it will be next to impossible for me to read again those old subjects. Baba i will never demand anything from u please pass me this time. Everythinng depends on this result.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 22, 2008, 07:09:47 PM
Baba for me thinking possitive is as difficult as walking for a person with no legs. Only negative thought come accroos my mind. Baba i m seeing no way out. I will follow shraddha and saburi for my whole life but please pass me this time. Baba please have mercy. Job market is already very tight. Please baba give me some ray of hope. Every day my father says that i had a lot of burden and u r not supporting me. Baba its enough now. I cant bear it any more. Either give me success or give me death. For me there is no choice.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 23, 2008, 08:55:29 PM
Baba now a days i m not in my senses. Baba i cant sleep well i cant eat  well and i cant do anything perfectly.Baba i know i should have complete faith in u. But baba in this situation i cant do any thing right for me. Baba I m sitting at home for the past 10 months and even i m not getting the job. Baba this is the time for making career and i m doing nothing for my career. Baba i want to be a wokholic person i want to do a lot of hard work but atleast i should get a job where i can show my skills. Please guide me sai. I cant tolerate one more faliure.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: etgirl on November 23, 2008, 10:13:46 PM
u will succeed in whatever u want...just keep saying sai sai...
baba will listen to all your prayers
keep following shradda and saburi...
no one goes empty handed from his darbaar

tera naam hai sahara
tera naam hai adhara
sairam mera satguru
sairam mera satguru
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sai vandan on November 23, 2008, 10:51:45 PM


 when i was reading your post ... in which u have said that you are unable to visit shirdi and therefore you assume that you will fail....INSTEAD I GOT THE MESSAGE FOR YOU  that SAI BABA  WILL HELP YOU CLEAR YOUR EXAM AND THEN CALL YOU TO SHIRDI....DO NOT LOSE FAITH... submit to sai baba's will and then see what happens.....

may sai baba bless you and guide you.....
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SaiShriRam on November 24, 2008, 12:42:23 AM
I am a 23 yr old general category girl, m in love with my graduation classmate who belongs to Scheduled caste. he is now pursuing PG(MBA) in HYD. I am doing job. We both have decided that we will marry each other. But both of ours families are not at all agreeing for this. My family has asked me either to choose him or them. But I find it too-too difficult to live without him. Our relationship is 3 years old and we both are very serious for each other, I am ready to wait for him till he settles down in his career. But my family is pressurizing me to get married to a boy of their choice. I have literally begged them to get agree. But they say that we will never give our consent for this. Rather u can elope with that guy. and it will spoil family's reputation.. Younger sibling's future. But I want to get both parent's consent also n him also...plz suggest how to make my parents agree...coz I feel very much helpless in even thinking to live without him. as he is best for me..(Acc to me)
plz help baba
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SaiRangdaughter on November 24, 2008, 02:35:01 AM
om sai ma

Dar sai ma

Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

help him..give him success....please sai ma

Do miracle ..save your child...

om sai na
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 24, 2008, 03:20:49 AM
I agree with Sai vandan. I tried a lot to have full devotion on baba. but at last i m human being and i too have feelings. How can mind stop comparing my self with my colleagues who are earning hefty packages and well settled while i m still struggling. In my life be it in school or in the company where i started my articleship i always recieved ignorance. I dont know for what i was ignored b'coz i never had any bad intention for any person i meet. It is fine that may be due to sins of my oast birth i am facing this but i had read in sai satcharitra that if we are in Baba's shelter, all the sins of previous birth abates.
Sai nath i want to start my commercial life as early as possible because my family needs me. I m depressed because i cant help my family out. Every day my friend ask me and even make joke of me that i m doing any job and also not able to qualify. When a person fails it is very easy to say that u had not worked hard. But only me and my family know that how much efforts i put to achieve any thing in my life.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 25, 2008, 09:13:41 AM
Baba today was thirst day of my job.Baba Every time in my life i always compromise. I never get any thing which i wanted. I think for all the proverbs that we should aim high, dream bigger Etc i m the great exception. Baba your every child had been gifted with soem quality but here also i m a big exception. Baba i dont see any thing good in me. I dont have any quality. Why baba. Baba i want to be an intelligent person an elite person i want to go in Job where i get a nice working environment. Where i had joined it is a very clumsy place. Baba y i always end up with small thing. Why can;t i achieve some thing bigger. At last i m not seeing myself any where in todays competitive era. Please baba give me some strength.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 28, 2008, 08:13:40 AM
Baba I always keep complaining to u but with whom i share my thoughts. Baba please help me out this time please pass me baba.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 29, 2008, 09:52:00 AM
Baba i think i m the biggest fool on this earth. Baba in todays interview i was totally freezed. Baba what should i do to improve my self . All My efforts always go waste.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: ppill on November 29, 2008, 03:13:29 PM
Rahul.
 
           I used to go through what you are going through and I was able to overcome it only with Baba's help and I am hoping that I might be able to help you a little. First of all,  for some reason or the other I used to blank out during my exams and used not not pass. Later on after I graduated I started giving interviews and I used to freeze and completely screw up and end up in jobs that I found were beneath my capability. And the root cause for this was my fear. I used to get so scared that I ended up blanking out in exams or freezing during interviews. But then I realized that why should I be afraid when I have Baba by my side. What do I have to lose??

I was so angry at myself for being so afraid when I had Baba by my side, that I decided that enough is enough and I am going to change myself. And that is what I did, before I used to go into the exam all I used to hand over all my tension to Baba and when I used to see my exam paper I used to get a wave of anxiety but I used to just pass it on to Baba and with a cool head give my exams. From an absolute failure I started clearing my exams with flying colors!

Same for my interview, I stopped caring if I got the job  or not, I figured if Baba wants me to get it then I will and nothing will stop me from getting the job. So again I left it to him and today I work in a Fortune 500 company, a long way I would say for someone who could not pass her exams na!

Try this and see how it works wonders for you...
 
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 29, 2008, 08:22:01 PM
Hi Ppil i do agree with you but i should not say this  when evr i had done what you said i never got succeed though i worked very hard. From May 2004 onwards i m giving CA exams till nov 2008. and every 6  month i got failed. I m very frustrated. No possitive thought come accross my mind. I had done everything from Vrat to Puja and prayan in seven days i had done a lot of time, but all  my efforts got failed. From school time i was a very bright student and after i joined my CA my life got stagnant. The problem is that I cant take a back step and i am not able to move forward too. I hate stagnation. I wish baba will pass me this time, other wise i dont know what will happen.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: ppill on November 30, 2008, 08:48:28 AM
Rahul,

           Inspite of doing Vrat, Puja, Prayan etc do you still get tensed when you go for your exams or interviews...do you still experience fear? If you do that means that you don't really believe from the bottom of your heart that Baba is going to take care of everything for you. You need to be able to let go. Let go of the tension, let go of the frustrations and bring in confidence. Confidence that Baba will take care of everything. Even I used to do extremely well in school. But in college I started flunking my exams one after the other. During my interviews, I used to be so well prepared. but when I had to face my interviewer I used to literally not be able to breathe properly!

Rahul, the key is to let go of your tension and only you can do that. You need to believe from the bottom of your heart that you are not going to let fear get the better of you. Why don't you post my ur e-mail id or phone number and we can take this offline. I will be more than happy to help you through this.

Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on November 30, 2008, 10:57:05 AM
hi ppil, r.sri97@rediffmail.com
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 01, 2008, 07:28:22 PM
Baba daily i tried a lot to concentrate on my job and to forget everything about results which will be out on Jan 16th. But all my efforts failed. Baba i know that i should have trust in you but u know everything depends on this result.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sureshsarat on December 01, 2008, 08:27:46 PM
Om Sri Sainathaya Namaha
Om Sri Sainathaya Namaha
Om  Sri Sainathaya Namaha

Baba,
Sradha & Saburi ! You gave us this mantra. But during testing times, we are not able to withstand. Help us

Sairam
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Dipika on December 01, 2008, 11:07:27 PM
Ek Andhera Lakh Sitare

yek andheraa laakh sitaare, yek niraashaa laakh sahaare
sabase badee saugaat hain jeewan naadaan hain jo jeewan se haare

duniyaa kee ye bagiyaa ayesee jitane kaante, fool bhee utane
daaman mein khud aa jaayenge, jinakee taraf too haath pasaare

beete huye kal kee khaatir, too aanewaalaa kal mat khonaa
jaane kaun kahaa se aa kar, raahe teree fir se sawaare

dukh se agar pahachaan n ho to kaisaa sukh kaisee khushiyaan
tufaano se ladakar hee to lagate hain saahil itane pyaare... 


ALLAH MALIK!

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 04, 2008, 09:49:09 AM
Baba u know what the astrologer tell me today. First he asked the Examination dates that were on Noveber 9 to nov 16 then to my surprise he tell me that the paper which u had given on 14th nov will create a problem for u and exactly that paper of direct taxes was a blunder for me. Now he asked me to give my roll no. and name in writung and tommorrow morning he will tell me whether i will be passed or failed. Baba please show him a good result. Baba u say that whatever happen to us is good for us. But baba failing every time is not good for me. Baba u too know that how much i enenrgy i need to start every thing from beggining. Baba if i fail this time i will certainly kill my self. because it will be impossible for me to again give the exams and study the same subjects. Baba you know every minute of my life is equal to death because of this stagnation. Baba please pass me this time.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 06, 2008, 10:14:33 AM
baba please get me rid of exams and give me good result.Baba u know that 15 days before the exam what was happening in my family almost every member was suffering from medical problem, mumy get admitted and my brother had a fracture ultimately all burden fall on me. Baba at that time you do not come for my help atleast now please pass me. because i dont have any more courage to give CA exams again. I m fed up of exams.

Good night baba
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 06, 2008, 09:31:43 PM
Baba now a days i dont know what is happening to me i m always surrounded with bad thoughts. If some one died in a accident i think y i was not in his place, recently when there was terror attack in mumbai i htought y i was not there. This type of thoughts always disturbing me. If some thing bad happen to any one i become happy and if some thing good happen to any one i become jealous. Baba i m certainly not this type of person please help me out.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nimmi_sai on December 07, 2008, 04:33:47 AM
rahul ji ,
baba is always wid u ,
 he used to say ...I shall guide you only if you completely surrender to Me and when I must lead you into a different path than the one that you expect, I carry you in My arms.
What seriously upsets you is your reasoning, your worrying, your obsession, your will to provide for yourselves at any price.
he can do so many things 4 you   only when your prayer will rely fully upon him.
pls Don't behave like sick ones who ask a treatment to the doctor, all the time suggesting it to him. Do not do that; but rather, even in sad circumstances, say: "You know very well what is best for me.
"Do not get agitated. Close your eyes and tell him  with faith:
Do you want him to deal with it.?????
Then you must stop being anxious about it!sai will surely guide you only if you completely surrender to him ...
you are in my prayers ..may sai bless u today n forever
om sai shri sai jai jai sai
Nimmi
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 08, 2008, 07:50:46 PM
baba i know that i m not having that much faith in u which i should have like other devotees. But baba after all i m just 24 years old and when i see that my colleagues are earning 7-8 lacs per year and i m just 1.5 lac when i know that i m also equally competent. Baba one time it is ok but every time any thing which i want, i am not able to achieve. At last i had to do compromise. Baba i m praying you form last 10 years u also kniow that from school time i always want to excel in my life but i can t achieve even 1% of what i aim. Baba Does having faith in u means that we should not have any ambition any dream? Baba if u think that i m not having complete faith in you what about my parents my mothers she always chant ur name? In her prayers from the last 3 years only my result is there. She cant even walk properly  but still she do not pray for her good health. Baba cant u answer my parents prayer. We are a middle class family with debt. I m not asking you for lot of money. I just asking you to pass me this time so that i can get a better job and contribute financially to my family.Do u think i m wrong. Only i know that in what trauma i m passing through. I cant concentrate on any thing . Baba i had seen ur miracles please do some miracle this time. I desperate for  success which seldom come in our family. Baba i had seen the fortunes of other devotees changing due to ur blessing, but y this partiality to us.Bana u too know that 20 days before the exams what had happened in our family. Ultimately my studies was affected at that time i called you a lot but you never listen.

For instance , in one exams i specially pray in shirdi for my friend because his family was in trouble times, i had not prayed for me, but in that exam my friend was passed and i was failed.

Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 10, 2008, 07:51:42 PM
Baba i apologise for my previous posts. But baba APSE NAHIN KAHUNGA TO KAHAN KAHUNGA. Baba please give me strength. This time due to recession ICAI will give less result. Baba day by day possibility of passing this time are reducing for me. Baba if i fail this time i will quit this profession. Please giive me mental strength.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 12, 2008, 08:58:46 AM
Baba meri raksha karo . IS bar result pass dena baba. Last time just before result you had flashed my marks and i got exactly same marks. Please pass me this time.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 14, 2008, 08:06:51 PM
Baba yesterday i bought a book " A Monk who sold his safari ". Hope it will lead to better tranformation of my self. Baba problem is that as long as i m reading the book i m OK but at the end of the day i end up with the same rahul. Please bless me ofr better transformation.On saturday i got my appointment letter and salary was only 11665 and i didn't thanks you for that. I apologise for that. Baba I was comparing  my self to one of the person of my Age who was earning salary of 145000   monthly what i will be earning yearly. Baba all fault is mine i should have made targets for my life according to my capability. Baba Please help me to accept the reality. Baba but one thing i want to say that i too want to become a successful person but my result is always a speed breaker to my dreams. Just due to my faliure i had lost all my confidence. Baba please pass me this time to regain the confidence. Baba i will be 25 years old on 31st march 2009 but till now i had achieved nothing. It would be much better had i sit idle at home. Because my experience says that whenever i had put hard work i always failed. baba in examination room also whenever i was not able to recall due to bad retention power i had always asked your help but you never come. Baba please pass me this time. Result will be out on 12th jan or 16th jan. Please take care of my result.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 14, 2008, 08:10:09 PM
Baba please give me capability to achieve some thing on which i can feel proud and which wipe out all my previous faliures.
Baba i m just asking you to make me so stronger that there should be no limit to my hard work.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on December 14, 2008, 11:22:05 PM
hi firend.. plz do not give up...have faith in god and paitence in life and it will dfefinitely take u a long way to go....jus keep thinking of sai and pray to sai always... this will definitely help u... sai wil never let u go...all the best
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 15, 2008, 10:11:36 AM
Baba please drag me out of this stagnant life. Baba i m fed up of faliures.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SS91 on December 15, 2008, 04:59:49 PM
SaiRam!

Once Krishna asked Kunti, the mother of pandavas, to seek a boon.
Kunti grabbed the opportunity and asked for a life full of difficulties and sufferings.
Normally,people would seek happiness, yet she acted quite to the contrary.
The all-knowing Krishna knew her intentions, yet for the sake of the world
He asked her the reason behind choosing such an unusual boon.
The wise Kunti explained that it is only during trying times that one constantly remembers the
 Lord and seeks His grace and proximity.
The Lord too, during tough t imes, is closest to us, carrying us safely through a phase that we can never dream of getting through on our own.

Do not ever lose hope in life.   :)
Take this opportunity to realize your own inherent divinity.
Turn inwards and enter the gates of bliss that await your return.
 Tough times wont last forever.
 Bliss is your birthright; strive to achieve it in this birth itself.

JaiSaiRam.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SS91 on December 16, 2008, 10:54:58 AM
SaiRam!

Once Krishna asked Kunti, the mother of pandavas, to seek a boon.
Kunti grabbed the opportunity and asked for a life full of difficulties and sufferings.
Normally,people would seek happiness, yet she acted quite to the contrary.
The all-knowing Krishna knew her intentions, yet for the sake of the world
He asked her the reason behind choosing such an unusual boon.
The wise Kunti explained that it is only during trying times that one constantly remembers the
 Lord and seeks His grace and proximity.
The Lord too, during tough t imes, is closest to us, carrying us safely through a phase that we can never dream of getting through on our own.

Do not ever lose hope in life.   :)
Take this opportunity to realize your own inherent divinity.
Turn inwards and enter the gates of bliss that await your return.
 Tough times wont last forever.
 Bliss is your birthright; strive to achieve it in this birth itself.

JaiSaiRam.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 16, 2008, 08:50:27 PM
Sai Ram Subharsrini ji you r right inly in sorrows we remember the lord. But in my case situation is different.Unless and until my faliure aggest me only i will not complain to baba because i want to reach at that level at which i pray baba just for love and devotion to him not for the purpose of getting any thing for him.But my faliure is affecting my family because unless and until i do not qualify i will not be able to get a good job and good salary which i desperately need to help my dad in repaying the loan.

thanks for replying with such a nice post and pray for me.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 18, 2008, 10:04:28 AM
Baba daily i wake up with a resolution that today i will not get depressed and i will not think negative but i failed. Baba till now throughout my whole life i dont remember when i had fulfilled my commitement. Baba this CA course had fetched away all my energy. I had rinkles on my face and i lack spark. Baba this is not so with other people who had pursued and successfully completed the course.
Baba now a days i m reading a book on motivation " Monk who sold his ferrari ". Baba in this book it is given that we should not compare ourself with others. It is true but i m not able to follow this. Baba my mind and soul never let me do any thing that is beneficial for me. Baba i m mentally as well as physically very weak person. Baba please help me out .Baba only my CA final result can revice me from this adversity.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 18, 2008, 10:11:22 AM
Baba i promise you that i will donate my salary to a nobel cause if i pass this time. Baba please give me some dream. So that i can get assured that i will pass this time. Baba "Faliure is way to sucess " is all bookish things and they had nothing to do with reality. Baba this is my last CA attempt if i fail i will end up this life. Becasue i cant see all my dreams shattered. I cant take it any more. Baba i had never seen any celebration in my life this jan please give me a reason to celebrate. Baba i had work very hard.Baba i dont had the capacity to read same books once more please baba help me out. I know those who will read my post will irritate but this forum is the only place where i open all my thoughts. Baba please give me mental as well as physical strength.

OM SAI RAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: aquafish on December 19, 2008, 08:38:59 AM
Rahul,

Be strong and remember our prayers are always with u..Dont lose hope...U did ur part and now baba will do his...Whatever happens, he does it for  reason...So take care of urself and remember him everyday...

Om sai ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 20, 2008, 07:59:26 PM
Baba as results are coming nearer day by day, i m feeling very much scared, baba please give me happiness atleast this time. Baba please bless me atleast this time. Baba i will be finished. If i fail this tim e i will  quit this course as well as this life. every minute is proving death for me. yesterday accident was about to happen. I dont know where i was lost. Baba slowly slowly i m going mad. Baba this time result is lifeand death for me. I m praying for my result for a long time. Baba please help me out.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SS91 on December 20, 2008, 08:36:58 PM
Goodluck RAHUL JI.
Baba will bring luck and success for sure.
Baba bless you soon.
Jaisairam.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: aquafish on December 20, 2008, 09:07:47 PM
Rahul,

Dont be like that! You will get through! never give up...life is precious....Take care of urself..please....I will pray for u....You will get through :)

Take care...
Om sai ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 21, 2008, 07:57:11 PM
Baba y i dont able to think possitive. Y i m handicapped to possitive thinking. Baba help me in thinking possitive.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 24, 2008, 03:53:51 AM
baba Please Bless me.I will not force u so much in future but pleasethis time give me a reason to celebrate.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sonikaputtoo on December 24, 2008, 04:02:22 AM
all the best rahul......
u will celebrate be sure..think positive n think good things....think abt baba...shirdi ....celebrations ...good future.....

one day u get what u think and aim for.so aim for better things.....

May baba bless u n be with u always!
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 24, 2008, 07:48:22 PM
Baba i know that the words which i m writting hurts u a lot. but u tell where should i open all my feeling. This is the platform where i can pen down my feelings. Had i disclosed what i had posted earlier to any other person including my family members they would have made a joke of it. Baba i will continue this thread till my results are out.

Om sai Ram.'
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 27, 2008, 04:35:07 AM
thanks a lot baba. My father's operation was successful and his stone is out. Baba 2008 was full of sorrows for us . Our family hadn't seen a single happiness. Only diseases, hospitalisation, faliure, job serarch. Baba now i dont have much guts to face any more faliure or any sorrow. Baba please make 2009 a better year for us. Please Sai my results will be out probably by 15th jan. Give me and my family happiness by passing me.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SS91 on December 27, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
SaiRam rahul ji,

Glad to know about your dads operation went well.
Sai bless him to be healthy always.
Goodluck for your results.
Sai will bring all good things in life for this new year 2009.
We will sincerly pray for your success.
Jaisairam.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Sai_Ram on December 28, 2008, 12:24:17 AM
If you have worked hard and tried to be true to your work, then BABA will definitely bless you. Have faith, i know its easy to say .. but trust me, it will make your days and nights less painful.

Baba, please bless rahul and his family...
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 28, 2008, 10:22:29 AM
Baba please give me a good sleep today and bless me with a wonderful dream.

ANANT KOTI BRAHMAND NAYAK RAJA DHIRAJ YOGIRAJ PARABHRAM SHRI SACHIDANAND SADGURU SAINATH MAHARAJ KI JAI.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 30, 2008, 09:16:37 AM
Baba as result day is coming closer my anxiety also increases. Baba please pass me this time. I m in desperate need of success. Baba my whole confidence would be shattered if i fail this time. Baba i will not be able to read the same subjects again. Please help me baba. Give me some wonder ful dream so that i can relax till the results are out. Om Sai Ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SaiKaKaran on December 30, 2008, 02:02:07 PM
baba ji please rahul ji this time .... bless him ...

sai ji sai ji sai ji
sai ji sai ji sai ji
sai ji sai ji sai ji
sai ji sai ji sai ji
sai ji sai ji sai ji
sai ji sai ji sai ji
sai ji sai ji sai ji
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: etgirl on December 30, 2008, 03:17:24 PM
baba pls bless your child this time
show him your presence

sairam
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on December 30, 2008, 11:23:46 PM
Rahul,do not worry...baba will not let go his children to danger...-sairam
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on December 31, 2008, 10:35:24 AM
Baba again the year is finish and my position is same as it was last year and last to last year. Baba there is a limit to stagnation. Please baba get me rid of this stagnation. It seems that i had been idle for 2 year. 2 years back i was semi qualified CA and now also i m semi qualified ca. what is the difference baba. Please give me good news in jan 2009. It is very important for me. This is my last CA attempt whether i pass or fail.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 02, 2009, 09:42:04 AM
Baba u have to pass me this time i cant bear it any more. I m not seeing any way number 5 is unlucky for me and sum of mu roll no. is 5. I dont know what will happen this time. Baba i know i am a useless person, good for nothing but baba please help me this time, in future i will not demand any thing from u. Baba i m very young to see all miseries.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 05, 2009, 09:46:52 AM
baba i dont understand one thing that inspite of the fact that after the exams nothing more can be done y i face so much anxiety so much depression. I had BP problem at such young age, i am very low on confidence, i had negative attitude. I dont understand y i m like this. Baba stress is so much that i m feeling pain in my heart. Baba please give me a normal life. Baba i know that whatever u will do it will be good for me, but this time i dont want to face faliure, because i can't face it now. Baba i started hate my self due to these faliures. Please help me out . Baba i can't even sleep properly. Sai please bless me with a good result. I will not disturb u in future.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 06, 2009, 07:58:25 PM
Baba i m very scared first of all i m not so much intelligent then adding to that due to this recession i had heard that institute will give tight result. Baba please save me from faliures. I m going mad day by day. Baba every body is waiting for my results. My friends, my relatives. My father had a very elite circle of CA's they also keep asking me about the result. Baba i feel very insulted everytime when ever i get faliure, b,coz lot of people ask me about my result. Baba my dad is also CA and he told me that due to ur blessings he completed his CA. Please bless me also. I can bear any pain but not faliure. Baba i m not able to sleep, eat, work properly. A world renowned astrolger had come to delhi and my parents are not allowing me to visit her.Baba she had a very exact prediction. That makes me more depressed.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sai1979 on January 07, 2009, 12:44:05 AM
Dear Rahul ji

Sairam

Baba bless you with success this time. dont lose hopes.

Baba bless u...
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on January 07, 2009, 04:39:39 AM
Rahul, do not worry... this time definitely u will clear ur exams...shirdi sai will not allow to anymore failures.He might be testing your patience.So keep praying and you will definitely clear this time.We all will pray for u..when are ur results expected?

sairam
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 09, 2009, 09:07:43 AM
Baba next fridayis my result. Baba i want that this day this time next week i  should celebrate rather than being depressed. Baba u too know that what was going on in our family. there was lot of tension and i was not able to study properly in last 15 days. Baba please pass me this time.Baba give me a reason to celebrate. Baba i cant tolerate one more faliure. I would be finished if i fail this time.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on January 09, 2009, 11:16:37 AM
Rahul,please do not lose hope and faith in shirdi sai.Start reading sai satcharitha from saturday i.e 10th jan...and try to finish it on thursday...Definitely baba will bless u on 17 th..we all will pray for u and ur family...keep praying! u will PASS.

sairam!
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Dipika on January 09, 2009, 08:03:37 PM
“If you think about disaster, you will get it. Brood about death and you hasten your demise. Think positively and masterfully, with confidence and faith, and life becomes more secure, more fraught with action, richer in achievement and experience.”

“MY nature is love Him. And therefore I love. I do not pray for any-thing. I do not ask for anything. Let Him place me wherever He likes. I must love Him for love’s sake. I can not trade in love.”

Swami Vivekananda quote


ALLAH MALIK!

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 10, 2009, 08:43:58 AM
Dipika ji whatever u r saying is absolutely right, but how can i convince my self. Dipika ji u donI had tolerated enough faliure, this time i m not going to tolerate. t understand how much it is difficult to study same subjects again and again. It may be very easy for any one to say that " Rahul u haven't studied" but only i know that i do study a lot.
I always want to excel in studies. I never indulge in bad habits. I always concentrate on studies but this is my bad luck that when ever i put 100 i get 1. I tried a lot to be an intelligent person, but always become a matter of joke among my colleagues.
In any group i join may be it is the group during my articleship, i dont know for what reason i was always neglected. No body wants to talk to me. On a close introspection, i didn't find any thing wrong in me. I was always cooperative with my colleagues.what ever others get with ease i get it with lot of efforts. My other known colleagues had qualified CA without any difficulty. I had aslo worked very hard but still struggling.Things which other understands very easily hardly enters my mind. When i join CA i had gone to Sai Baba temple, but due to this course my life is ruined.  My three preciuos years ahd been lost. I dont know for what reason i m in depression since last 4 years. I dont know what will i do if i dont pass this time.

I m writing all this because i cant open these tio any one else.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Dipika on January 10, 2009, 08:51:18 AM
OMSAIRAM!dear Rahul...........We all have seen failures in life...not only in subjects but in personal life ...at times life becomes 2 tough..but BABA is there...Please throw off your fears and be POSITIVE...

Y fear when BABA is there for us.Please read chapter 15 from Shri Sai Satcharitra.

Submit all your worries on Deva's lotus feet,HE will surely answer your and everyone else's prayers.

We all Sai devotees are praying for u to BABA.

God bless you baby.

ALLAH MALIK!

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 10, 2009, 09:11:30 AM
baba please give me atleast some happiness. I hadn't any celebration in my life.  Day by day life is becoming a burden for me. Even i dont remember how many times i had completed Sai Satcharitra that too in 7 days. I tried my level best to believe in ur words, but whats going wrong i dont know. Baba i can do everyhting, i have the capability, but this CA degree is a biggest hurdle in my life, Please remove it. Baba i had decided, either i will pass or i will kill my self, there are only two options available to me. €I can't die each and every minute  for such a simple thing. I know it will hurt u but u too had to care of us. u say that whatever happen, happened for something good, but it is not at all good for me, anything u had decided for me except success is not acceptable to me.  I dont demand money and any Girls love from u i m just demanding what will bring happiness to my entire family.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Dipika on January 10, 2009, 09:16:44 AM
OMSAIRAM!Dear Rahul baby..........Please read..

“A man with a grain of faith in God never loses hope, because he ever believes in the ultimate triumph of Truth”

Mahatma Gandhi

      “Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.”
 Helen Keller
 
      “Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.”
 George Iles
 
Every thing that is done in the world is done by hope.
- Martin Luther

To all the living there is hope, for a living dog is better than a dead lion.
- Bible

And thou shalt be secure because there is hope.
- Bible

Now the God of hope fills you with all joy and peace in believing, that ye may abound in hope.
- Bible

Prisoners of hope.
- Bible


We want to create hope for the person ... we must give hope, always hope.
- Mother Teresa


God bless you Rahul.

ALLAH MALIK!

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 10, 2009, 09:27:35 AM
Dipika ji thnks for the nice quotes. One thing that i always prayed to baba is possitive attitude. Dipika ji believe me i tried a lot to think possitive but it is as difficult for me as walking for a person with no legs. I too want to think possitive. I will follow each and every saying of Baba once i pass this time. Sai Ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on January 10, 2009, 11:58:34 AM
Rahul... Just keep saying AUM SRI SAI RAM...DOnt think anything else...Baba will take care..right from the moment u wake up till u go to bed just keep saying "AUM SRI SAI RAM"...baba will definitely hear u...u will pass...

baba please give Rahul a positive result...please baba...
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 11, 2009, 09:31:31 AM
baba please give me a reason to celebrate. Baba i m not able to tolerate this anxiety. Baba please help me out. I too want to be happy. baba i had trust in ur 11 sayings. baba please it is more than enough i cant bear it any more. slowly slowly my attitude had become suicidal. Baba even the thought of studying the same subject horrified me a lot. Baba please atleast bless me this time. My father says that even if u fail this time it may be good for you. I ask how, how failing everytime is good. Baba even if i will be dying i will not pray for rescue. but please pass me this time. I am ready to bear any other miseries except faliure. Baba please be with me. If i do not pass this tiime i will end up this meaning less life and niether my parents  nor u can stop me from doing this . I had so many dreams . If i keep giving the exams how will i accomplish my all dreams. baba i know we should not quit, but there is nothing left to study in this course. Baba no one can imagine the extent of stagnation i m passing through. baba whatever i want you never give.
I m afraid of demanding anything from u. Baba what should i do with this colourless life. I know i can do any thing and i can achieve any thing but these exams are biggest hurdle. baba my results will be out on friday. Next sunday i want to enjoy and not depressed.
Baba when ever i go outside i feel that everybody is making joke of me. I toom want to enjoy a normal life . Where i go to office in my new car. Instead i always caught in depression. Do u call it life. I was 10 years old when i first worshipped u. U know me from last 14 year and still u dont want my welfare. Baba please award me a peaceful death. I cant lead a useless life. Baba i want to be workholic. Please save me from faliure.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Dipika on January 11, 2009, 10:08:39 AM
OMSAIRAM!Sai baba Please bless our dear Rahul with Shraddha and Saburi...

BABA Rahem....

Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining" ...be hopeful because difficult times always lead to better days... Rahul beta...Please cheer up...

ALLAH MALIK!

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Dipika on January 12, 2009, 07:35:50 AM
OMSAIRAM!Rahul beta Please remember.........


      “Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.”
 Gail Devers
 

      “Faith makes all things possible.... love makes all things easy.”


      “When you have come to the edge Of all light that you know And are about to drop off into the darkness Of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or You will be taught to fly”
 Patrick Overton
 
      “Faith is the art of holding on to things your reason has once accepted in spite of your changing moods”
 Eyemadreamer C.S. Lewis
 

      “God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”
 Reinhold Niebuhr
 
      “You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith.”
 Mary Manin Morrissey
 

God bless u Rahul beta..Sai baba also taught us Shraddha and Saburi...


ALLAH MALIK!

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sai70 on January 12, 2009, 08:33:00 AM
please donot loose hope. Baba will listen to your prayers. Keep chanting SAI SAI .Have faith and keep following shradha and saburi. Keep up your hard work .
BABA bless you!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 12, 2009, 01:41:55 PM
Thanx for such a nice quotes and treating me as ur son dipika ji. I will definately follow all the sayings of Baba and try to be a good human being. But believe me this result is life and death for me. Dipika ji as i had earlier mentioned that i had lot of dreams and due to this course all my dreams are shatterred, I know that there are many students who clear CA in first attempt but certainly at the time of choosing career i had not measured my capability, though many persons advised me to not pursue this course, ut i was not discouraged because Baba was there, but now i think that they were right. Dipika ji i just 24 years old, can u imagine that instead of having attitude and confidence i had only depression. 
I want to know that if every human being is blessed with a quality then what quality i possess. What the purpose of my life. with this attitude i m not going to achive even 1% of what i aim.

Dipika ji my concern is that even  IITian are suffering from recessions, therefore i afraid that ICAI will give lesser result.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 12, 2009, 01:49:14 PM
Baba  please pass me this time. This is my promise that once in a month i will offer u KHEER and distribute it at Gurgaon new colony sai baba temple. Baba i should not say this but i too want to do some social work in the field of education for backward class. This is my promise that once i qualified i will support education of two childrens. Baba u too can understand my situation i cant eat properly i  cant sleep properly and whenever i fail i become totally empty minded for another 15-20 days.
Baba its fine that i m not ur that kind of devotee as dipika ji  sushma ji , subharshini ji and other member of this forum are, what about my mom and dad , they keep chanting ur name and praying for my result. Atleat answer their Prayers. Baba just bless me last time. My promise i will never hurt u like this. 
If i fail this time i certainly would not be able to continue this cours. Baba  its now 2.14 AM and i ahd not slept for last 3 days. See this much i  affected. Baba i will  never hurt any one and always try to be a helping hand. I will adopt all characterstics of a good human being according to Sai Sathcharitra. Om Sai Ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Dipika on January 12, 2009, 07:45:39 PM
Mr. Cholkar's Sugarless Tea

Initially, Baba was known in Poona and Ahmednagar Districts, but Nanasaheb Chandorkar, by his personal talks and by Dasganu, by his splendid Kirtans, spread the fame of Baba in the Konkan (Bombay Presidency). In fact, it was Dasganu - May God bless him-who, by his beautiful and inimitable Kirtans, made Baba available to so many people there. The audience, who come to hear the Kirtans have different tastes. Some like the erudition of the Haridas; some his gestures, some his singing, some his wit and humour, some his preliminary dissertation on Vedanta, and some others, his main stories and so on; but among them, there are very few, who by hearing the Kirtan get faith and devotion or love for God or saints. The effect of hearing Dasganu's kirtan on the minds of audience was however electric, as it were. We give an instance here

Dasganu was once performing his Kirtan and singing the glory of Sai Baba, in the Koupineshwar temple in Thana. One Mr. Cholkar, a poor man serving as a candidate in the Civil Courts in Thana, was amongst the audience. He heard Dasganu's Kirtan most attentively and was much moved. He there and then mentally bowed and vowed to Baba saying - "Baba, I am a poor man, unable to support my family. If by your grace, I pass the departmental examination, and get a permanent post, I shall go to Shirdi, fall at Your Feet and distribute sugar-candy in Your name." As good luck would have it, Mr.Cholkar did pass te examination and did get the permanent post and now it remained for him to fulfil his vow, the sooner the better. Mr. Cholkar was a poor man with a large family to support; and he could not afford to pay for the expenses of a Shirdi trip. As is well said, one can easily cross over Nahne ghat in Thana District or even the Sahyadri Range; but it is very difficult for a poor man to cross Umbareghat, i.e., the threshold of his house. As Mr. Cholkar was anxious to fulfill his vow as early as possible, he resolved to economize, cut down his expenses, and save money. He determined not to use sugar in his diet; and began to take his tea without it. After he was able to save some money in this way, he came to Shirdi, took Baba's darshan, fell at His Feet, offered a coconut, distributed it with a clean conscience along with sugar-candy as per his vow and said to Baba that he was much pleased with His darshan and that his desires were fulfilled that day. Mr. Cholkar was in the Masjid with his host Bapusaheb Jog. When the host and the guest both got up and were about to leave the Masjid, Baba spoke to Jog as follows:- "Give him (your guest) cups of tea, fully saturated with Sugar." Hearing these significant words, Mr. Cholkar was much moved, he was wonderstruck, his eyes were bedewed with tears, and he fell at Baba's Feet again. Mr. Jog was also curious about this direction, regarding the tea-cups to be given to his guest. Baba wanted by His words to create faith and devotion in Cholkar's mind. He hinted as it were, that He got the sugar-candy as per his vow and that He knew full well his secret determination not to use sugar in his diet.


 Baba meant to say, "If you spread your palms with devotion before Me, I am immediately with you, day and night. Though, I am here bodily, still I know what you do; beyond the saven seas. Go wherever you will, over the wide world, I am with you. My abode is in your heart and I am within you. Always worship Me, Who is seated in your heart, as well as, in the hearts of all beings, Blessed and fortunate, indeed, is he who knows Me thus."  


What a beautiful and important lesson was thus imparted by Baba to Mr. Chokar !

http://www.saibabaofshirdi.net/satcharita/sai15.html

ALLAH MALIK!

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 12, 2009, 08:22:21 PM
Baba i will follow all ur sayings. I know that i m not the only one who is waiting for results. there are thousands of students who are waiting for their result and they are cool and tension free. But baba this result is more important for my personal upliftment, for infusion of a new confidence in me. Baba i will always be happy and keep others happy if i pass this time. Whatever promises i had made i will fulfil. Baba if i fail this time, it will lead to a such a huge downfall that i would not be able to recover from such damage. Baba  please i can't tolerate it any more. I dont have guts to study same subjects again and again u have to listen to my prayers baba. Baba please show me that something good can also happen in my life. Baba i cant see any thing good in my life. 
Baba i had seen ur miracles when evry doctor had confirmed cancer to my mother and after that nothing was detected.
Baba i am leading this painful life from last 5 years. You imagine i had spent all my energetic years in tension  depression and jealousy.
Baba after all i m  a human being. I am not a saint. Baba if i see my self right from my school life i feel that i was always treated badly either with colleagues or with teachers.
I dont had a friend circle now. I dont party . I can't enjoy my life. Baba give me a reason for enjoyment.

AAP SABKO KHUSHI DETE HAIN MUJHE KYON NAHIN BABA. KYA GALTI KI HAI MAINE. BABA I ALWAYS CAME FROM SHIRDI EMPTY HANDED. AND U SAY IN UR 11 SAYINGS THAT WRETCHED AND MISERABLE WOULD FALL IN TO PLENTY OF JOY AND HAPPINESS.

BABA PLEASE SHOWER BLESSINGS AND HAPPINESS ON ME.

OM SAI RAM
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 13, 2009, 08:24:53 PM
Only two days left baba . Please pass me this time. I promise i will pray just to show my devotion and my love to u, and i will not demand anything.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sonikaputtoo on January 14, 2009, 12:29:05 AM
Baba please have mercy on Rahul and bless him with success this time.....please Sai make him happy n confident....please please please listen ot ur prayers baba bless ur son!

Om sai nathya namaha!
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on January 14, 2009, 10:21:06 AM
baba please bless rahul... jus few more hours left...
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 14, 2009, 09:34:52 PM
BABA TOMORROW IS THE BIGGEST DAY IN MY LIFE. BABA PASS EVERYONE WHO IS IN NEED. BABA TODAY I WILLS PENT MY WHOLE DAY IN SAI KA ANGAN GURGAON AND I WILL COMPLETE SAI SATCHARITRA REST OF THE 35 CHAPTERS. BABA PLEASE BLESS ME. DUE TO MY STRESS EVEN MY PARENTS ARE ALSO UPSET. BABA GIVE ME THE BIGGEST HAPPINESS OF MY LIFE. MY PROMISE THAT REST OF LIFE I WILL FOLLOW SHRADHA NAD SABURI. BABA U TOO KNOW THAT I HAD PUT MY EFFORTS.
BABA I WILL COMPLETELY TRANSFORM MY SELF TO A GOOD HUMAN BEING. I WILL BE A VERY SUCCHER ESSFUL PERSON. IF NOT THAT I CERTAINLY BE A GOOD BROTHER A GOOD SON GOOD FRIEND AND A GOOD DEVOTEE OF U. BABA I WILL ALWAYS HELP OTHERS AND AS I HAD SAID EARLIER THAT I WILL SUPPORT EDUCATION OF TWO POOR CHILDREN. BABA I WANT TO DO A LOT OF THINGS AND FOR THAT U HAD TO CLEAR THIS HURDLE. BABA I PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT GET DEPRESSED IN MY WHOLE LIFE. WNENEVER ANY DIFFICULTY WILL COME IN MY WAY I WILL TAKE UR NAME AND FACE IT WITH COURAGE.BABA I JUST WANT TO FEEL THE PLEASURE OF SUPPORTING MY PARENTS. I WANT TO SUPPORT MY FATHER IN REPAYMENT OF LOAN. BABA I WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR BEING A GOOD HUMAN BEING.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Sai_Ram on January 14, 2009, 11:55:24 PM
Baba please bless him. His future and the future of his family depends on him. Baba please pass him this time as he is really really in need.

Don't let him down baba.. bless him
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 15, 2009, 09:43:52 AM
tommorrow is the biggest day in my life.Baba please showerur blessing on me. End this stagnation.
Om sai ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rajtiruthani on January 15, 2009, 10:24:51 AM
Dear Rahul,

Can you check what you are always talking and thinking.You have been saying that you are trying to think positive.There is nothing called trying to think positive.You either think positive or think negetive.

I have been reading your posts and have come to understand that there is lot of doubt and fear in your mind that you will not pass.First and foremost remove that 100% from your mind and then see Baba's miracles.Next thing is do not compare with others.you are just 25 years old and there is lot of life ahead. There are lot of people who have lived mediocre life till their late 40's and 50's and have become very successful afterwards.Life is not a race where you have to beat someone. It is the finishing point you have to reach.Different people do it at different stages of their lives.If you have to compete,compete with yourself.Introspect yourself to see how to become better every day.

May Baba bless you with wisdom and serenity of mind

Raj

OM SAI SREE SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SREE SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
OM SAI SREE SAI JAYA JAYA SAI

Dipika ji thnks for the nice quotes. One thing that i always prayed to baba is possitive attitude. Dipika ji believe me i tried a lot to think possitive but it is as difficult for me as walking for a person with no legs. I too want to think possitive. I will follow each and every saying of Baba once i pass this time. Sai Ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Sniper on January 15, 2009, 07:31:08 PM
I also lost hope but still clinging on By calling Sai's name...May sai baba help you
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sai1979 on January 15, 2009, 10:53:24 PM
Baba please bless Rahul ji with success.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: etgirl on January 16, 2009, 06:07:30 PM
baba aapne bacche par reham karo
pls baba give him what he wishes
sairam
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on January 17, 2009, 12:29:03 AM
rahul... already friday is over... aren't ur results out...when are ur results expected???

sai plzzzzzzzzzzzzz help rahul...
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: enthusiasmiskey on January 18, 2009, 06:08:33 AM
BUDDY LISTEN IT CAREFULLY.. THIS IS FOR U

http://www.4shared.com/file/74894288/4d70e60/06_MAN_MAILA_NA_KAR.html

JAI SAI BABA
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Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Sniper on January 18, 2009, 07:05:22 AM
Man did the results come out. Whatever it is all our prayers are with you for its not the end of the world....and even if u feel let down just remember Sai Babas promise to his devoutees.............
Om Sri Sai Ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 18, 2009, 07:31:27 AM
Sai Ram Sniper and enthisia for ur prayers.

Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: asha_thuniya on January 19, 2009, 01:53:01 AM
daya nidhe baba.
Rahul is ichcha puri kardo. use aapki bahot jarurat hai.
wo aap par se vishwas na kho de. kyunki 2 saal tak to wo aapna dheerye rakh chuka hai par ab uske mann dolne laga hai. us par aapni daya daalo baba.
kripa karo
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: asha_thuniya on January 19, 2009, 01:56:21 AM
om Sai Ram.
Baba  aap to dayawaan hai mujh naadan par kripa karo. mujhse jaane anjaane me jitni galtiyan hui hai. main unki shama maangti hun. kripa karke mujh par daya karo. mera saaath na chhodo. baba. mujhe wo job dilwa do. aapki bahot kripa hogi. main aaj tak aapke darbaar se khaali nahi louti hun. mujhe is baar bhi nirash na karna. daya karo dayanidhe.
'he mere isht dev. daya karo. mujh par.
om sai ram.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: saurabh.shanker on January 19, 2009, 02:16:24 AM
Jai Sairam Asha ji,

I will pray to Saibaba to help you, but do not lose faith in Baba. Make your best effords to get the job and surely Baba will help you out.

Please Sainath, please help her as you are the only hope for us.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: nnsai on January 19, 2009, 05:05:53 AM
is anyone aware of rahul's results??? I dont see any updates from him...wat happened to his results???
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: enthusiasmiskey on January 19, 2009, 09:12:13 PM
BUDDY LISTEN IT CAREFULLY.. THIS IS FOR U

http://www.4shared.com/file/74894288/4d70e60/06_MAN_MAILA_NA_KAR.html

JAI SAI BABA
JAI SAI BABA
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: sai1979 on January 19, 2009, 10:26:41 PM
Baba please bless rahul with success...
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: gajanan bhakt on January 20, 2009, 03:52:54 AM
hi rahul
              i read all ur posts and i feel there is only one thing that u  r lacking . that is faith. y do u think about the result while preparing for exams. have faith in god and leave everything in his hands. if u keep worrying about the result then all negative energies will gather and make ur worry come true. if u think positively and trust god completely he will take care of everything . i've myself been through failure and so i m saying this. it really works. try to be more positive in ur approach to ur prayers. god will bless you .
           
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rahul1307 on January 20, 2009, 09:34:27 AM
is anyone aware of rahul's results??? I dont see any updates from him...wat happened to his results???
nnsai my result was negative.
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: latasunilkumar on January 21, 2009, 08:06:32 AM
 Sai Baba please help Rahul. He is mentally too much disturbed and therefore he is losing faith on you. Please guide him Baba and show him the way out of such situation. 
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: umbertino on January 21, 2009, 01:01:13 PM
Rahul, have  Faith and I know you'll succeed..........Do not give up, pray, relax yourself with the Serenity  that comes from the certainty of your success..........It will come to you.

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Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: saisevika on January 29, 2009, 11:40:20 AM
Sarva aparaadha  naashaaya
Sarva paapa haraaya cha
Deva devaaya devaaya
Sri dattatreya namosthuthe!

Dhigambara Dhigambara shree paadha vallabha dhigambara
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: archana.m on January 30, 2009, 12:39:23 AM
dear rahul
 let me correct u bas sharan mai aana kafi nahi sachi bhakthi karo and put your efforts and  sai pe attal vishwas karo then u see the miracle  on thursdays  tum til kaala daan karo  and feed some sugar to black ants  then see the miracle dont ever loose hopes all will be fine i a a taro reader
 om sai ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: saisevika on January 30, 2009, 02:06:11 AM
MERI MA KO MAT ROOLYAO BABAJI
SAI SAI SAI
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Amar_akshu on January 31, 2009, 09:59:47 PM
OM SAI RAM!!!!!!!! Baba will bless you
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: ak_sai on February 02, 2009, 07:01:20 AM
Dear Rahul Ji,

Pls have faith in Baba. He will definately help you. He will give you what is good for you. I have seen many miracles of Baba is my carreer. Whatever i am today is because of him.  Maybe he has better plans for you. What he wants from us is Shraddha & Saburi.

Om Sai Ram
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: rr_sai_bhakt on February 02, 2009, 07:40:21 PM
Dear Rahul,

Please do not lose hope ... if you lose hope that means you have lost faith in Sai Baba ...
I know its easy for us to say it, and since you are in the difficult situation only you know exactly how you are feeling ..

But even then, all of us are saying these things from our own personal experiences .... we have also gone through very bad phases in life, we have also placed our trust in Baba and tried to overcome these difficult situations ...

So do not worry ... Sai Baba would have definitely thought of a plan for you .... just keep your faith in Sai Baba ... Have patience ...
And never forget to work hard towards your goal ... how many ever obstacles on the way ... always continue working hard towards your goal ..
This hard work is nothing but your faith in Baba ... and Sai Baba will appreciate it a lot more when he sees you working hard towards your goal ... and he will reward you accordingly ... And when you see later the wonderful life you are leading, you will realize Baba's blessings ....

Om Sai Ram ...
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: poojak on February 02, 2009, 10:50:18 PM
baba even i have lost all hopes in life but am still living, pata nahi baba meine apne peechle janam mein kitne paap kiya hain ki jiska phal mujhe mil raha hain . mein apne jeevan mein bahuth pareshan hoan.aap toh sabh jaanthe hoan baba aap seh kya chupa hain joh bure karam meine apne pechle janam mein kiye hain uska phal toh mujhe mil hi raha hain kya kiya jah sakta hain .baba ho sake toh mujhe maff kar doh please baba thodi daya mujhe par bhi kar doh ab toh sabar karke bhi thakh gaye hoan , kyon nahi koi samajhta ke mere upar kya guzarti hain please baba apne es beti par reham karo aur uski iccha pure kar doh

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Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: SaiShriRam on February 02, 2009, 11:00:16 PM
om sairam...

dear poojak

i wud suugest u that dont be so much pessimistic...u know..whenver we r feeling down..then the vibrations around us tend to make the situation n conditions more negative..

so first step u wl have to take on ur own only...jus stay calm...dont be too serious wid ur problem...i m not saying that ur problem is not serious...that u know better pooja..but jus relax ur mind...chant saibaba's name..n automatically u wl feel very light...(my personal exp)

cheer your life!! stay pretty and enjoy life..:)

Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Milly on February 04, 2009, 09:44:32 PM
Have faith on Sri Saibaba

SHRADHA n SABURI

AUM SRI SAI NATHAY NAMAH
AUM SRI SAI NATHAY NAMAH
AUM SRI SAI NATHAY NAMAH

Baba please bless your child.........
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: poojak on February 04, 2009, 10:26:43 PM
sai neha
I am trying my best I take baba name everyday I even do sai vrat read sai sachcharitra but peace kahe nahi hain I try my best but pareshanni neh aiseh ghera hoa hain that loose patience. sai baba please forigve me for the sins made
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: poojak on February 04, 2009, 11:01:31 PM
dear rekha ji
I understand that you are going busy I will wait for u reply on the healing .

Babay bless all

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Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: saisevika on February 06, 2009, 11:45:22 PM
SAI DWARKAMAI APNA CHAMTKAAR DIKHA DO ,
MERI MA KI KARUN PUKAR SUN LO SAI .
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Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: Amar_akshu on February 07, 2009, 07:57:07 PM
OM SAI RAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: lost all the hopes
Post by: pooja-pawan on March 04, 2009, 03:16:04 AM
SAI PLS HELP ME HE NEED YOUR SUPPORT ,Y YOU TAKE SUCH A STRONG PARIKSH OF RAHUL PLS GIV HIM WHTEVER HE IS LOOKING FOR

HE WANNA TAKE RESPONSIBILTY OF FAMILY SUCH PPL YOU PLS HELP
SAI RAM SAI RAM SAI RAM SAI RAM