My Confession, Please Guide Me

[rajesh_antil]

BABA,
     ye kese ajeeb mod per la kar khada kar diya aapne.Aaj tak kitni sari ladkiyon ko propose kiya,,,,accept kiya to theek varna or kisi ko propose kar deta tha. kisi ko seriously nahi liya...kyoki us waqt mere liye pyaar ki koi kimat nahi thi.feelings kya hoti hai ,nahi janta tha mai.mast tha aapne aap mai...per aaj jab mai soch sakta hu,samajh sakta hu to baba mene paya ki I AM IN TRUE LOVE.BABA ye to aap bhi jante ho ke mere liye paise se or apne pariwar se bhad kar khuch bhi nahi tha...per BABA shayad Aapke paas koi plan tha jo aapne mere ander bhi pyaar k beej bo diya.
     
    baba, I am 21 & she is 29. I AM IN LOVE WITH MY DEAR MAM....
baba, mai unki bohot izat karta hu or bohot pyaar bhi.baba, maine paya ke jab bhi wo mere saath hoti hai mere ander ek ajeeb si shakti or khusi aa jata hai....maine is bare mai bohot socha, din raat,har pal, har ache or bure ke bare mai...or maine paaya ke mai unse pyaar  karne laga hu....or baba zindagi mai paheli bar maine sache pyaar  ko mehsoos kiya. wo bohot achi hain baba.
   
baba, wo mujhe bhai manti hai,per baba mere maan mai to esi koi feeling nahi hai.

Mai janta hu ke wo mujh se badi hai...mujhse jyada educated hai,mujhse jyada acchi hai, or mujhse jyada samajhdar hai.... per baba mujhe or mere pariwar ko unki zaroorat hai.zindgi mai pehli baar sacha pyaar kiya hai baba.... paheli bar kise ki khusi dil se chahi hai...mai unka dil duukhana nahi chahta isliye aaj tak unhe bataya nahi...bohot baar koshish ki ki mam ko bata do... per itni himmat nahi hui.
   
 baba,mere pariwar ke baad wo hi mere dil ke sabse karib hai... or isliye shayad himmat nahi ho rahi ke unhe apne pyaar ke bare mai bata du.... darta hu ke kahi unhe hamesha ke liye kho na du... baba mai unke samne ro nahi sakta. wo mere shakti,mere vichar or mere zindgi hai.... I LOVE HER BABA... mujhe shakti do...

     BABA PLEASE MUJHE SHAKTI DO KE MAI MAM KE SAMNE APNE DIL KI BAAT KAH SAKU
     BABA MUJH PER KIRPA KARO......PLEASE BABA HELP ME ...

[swathikrishna]

om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram

sai ram
baba please bless rajesh ji
baba save ur child and give happy n joy to their life
baba listen our prayers baba

om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram

om sai sri sai jaya jaya sai
om sai sri sai jaya jaya sai
om sai sris sai jaya jaya sai


om sri ananta koti brahmanda nayakaa raajadi raaja yogi raaja parabrahma  
 sri sachidaanada samarda sadguru sai nath maharaaj ki jai....

[bohemianbab]

Hi Rajesh,

Good to see that you honestly wrote about your feelings and opened up your heart in this forum.There is nothing strange about the feelings which you have developed foryour teacher.Yes, teachers help us all to grow up,and give guidance to move towards correct path in life.and sometimes,there are some people whom we come across and everything about them seems so special and lovable.Love is a beautiful feeling,and if you open up your heart more,you can fall in love with many people around you,even with nature,birds,trees..some people just have confidence,and an energy about them,and people get drawn to them like magnets.Don;t you wish to become like that?
In your age ,it is very easy to get overpowered by emotions and feelings,so you have to think about your life more,than your teacher.Try to read good books,autobiographies of successfulpeople,philosophers and such things to develop your character and mind.TRy to focus your mind on other things which will be useful for you in long run,which will help u make your career.Women,girls,proposals ..all ordinary guys do that.don't u wish that instead of you proposing and liking girls.,they should propose you?
Think Big and Wisely.Share with others more. If it is too difficult for you,write about it here .I am sure ,you will like many people in your life as you will step in this world independantly.some people are really nice in this world and many people come in their way who tell them they are loved/liked or worshipped.But can these people accept/marry or like all those who propose?So,why not try and become one of those nice people to whom others get attracted?

Hope you will think seriously abt this.

Best Regards:
Bab

[asha nair]

Dear Rajesh

I believe u r too young to understand the meaning of love.it happens in ur age;but that is merely an infatuation dear...i am not blaming u.but u should think about it again.she is ur 'Guru'.for a teacher,whoever she teaches is her 'shishya'i.e student.in India especially its a very sacred relationship.she is older than u,educated etc.iis there any compatibility between u?just think of ur parents.will they allow u to go on with this relationship?will they b happy?so my dear brother dont take any hasty decisions.

This is the time to study and do well in life.may ur parents,near and dear ones and ur own country b proud of u.do something worthy.wake up from this dream world full of illusions...Keep an aim/goal in life..march forward towards it...

Dear,life is a beautiful lullaby...dont waste ur PRECIOUS ys brooding and pondering over these silly matters.i understand u may take some time to digest.but i sincerely say as ur elder sister u should think about it ina peace and calm mind.pray to BABA SAI...baba'll definitely help u in solving this problem.chant HIS name,meditate...u'' get the answer.

Think and act wise.dear brother may BABA bless and guide you...

om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram

asha

[SaiServant]

Jai Sai Ram!

Rajesh Bhai, I am impressed that you are honest about your feelings. Unlike some of the responses above, I won't suggest that it is abnormal to love your teacher or someone older than you. True love knows no barriers. These are socially imposed restrictions to your feelings that emanate from the spirit within. Remember, pure love is divinity. But, it has to be reciprocal to flourish. You are feeling deeply for someone irrespective of her status and age, which is not bad in my opinion. The best way to deal with such emotions is to express it. So, it is essential that you communicate your feelings to her. By doing that you will put your love in the right perspective. Honest and confident communication to her may help you come to terms with these feelings, which if suppressed can bring you misery. You may be surprised how well it will get sorted out if you tell her politely and confidently. [] If she is really understanding, she will help you get along or get over these emotions. And, if she gets offended, then you should feel relieved because she was not worth these feelings in the first place.

May Baba give you strength and courage to deal with this issue!! My best wishes. Keep me briefed how it went. As your sister, I can lend my honest understanding to you.[] May Baba bless!!

Om Sai Ram!!

Sunita Raina

[arwin_24]

GR8 Dude!
If you think you really love her then bang on!!
just chant sai baba's name and express your feelings!!!

[vanita]

nothing abnormal about the way you are feeling
have you seriously given a thought that you may be giving her genuine concern for you a name ? sometimes we try to read more than is being said
being atecher
believe me i get this kind of adulation from my students quite so often
give it a serious thought and ask baba to show you the path
god bless