Sai Baba can't i get both my parents and love

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram baba,

am sorry baba. pata nahi mujhe kya hora. am getting very angry and disappointed with the situations. aur angry poora aap pe nikal rahi hoon. am really sorry baba. i know i dosen't deserve to tell sorry also. lekin please baba ho saka toh maaf karna. aap toh kehte hai ki shraddha se sabar karo. ab toh aise lagra ki e sabar bhi meri pariksha leri. kya baba yeh kaise bechaini hai meri. kya mujhe is halat se kabhi mukti nahi milegi kya baba. mein ab thak gayi hoon. halat ko samhal neki himmath mujh mein ab aur nahi hai. am lost totally.
but will try again to make myself strong and fight with the situations. will try and try untill succeed.

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[ashu91]

hey how you doing? ab kya hua? is everything ok?what happened to your brother?is he fine?
what about your relationship?

here things are very bad.for the first time i went into a Dargah for Urs function.I have told you how orthodox my family is but my mother came with me inside the Dargah.That was very pleasing and surprising.

But he hasn't understood me and he has moved on in life i guess.I am concentrating on my studies but his thoughts kill me everyday.

after 3 years your guy came back on his own na?

[sreenedhi]

hi dear,

thats really good that u'r mom has accompained u to dargah. u have such a nice mom. don't worry abt the relationships baba knows abt us better. he will make our life best.

things are same at my side. my brother sitautuin is also like that only. am just wexed up with the situations not understanding wht to do.

am glad to know that u r concentration on studies. Read the book "WHO WILL CRY WHEN YOU DIE" Author Robin Sharma. its a very good book. 3yrs back when i was in very low situation unfortunately i bought this book and after reading it, i felt more confident abt myself, understood the meaning of life. i have to start reading it again. dear u also read it. its avery good book.

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[ashu91]

ok i will definitely try reading.
He has added new new girls on his list in facebook and all
he was never like this.remember i told you no one can be close 2 him except me? but i was wrong i guess.

Why is he turning out to be a wannabe like others?he is having such a bad influence.i really dunno what to do.

don't feel like living.

your brother will be cured don't worry and i hope even you get married soon to the one you love.

[SaiNethra]

Baba pls bless this Sreenedhi. he mom should agree. she should know that she cant get a boy like him to her daughter. and she should understand her daughter likes and wish.. pls deva... bless this gal... she shud get married to he loved one....

Sreenedhi, convince your mom that it is always good to marry the person whom we know well than marrying unknown guy and facing lots of problems... tell her the reality where most of the arranged marriages are going in vain.. dowry harassment,extra marital and so many other reasons...


OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAIRAM

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram ashu dear,

never say "don't feel like living".

y shd we give up our beautiful life for others. will they ever bother if we die. don't ever think in this way again. but dear u r life is beautiful. don't waste it for others who doesn't care for u. people will change according to situations. so trust only u'r guru and no one else. have faith in guru and move on in life. these words might hurt u now but u will understand its meaning later.

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram sainethra,

Thank u so much for u'r prayers. i tried all possible ways to convince my mom which is of no use. After 4yrs fight to get married to my beloved finally i reached to a situation that "i have no interest in marriage any more and am very scared of it now". but still i hope one day every thing will be fine.

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[ashu91]

sreenedhi i told you how much we loved each other.he doesn't love me like before.
if your love is true,how can someone get scared of commitment and society all of a sudden?
won't he be a man and have the guts to tell YES THIS IS THE GIRL I LOVE AND I WILL NEVER GIE UP ON HER?

his thoughts pierce me everyday,every moment. i try hard 2 move on and be like him.but i can't. i just got too involved in him and my life had revolved only around his love.

How can i even make him understand and make him return?

He told me 2 months back he doesn;t believe in Baba he must have told me to avoid me because he knows howmuch i love Baba,but it hurt me alot.Why did he change?

I want him back in my life

[sai samyuktha]

om sai ram

sister when i read ur topic i really felt the same like u me too love my husband a lot but got sepearted of several reason this momnet i am feeling a lot but i knew baba will make me unify with my husband pls dont worry sister surely baba says no to right things surely ur mom will undretsand ur love but pls be patient and pls dont use harsh words on ur mom or dont think bad of her surely sai baba will hlpu sister we will all pray for u u speak to sai ma  he will listen to u  sister om sai ram

[Sonu2310]

hey sreenedhi ,

how r u ? hope you remember me .. sorry i couldnt stay in contact with anybody on this forum. dont worry baba is very much alive . he is seeing and hearing everything. u just take care.

om sai ram

[sreenedhi]

om sai ram Ashu dear,

don't worry. every thing will be fine. its tough to get adjust to the situation but dear life is more beautiful than what we see. Involve u'rself in other things. take time for u'rself and enjoy wht best suits you. may baba bless u dear.

om sai ram samyuktha,

baba knows every thing. he takes care of us like a mother. he knows what to give us. pray to baba whole heartedly every thing will be fine. i left every thing to baba. with out baba's desire nothing can happen. so wht ever will happen i will be happy in that as that is baba's wish.

om sai ram Sonu dear,

am so happy to hear from you. i thought of u many times. its been very long time. how r u? am fine and tomorrow am going to shirdi with my mom and younger brother . hope every thing is fine at u'r side. u r true dear baba knows every thing and he chooses best for us. we should have firm faith and patience. rest baba will take care.

om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram

[ashu91]

hey r u going?
ur very lucky.please Pray 4 me specially 2 our Baba.
Pray on my behalf

all the best.may your mother see Baba and understand your love and get you both married and may your brother get well soon.

Inshallah things will go very nice 4 u.

[ashu91]

ur online in this so thot ur online on gtalk n jst sent u messages..

[saisan]

Dear Sreenedhi,

How r u? I am so happy that ur going to shirdi.. how is ur brother ... when ur there u wil get baba's blessing..... have nice darshan ..visit all the temples insite ..dwarkamaye,exibition...kopargaon etc ...

[Devaki]

Hi Saisan,

Its been a very long time. may be 2 years. How are you? Whats the news from your side.