i am an engineering graduate, i have planned to do masters degree in USA i have got my visa but due to recession i stayed back fearing that i may not repay back the amount of loan afterwards.Now i am looking out for a job, bbut i am not getting atleast one, i have passed my engg in distinction without failing a single subject.. i want to work with a decent company but i am not getting.. passing every day is like hell to me please baba i request you to solve my problems and do the best for me. i dont want you to request a job because you know what to do, i am not having peace im getting tears every min , i am not able to stay happy..!! i am getting a feeling that i want to go away from this world..!! My peace lies in my blog
http://shirdibaba4all.blogspot.com. i stay here i do blogging because atleast for some time i remain in peace..!!! so many questions are araising in my mind please any 1 on behalf of baba answer me
1) did i do mistake by Not Going to USA?
2)The reason why i dint go to USA is My parents are feared about the loan, so to not to put them under pressures i have dropped am i wrong??
3) In shirdi sai satcharithra baba says that do the work by having faith on me the things get done, so my mind is clinching me saying that you dont trust Baba thats y u dint go to USA.
4) If you are not helping yourself how can baba help you??-- this is what my mind is clinching me please some one show me a route and help me out...!! baba please please help me baba i bow my head infront of you sadguru..!!