Dear Shirdi Sai baba,
As you already know, we were four in our family. Me, dad, mom and my little brother. But with the loss of my mom, we are now all alone. Me and my brother have lost our beloved mom and my dad has lost his only love of life at such a young age. I dont have words to describe the immense loss that our family have felt since her departure. With the mystery of why she left, still lurking in our heart, we have nothing but you to look into so she could be kept in safe hands in heaven with you.
Being a great devotee of yours, she has always prayed you to look upon us and not let any grief creep into me, my brother and Dad. Now baba, I have come into your doorstep to ask for your help to keep my beloved mom in your hands safe. I cry today at your door and as I look into your eyes, they are crying together with me, makes me feel immense gratitude that you are sharing my grief.
Baba, only you know the answer of why this happened and that my mom whom I never really had a chance to share my love to, was taken away from us. Please give my Dad the strength to bear this loss. He is the only one now for us and if anything happens to him, we will be in dire situation. I donot want to search for the answer now because she will never come back to me again, but atleast I can ask for your forgiveness for anything that our family has done. Please give me the strength that I can keep my Dad and Brother happy for the rest of my and their life. Baba! one of your great devotee has come to you. Keep her safe and sound and tell her that we miss her and we will always miss her. She is my one and only beloved mom and she will never come back. How can I deal with this loss!! baba help me please!!