Dear Baba, please help me to do 108 parayan. i dont know the actual way to do the parayan. one sai brother from this forum told me to do 108 parayan and 108 vishnu sahasranamam.how to do 108 parayan?please guide me.my life is full of problems.unbearable pain.i know you are watching me, you are testing me.but your child is not able to bear the pain.you know what all happened to my life.why did i behave like that.i never thought i would come to this situation.i am doing injustice to myself and others around me.my husband, my parents love me so mcuh.if they come to know that i am a unfit human, they will die.i dont want that to happen.why did i make such a mistake and why did i cheat that person.poor of that person.why should that person suffer for my mistake.please make that person happy.Give all strength and life and love to that preson.make that person live with mental peace.i am ready to take your punishments.i know i will have to face all punishments for all mistakes i did in life.cheating a person is the paap one can do.nowdays i am unable to concentrate in my family.that person is also into trouble because of me.please help us Baba.knowingly i didnt do any mistake.till now i dont know why i cheated that person.why did i do that blunder mistake.what made me do it.i dont know.please help me Baba.make that person marry soon.let them get world best happoness.i am ready to bear any punishment you givr me.give me the strength to bear everything.please save me baba.please.i am cryig like anything daily.everyone is happy around me.i also want to be like them.i want to be happy with my family.i want to live with my husband long.i want to start a family.i want to forget all my past.please help me baba.please save me.i have been asking you like this for more than a year.i know what i did was wrong.a mother can only rectify her child.you are my mother.i am not asking for money and luxury Baba.all i want from you is your blessings.i want to overcome from this problem soon.i cant bear it anymore.i am undergoing this pain for more than a year.i dont have strength to undergo anymore.please help me baba.i beg you.please.save me from this distress.coming from a religious good parents, i never thought i will behave like this.i feel ashamed of myself.tell me what to do baba.all because i lied to that person.nowdays i feel like telling the truth.but the consequences will be so so bad i cant manage that,i am sure if i tell the truth my guilty conscience will be fine.but there will be more problems to my family.what shall i do now.how to convince that person, how to convince myself.i dont know what to do.i have become mad.i was so so happy in this world.a good one to my parents.but now i feel ashamed of myself.what to do Baba.please dont be silent anymore.please help me.please baba.please.i beg you.be kind on me.or please take me with you.i am ready to face punishmenrs for my mistakes.but please give me mental peace.
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