om sai ram
Everything is disturbing me too much, Iam thinking very negatively. Each and every time Iam consoling my heart saying Baba will always b with Anchal but it is not listening to me. Every small problem is being looking very large for me in case of Anchal.
My mind is scattered, it is always saying that Anchal is not well, may be she is having some serious problem......... May be Iam thinking very foolishly, but I need some one to come in my way and help me to come out of this and make sure that Anchal is perfectly ok.
I have become more sensitive, sterday she had a vaccination and I dint had the courage to take her for that thinking that she will cry when she is injected and I cant see that.............
My heart is always questioning you whether Anchal is ok?? is she healthy??? is it sure that she doesnt have any health problem??? I want to come out of this Baba...... Please help me.... Cant you answer me??? Always I used to think that Anchal is purely your gift and nothing will harm her....... But.........
Today I have seen a message in our forum "Say Baba Says -- Dont think everything comes to your life as a gift given by God, sometimes he mean it, to let you know the importance of things you miss" This massage has totally disturbed me..... I cant bear this Baba, Come help me