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Title: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on February 14, 2011, 12:44:59 PM
saibaba ,
from last 8 days i am trying to convince her , but she is refusing to come back in my life ,
i cn't stop crying , you know everything baba ,
have mercy on me ,
i know now she will never come back into my life again ,
her family will never accept me ,
i want saibaba you to help me to the path of death ,
i m very emotional ,
i can't accept that she left me ,
pls saibaba give me death ,
so that my soul can rest in peace ,
in my life i always lost everything , the last precious thing for me was she , & she only left me  for family reasons,
i request you my lord sai ,
have mercy on me & give me death ,
saibaba i request you pls give me death so that she can live happily with her family ,
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: PiyaSoni on February 14, 2011, 11:49:57 PM
VIFU AS YU I ALWAYS PRAY TO SAINATH TO GIVE ME DEATH , BT NW I RELIZE IT WS WRONG , DO YU THINK BABA FEEL HAPPY IF YU SAY THIS , NO VIFU ....ITS NT RIGHT , I ALSO LOST MY LOVE BT I NEVER GIVE UP THE HOPE I EVEN DN'T KNW WHETHER HE WILL COME BACK IN MY LIFE OR NOT MAYBE HE IS ENGAGE TO SME OTHER GIRL BT STILL I BELIEVE ON BABA COZ HE CN DO EVERYTHING VIFU , DN'T REQUEST FOR DEATH ...

  SAY TO BABA THAT I M NW IN YUR LOTUS FEET I TOTALY SURRENDER MY LIFE TO YU MY ALL BURDEN IS ON YU NW ,YU ILL BEAR IT , BABA IS VRY SOFT HEART HE CAN'T SEE HIS CHILD IN PAIN , SLOWLY SLOWLY AS TIME PAST EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE ..IF SHE IS REALY MADE FOR YU BY BABA 'S GRACE DEFINTALY SHE WILL BE BACK IN YUR LIFE , TRUST BABA ND PLS HAVE PATIENCE .....

TILL DEN KEEP PRAYING.....

OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM

BABA PLS HAVE MERCY ON YUR CHILD BLESS HIM WITH HIS LOVE SOON DEVA.....OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: mannu on February 15, 2011, 01:19:39 AM
Jai Sai Nath !

Vifu..

I can understand that you are not happy with something in your life... but why dont you realize that something is just "something" in your life and not EVERYTHING.

I cant judge anything and I am no one to judge.   

Have trust in Baba as he knows the best for us. 

Dont think of giving up on your life as its a beautiful gift of baba.. especially to your loved ones, your parents, your family.  They all need you.  and WE all need you.

Jai Sai Nath !

Baba, please bless us all .
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: dmsmeena on February 15, 2011, 05:05:42 AM
death is not only thing to solve your problem .

dont talk with her through phone it may rise her angry.

pls meet her and speak definitely your loved one listen your words
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: son$ai on February 15, 2011, 09:02:58 AM
om sai ram vifu ji plz aap aise himmat mat haaiye aap baba pe kitna vishwas karte hai, n true love is always tested by god plz aap himaat rakhiye b patient n aap death jaise baat b mat kariye coz if u'll hav faith on baba gonna trust him likye anytng watevr happens u'vl get ur love back wid whom u can spend a very beautiful life so dnt ask baba for death it hurts baba as well

i hv also gone thru this phase  i knw how painful dat time was par aaj me itni strng bangai hu ki mue kuch b face karsakti hu baba ne muje itni himmat itna sahara dia hai aapki madad baba jarur karenge  n jald hi karenge aap apne pyaar pe bharosa rakhiye n aise roiye mat sab thk hojaega
take care vafu ji

baba plz help him he needs u a lot
om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram
om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram
om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram om sai ram......

baba bless him soon
take care vafuji
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on February 16, 2011, 09:35:22 AM
hi all  ,
i m very happy by ur reply & help & shown interest in my love life ,
sai baba pls help all of us & all creatures on this earth ,
i have no words , really i got confidence by you people ,
first i wish that saibaba fulfill your dreams & you all people get what you want ,
then after you all my number comes ,
i want to share 1 thing with saibaba & u all ,
she talk with me & i gave her 3 days time to think that what ever ur decision i will accept ,
i beleive in saibaba a lot , hope she agrees ,
second thing ,
at present i m jobless , i m planing to make a software but no one comes as a client to me ,
saibaba pls help me to get a job or else i try to do some business ,
i need atleast 25,000 to 30,000 monthly income as i have parents & suppose i marry then i wish that she shuld study
& the more she will study i will happy ,bcoz i m just graduate ,
last 11 years i m in share market but not able to earn & sustain in my life ,
saibaba pls help me to suceed in my dreams ,
i don't want lakhs of rupees ,
i just need simple life where i can live happily with my family & her
i want to come to shirdi after marriage ,
saibaba pls help those people who gave me reply & others also ,
after that hear my wish ,
by blessings of saibaba she talk with me , i am really happy saibaba ,
saibaba i want to marry her & for that i need job or do some small scale business ,
saibaba do some miracle that her family also agrees ,
i once again thanks you all people , saibaba bless us all ,
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: sai child on February 16, 2011, 11:03:23 AM
I consider it to be my promise, to look after the sustenance and protection of those who worship me single-minded and serve me with reverence in their hearts.
Sai SatCharitra Chapter 6
  om sai ram
om sai ram
om sia ram
om sia ram
om sia ram
om sai ram

 dear brother death is not the only solution for all problems another time u will be rebornb and u will be facing the same difficulties, pls i knew the pain because we have all cerossed all this but still we have some persons who depend on us and who beleives us for them we can start a new life pls think and surrender to sai baba , he will take care of all of us , he only knows brother what should be done for us , so pls meditate on him , we will paray for u brother . om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: jaya.visu on February 17, 2011, 05:35:28 AM
oam sainathaya namaha oamsainathaya namaha oamsaianthaya namaha oamsainahtaya namaha oamsaiantahya
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: PiyaSoni on February 17, 2011, 05:38:55 AM
baba pls fulfill vifu wish and get him better job so that he culd manage everything in life

omsairam omsairam
omsairam omsairam
omsairam omsairam
omsairam omsairam
omsairam omsairam

baba pls have mercy on him ..om sri sainathaya namah
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: cheenu on February 17, 2011, 06:34:39 AM
Baba plz help him..
Om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram..
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: sai child on February 17, 2011, 09:49:26 AM
Sai Baba's Message: "Do not be deluded with worldly honours."

om sai ram
om sai ram
om sairam
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram

 pls brother dont think of this extreme , surely baba will show u the way , we will all pray for u brother , pls try to come out of depression ,
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: manmeet on February 17, 2011, 12:15:01 PM
om sai ram

May sai baba bless u with all happiness in life.
death is not the only solution for problems. Life is a precious gift of God
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: lms on February 17, 2011, 10:42:24 PM
OM SAIRAM

BABA KI CHARANOMEM SAB CHOD THOO SAB TEEKH HOGA

SAIRAM
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: PiyaSoni on February 18, 2011, 01:10:23 AM
OMSAIRAM OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM OMSAIRAM

SAI SAMARTH....

VIFU LEAVE ALL IN SAINATH LOTUS FEET , EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE BY BABA'S GRACE ....
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: SAI.SME on February 18, 2011, 03:42:08 AM
Dear Vifu ,

Your this post made me smile and more thankful to Baba Sai. Sometimes ago I too was in same condition, Not Love but other problems of life and begging death from Baba. But instead Baba changed complete life. Today I think if I had died, really missed great opportunity to feel beauty of such a beautiful planet and various colours of life.

Anyway, come to point. Death is certain Dear, and is fixed with the time we take birth. and it happens on time, no matter we are happy with life and want to live for many more years or living a very painful life, waiting for death at each moment. It happens only at time. Everyday millions of people died and same time take birth. Death of someone does not make any difference, unless it is someone contributing to society or humankind.

You know, time keeps on flowing and in desires of some relations we ignore relations who are supposed to be loved by us. I spent many months in pain, there was no help other than support of my family and blessings of Baba. This is an amazing truth, We waste so much of precious time of life for those for whom we are only an option, a choice or time pass and ignore them who deserves our love, our time i.e. our family, our friends etc.

We all claim our Love is true, But it is not easy to befool Master of destiny, If our grandparents are sitting alone in the corner, and we are spending hours just to see a message from someone on facebook or cell, Our Mother or father is having problem, but We are more interested to think about someone else. and then we approach God, We Love …………. etc., then a simple question – “Do We deserve Love?”. If we can’t justify relations provided by destiny, How can we justify for strangers. God knows everything, much more than we know about ourselves, We lie, makes so many excuses before Thyself, still not punished, but shown a path for better life, such a merciful God is.

Time never returns, I could not support my family in painful days, Now time is better, so try to compensate. But, One thing I always regret, Once my Grandmother expressed some wish and I ignored for my personal interest. She is no more in the world with us. If I could go in past, I try to correct my that mistake, but that is not possible. So, always live your today with full engagement, what you do, do with complete honesty and determination, still do not be attached to result, as whatsoever happens for something good, if not today, in future we gain out of that.

Finally I’ll only say. Don’t be anxious, Have faith on Baba and hold patience.

What is yours is yours, and what is not, won’t stay. So, trust your destiny and live your own life. Don’t let others control it.

All the Best!

May Baba bless you!

om sai ram!
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: sreeshobha on February 18, 2011, 04:44:35 AM
Om Sai Ram

 do birth nor death is in our hands, everything is according to almighty's wish. Y do u go back of death, when it will come to you that time u feel or like to live more days on this universe. dear brother do not depend on the people who hurt u. thoughts to come n go. sun rise and sun sets only thing is how we lead ourselves with others. love is eternal start showing ur love towards everyone who deserve ur love. I pray god that u should meet ur love and will be back but do not get upset for short results time and space is with u so plz have faith in baba. thats all i can share with you.

shobha
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vanit_vippy on February 18, 2011, 08:34:11 AM
Dear Vifu,

Om Sai Ram..what do you think Baba ji is not aware about  your / our problems..Baba ji knows everything about his every devotee & about his mind by which he is doing thinking everything.....

I also did had lots of problems in my life still i do have many major problems but it does not mean that i give up , i believe in God , it can be in any type , i do have lots of faith in Sai Baba ji so thats why i came here today to have his blessings , I just believe that what we deserves that we get , time to time everything will be changed , i also have thought many times like you but i know that its not the solution , i still do have hope that if my biggest major problem get cured then all problems will be solved also. You also should have hope like me and death is not the solution of your problem, in this beautiful world there are many people who needs you specially your family which includes your loving parents , brothers , sisters and friends. so live for them and wait for your good time..everything will be alright one day.what happened if she does not want to be with u , God knows that who deserve u and for whom u deserve.

To sum up just keep praying to Sai Baba Ji for give you strength to bear every sad chapter of life and to give u postive waves.

Om Sai Ram. Om Sai Ram.

Vanit
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: akansha on February 20, 2011, 10:26:13 AM
jai sai ram

sai.sme i thank you for these beautifull words, its so true, i realise it.thank you again, n its really good to hear how happy u are today, may god bless u for sharing all this.

vifu,i knw how painfull it is, when ppl tel u just ignore it n live your life,its easier said than done, sai.sme said some very beautiful words which u wont realise as of now but they are just so true.
i ws in love with a guy for many years n he got along with another gal n asked me to wait for him to leave her.i waited n waited for more than an year.its hard to live with this feelin,knowing that ur guy likes someone else,i was d last resort i feel,then once he told me i did it coz ur dad never accepted me n now ive got a very good gal, so now il marry u only wen ur dad will come n tel me plz marry my daughter.i felt lik a moutain fell on me.i still cried n waited,asked baba for mercy,pleaded day n nite, i felt baba doesnt love me,he does not listen to me, he does not care. he was all i wanted. baba does not listen is all i used to say.

gradually times changed i felt less for my guy, i wasnt so emotional, i felt strong, i joined a job n i met a guy who was no less than an angel, the older guy felt she is no more interested in me n felt bad, i guess he started realising what wrong had he done.
one day the other gal cheated on him n left him, he came back n told me that it was him who left her. i knew what was the truth his sis had told me already. ultimately it all ended and after many months of sadness n pain i feel so happy today,
i realise all those times when i cried before baba n asked him to help me n ultimately felt he does not listen, he actually took care of me, i deliberately did not got him back in my life coz he knew what is good or bad for me. he wanted me to become stronger that i am today, he wanted me to be loved by someone who really valued me n made me feel so speacial n today im still in love with d second guy who supported me all throughout n loves me so much, i feel so lucky, baba did it all for me n today i thank baba for the way he helped me out.
i had ignored my family and freinds for so long, today i realise how important they are, how do they love me so unconditionaly, how nice it feels to spend a quite holiday at home along with  family,live for all these small joys that u are yet to unveil.

vifu, there is much more to life that we dont realise beacuse we take things for granted, seek d happiness n enjoy it, its all around u, d happiness v get when we help a poor, the happiness we get when mom cooks our favorite dish, the happiness v get when it rains, the happiness v get when v buy d very much desired pair of jeans, d happiness we get wen india wins a cricket match and the happiness when we feel thinking of baba is all about life.live it with full spirit.

baba will help you with a good job very soon, dont worry leave it all upon him, n try to accept d decison she takes good or bad, i hope she stays with u..may baba bless u.

jai sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saibaba bhakt on February 20, 2011, 06:26:15 PM
GOD BLESS U. SAIBABA WILL HELP U.
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vikram8989 on February 21, 2011, 01:44:57 AM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on February 21, 2011, 11:21:25 AM
dear saibaba & all freinds ,

just now i recd her sms she don't want me in her life , she wants secure life which i cannot give her , she forgot all the love which i gave to her ,
Now nothing remains in my life as for now ,
saibaba pls help me i need you , show ur blessings & give me death as early as possible ,
i urge u , i request you saibaba pls give me death ,
now i won't cry for her ,
neither i wish that she shuld come back to me in my life ,
but only 1 thing i need is death......... saibaba help me to the path of death
i don't wanna c tommorow ,
if not today then tommorow , any day & everyday i wish just 1 thing from you my saibaba ...only death for me , i don't ask for anything from you ,
saibaba pls give me death .......
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on February 21, 2011, 11:27:20 AM
dear saibaba ,
i recd her sms that she dont want me in her life , as she needs a secure life ,
i gave always her love , but i lost her now for ever ,
saibaba pls i request you to give me death ,
i dont wish to see the tommorow ,
if i see tommorow then also everyday i ask only 1 thing that is death.... for me
saibaba pls help me to get death .... the world is not for persons like me who loving & caring
once again i request you saibaba pls give me death.........
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: sainetra on February 21, 2011, 09:38:17 PM
Vifu,

I feel very happy that still we have boys like u.. these days if u look at the forum, most of the gals been cheated by boys..

I feel very happy seeing u.... Vifu one thing i ll tell u.. the gals who wish to have secure life never deserve to be in love... they want money.. if she comes back to u. tomorrow if u have finacial prob what is the guarantee that she'll stay with u.. .. she does not want love rather she wants secured life.. which she does not deserve to be ur life partner.

Pl. stop thinking like this. u have wonderful life ahead. so many ppl r dependent on u.. so many ppl love u lot.... just for one girl which she doesnot deserve , u r leaving all other beutiful ppl ..

Kepp praying baba he will always bless u..Amen.... JAi sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vikram8989 on February 22, 2011, 04:41:47 AM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on March 04, 2011, 12:09:54 PM
saibaba ,
i can't forget her , i have made mistakes in my life or i have done something wrong thts why my love had gone away from me , i dn't have guts to suicide , bt saibaba aap ke charno ki saugandh , i want to marry her , she left me for no reason , i have no job , no work thats why she left me , she needs money , saibaba agar aap ne hamen milaya tha , to kyon juda kiya aapne mere saibaba ,
i am not succesful in life thats why she left me , but nothing going right in my way ,
may b i have done a sin thats why she is away from me ,
why saibaba always me have to suffer , you know very well that i cannot bear the pain more ,
i & my love both dream to get married soon & suddenly she left me ,
saibaba i scold her a lot , i told her home also ,
mere saibaba she took drinks with her freinds & that i can't bear that ,bcoz she is a gal so i scold her long back , then she stop drinking & after 2 years she told me , she took drinks with her freinds with her freinds & she didnt told me bcoz at that time she was in love with me & now she said to me bcoz i have narrow minded thinking & i m not open minded & she admitted that last 2 years she took drinks with her freinds but she didnt told me ,
i tell abt this to her sister & now she stop even talking with me ,
i was mentally disturb & i don't want that she shuld spoil her life ,
& now she dont wish to talk with me & told to lodge complaint against me ,if i ever call her ,
saibaba yeh kya ho gaya ,
i still love her ,
v both decided to marry ,
& misunderstanding between us create a break up relationship,
i tired of crying , i dnt have guts to suicide , saibaba pls help me ,
saibaba pls give me power to suicide ,
so that she will know how much i love her ,
or else you only decide mere saibaba ,mujhe aapki bahut zaroorat hai,
i need you saibaba ,
on sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saisai83 on March 06, 2011, 01:09:34 PM
Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha

Dear Vifu, I agree with Sainetra ji, if she is looking for money and financialy stability in life then was it really love? For love people give up a lot to stand by the one who they love and the one who loves them.. Material things and money are very earth bound 'maaya'.
Maybe Baba is showing you her true intentions before you could spend your life with a person who would have put your love as second and your money as first as the reason to marry you. Baba is protecting you Vifu, try to see past the haze. I know it is very difficult, everyone has their own sadness and wishes which only Baba recognises. He knows better than us what is best for us.. Please read Sai Satcharitra, you will get your answers and peace Vifu.

May Baba bless you and be with you always.

Jai Sai Ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saikirthi on March 06, 2011, 07:41:26 PM
saibaba

please this desperate son of yours....u know what he he is undergoing.please help him
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saisai83 on March 07, 2011, 02:33:06 PM
Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha
Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha

Rehem nazar karna mere Sai..

Jai Sai Ram
Title: Please pray for my brother
Post by: thanasb on March 07, 2011, 07:16:17 PM
Please pray for my brother who is having tumor in kidney. I believe baba will healed him and all together pray for him.
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saisai83 on March 08, 2011, 12:49:17 PM
Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha
Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha   Om Sri Sai Nathaaya Namaha

Baba please bless Vifu and give him peace and love..
Gurudeva please heal thanasb's brother.. Please bless him and heal his kidney, rehem nazar karna mere Sai..

Jai Sai Ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saikirthi on March 08, 2011, 06:24:12 PM
Our Father please help this humble devotee....i cannot bare to see what Vifu1977 is undergoing.please please please please help her Father.


May saiji be with you always
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 05, 2011, 07:36:47 AM
om sai ram ,
jai jai sairam sairam sairam,

hi all freinds thanks for all ur support ,

few months back i tried for suicide 3 times but by saibaba's blessing's i survived ,
i was praying for myself death bcoz as my love radhika gone ,nothing remain in life,
she betrayed me , & mein sirf dekhta raha kuch karr hi nai saka ,
& she went away from my life ,
but now i m trying to forget her ,
when ever i feel i chant
jai jai sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 05, 2011, 08:12:50 AM
om sairam
jai jai sairam sairam sairam ,

i commited suicide by eating sleeping pills 3 times ,
but 3 times i survived by saibaba's blessings,
but now i m controlling myself by chanting
jai jai sairam sairam sairam

freinds,
i wanna share with you my love story for what reason i thought for suicide ,

freinds in 2010 oct ,radhika came to me to meet me & she was dying to get married with me ,
in nov she forced me to get marry as soon as possible ,
at that time i was going thru a very bad financial condition ,
i gave 1 freind 1 lakh rs on behalf of my guarantee ,
now that freind didn't pay back so i have the burden to pay 1 lakh rs,
done partnership with 1 freind he didn't gave my 75,000 rs ,
then to cover that loss i gamble in share mkt & i lost 1 lakh rs ,
so overall 2.75 lakhs i lost in short span of 2 months ,
i was in deep tension
this i told radhika that i have too much money crisis & i m not getting any job ,
so wait for some time & we will marry by july 2011 & i will talk to ur parents ,
she told me her parents will never accept love marriage so its better we do court marriage,
i told her ok fine , but not now bcoz right now my position is very weak ,pls wait,
i told her 1 day that i have minor prob in liver now a days it pains me a lot ,

in dec 2010 i didnt talk with her for 1 week for 10 days ,
on 2 jan 2011 i got sms at night at 11.30 then at 12.30 , i was shocked ,
radhika told me vishal forget me now i got new bf ,
then on other sms she told me i had phisical relation with that guy so now we cannot marry,

i didint slept for 48 hrs & was crying & roaming on road walking on street with hyper tension ,
one night i tried a lot to convnce her but she didn't ,
in morning when i wake up i saw 7 sms from radhika ,
she was drinking beer & hard drinks with her freinds from last 2 years & she didnt wanna told me abt this bcoz she told that my thinking was a backward thinking ,
2 years back once she drank at that time i scold her a lot for drinking hard drinks ,
& when she told she was drinking for 2 years i was shocked ,

then one day i call her at home & told her sis that radhika is taking drinks ,pls take care of her ,
as she is going on wrong path ,
then she call me saying that now i will lodge a complain against me to police that i m harrasing her,
i was shocked again,
on my mind only love for her was thr,
one night sms her that now i won't call u again or sms u , u live ur life freely & take care of ur parents,
god bless u !
on other day , it was so normal i got sms of hi! good morning!
hi ! how r u ! i thought she back to me ! & then she call me wher i m ,
i told her i m going to take bath after that i will go my freind office for some time then vll go home when i don't know,
she planned so beautifully,
she came to my home told my parents that vishal is harrasing me a lot,
i came home i was shocked & my parents scold me a lot that i m harrasing a gal,
i didnt told any 1 that yest only we get apart & now she came here to make my life mess,

then i call her that i cn't live without u & i m doing suicide ,
but pills were not so more effective ,
so i searched a lot on internet & then i got other pills ,
i went to railway stn also ,but i was frightened of train,
i went to khadi also but didnt have guts to jump ,
so i thought again to have sleeping pills again ,
why ?
bcoz when i call her she told that vishal if u call me now then i will bring police
to ur home or else i will tell my dad he will murder u anytime ,
i was afraid don't know what to do ,
i couldn't sleep for 4 days , i was shocked as i was frightened too,
bcoz she want me to go to behind the bars & i thought what society , my parents
vll think that my son is harrasing a gal ,
but in real i was convincing her for marriage,

then i call her dad, i don't want any trouble as radhika already told me that her father can murder me ,
anytime , so sir i don't wan t now radhika in my life as she also not interested for marriage,

on next day again i went to office , they call at my home i was not available ,
they told that they will send me behind the bars & will lodge a complain against me ,

again i was in terrible tension ,depression ,
why this gal is lodging complain & screw my life & sending me to jail,
she told me before that i will tell police that ur harrasing me a lot ,
this thing when i remember i don't know what to do ,
& due to fear of that & society people what they will think ,that c police take away vishal,
i was in terrible pressure of that,
due to her father & radhika i suicide again & ate sleeping pills but again i survived ,

then my parents told me to forget her ,

freinds, all this happn u tell me how a person survive & share his feelings with another person when this kind of things happn to me ,
i suicide for my love radhika
then again i suicide for shock she gave me that she had phisical remation with another guy,
then i again suicide bcoz she want to send me behind the bars wanna lodge complain to police against me
& wanna make my life mess,

if all this happns then u only think by trying for suicde was it any other way ,
the person whom u love the most,she plans for ur murder or wanna c u behind the bars,
mentally i was so shocked ,that i thought now love is nothing in life & its better i suicide & end my life bcoz she betrayed me ,

but now i trying to forget her & just chanting
jai jai sairam sairam sairam

Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saib on May 05, 2011, 08:53:41 AM
Yours is a touching story, God saved you from a hell future that could be result of your such relation. What you did in past was anyway different, But why not thank God for future. ……………. If you truly change your life as you have mentioned, Will be a good step even not easy as Life is not so cheap to waste like this, after living millions of life in other forms, one gets this human life and if don’t respect this life, It is just to insult the Lord, who bless us such a life. These all emotions are our personal and temporary, not in terms of ultimate human life!

Live for a noble cause and Baba will take care of your life!

May Baba Bless You and All!

om sri sai ram!
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 08, 2011, 04:25:08 AM
om sai ram sairam sairam

hi freinds ,

i found it in youtube it gives me really peace of mind when i hear this

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This is a part of the shirdi sai baba film"Shirdi ke saibaba Miracles" when he speaks and say something about religions and karma

hope u all will live it
jai jai sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 08, 2011, 04:27:18 AM
om sai ram ,
jai jai sairam sairam
saibaba pls help thanasb brother who is suffering from turmor in kidney ,
saibaba pls bless his brother

jai jai sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 08, 2011, 04:54:03 AM
om sai ram sairam sairam ,

hi freinds

i got 1 youtube from it i got this ,
if by mistake there is some spelling mistake then pls forgive me ,

please hear everyday or try to say everyday , it will give u peace a lot ,

om sai ram

Mujko na janne wale budhi heen insaan samajte hai
Ki maine yeh roop aur vyaktitva dharan kiya hai ,
Apne atmagyan ke karan woh mere param utam avinashi  swaroop ko nahi jante ,
Muje harr janam mein maa ki zaroorat padti hai ,
Aur tum usi maa se mere jati ke sutra jodne lagte ho ,
Vivado mein padkar paribhashayein rachne lagte ho ,
Ki mein hindu hoon, musalman hoon ,sikh , isai  boudh athva jaini hoon
Nahi
Mein to sirf manav hoon ,
Manavta mera dharma hi
Tumhara kalian ho mera karm hai ,
Mein gita ka gyan hoon ,
Quran ki talim hoon,
Bilble ki shiksha ,
Guru granth sahib ka adarsh hoon ,
Jo muje jaise bhajta hai , main use waise hi prapt hojata hoon ,
Kyon ki mein sampoorna jivo ke hraday mein stith atma hoon ,
Mein  is sampoorna shrishti ka adi , Madhya aur ant hoon ,
Aur tumhare liye mein ek fakir saibaba hoon ,
Mein to tab bhi tha ,
Jab tum nahi the ,
Tab bhi hoon jab tum ho ,
Aur tab bhi rahoonga jab tum nahi rahoge ,
Ek baar jo bhi zabaan se mujhe  naam lekar pukarta hai ,
Mein maya ,moh, paap,dosh, kasht  lobh ahankarr se
uski raksha karrne ke liye sakriya ho jata hoon,
kyonki mein sai hoon saibaba  , allah malik

om buddham sharnam gacchami
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 11, 2011, 08:55:12 AM
om sai ram ,
jai jai sairam sairam sairam ,

when i started to live today drstic happn ,
from last 3 days chest was paining a lot ,

today first time in life i vomit & blood came out ,
what sai had decided for me i dont know ,
business ruined, radhika left me ,
now this happn ,
may b something good will happn ,
i have no issues no wants ,
koi shikayat nai ,

mere saibaba meri radhika ka khayal rakhna ,
what ever she done ,it was in my destiny ,
if something happns to me u always take care of my love,
is janam mein radhika won't b mine ,
but sai next every janam give back my radhika to me & v both live happily together under ur feet ,

jai jai sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vkansal on May 11, 2011, 10:42:53 AM
vifu mein bhi sai se asa hi mag rahi hu death mein sai se marne ki prathna kar rahi hu
mein sochti thi sirf mein hi asa mag rahi hu par nahi asa nahi hai .
apke death magne par apko  samjha rahe hai ki death is not only the sol
but i m not agree with that.kyuki mein bhi sai se maut chahti hu .
isliye i pray to sai agar ap death chahte hai to sai apki sune . also pray sai meri bhi sune (death of mine ) om sai jai sai om sai jai sai
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 11, 2011, 12:05:51 PM
om sairam sairam

hi vkansal ,

i was asking death from sai ,
but now i wanna live ,
i cried , i screamed a lot ,
but the person whom i love dont c my pain then ,

so i m living a new life ,
but unfortunately 3 days my chest paining & by vomiting blood came ,
so tomm morning i vll go to doctor & will ask him what to do ,

mrs vkansal  don't ask for death from sai,
live in what u have , forget past & live life for ur parents ,for ur loved ones & for sai ofcourse,

i request you not to think negative , here many sai devotees have helped me
to come out from my sorrow , my sis tanu helpmed me a lot in this forum & all who replied me ,
so i also request u think positive in life, i know its not easy ,
above 1 is sai clipping of you tube listen to it & be calm ,

om sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: PiyaSoni on May 12, 2011, 04:11:44 AM
OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vkansal on May 12, 2011, 09:33:17 AM
jan kar khushi hui
sai apke sab dukh dur kare aur apko dher sari khushiya de.
par vifu yaha thak meri bat hai mere sath asa nahi hai
mein bahut soch samajh kar asa kah rahi hu ye mein kisi jaldbazi mein nahi kah rahi ki sai mujhe maut de
vifu bina karan koi marna nai chahta
i just want to say u that please pray to sai for me to fulfil my wish.
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saib on May 12, 2011, 09:47:12 AM
Dear, Then you at wrong door. Sai gives life and not death. By his blessings even dead gets life. and as concern to death that is certain, No one here on the world is going to stay here permanently, We all have to depart at the time already predetermined according to our destiny, No matter we would like to die or not, there is no choice.
Then why death before death, We come alone in the world and Will go alone. (Even die in atomic blast with thousands people, still alone).

Your life may be at stage nothing left, But people who accept Sai as their Lord, Never accept defeat easily, This world is only an illusion, How to treat unreal real and live in drastic conditions of life, one learns and then conditions of life start getting changed. path is tough, but destination is beautiful. Only need is to hold shardha and saburi!

If can try, with empty mind concentrate on Baba’s holy feet for five minutes and then see in his eyes for two minutes …………………!

Might be you get new insight!

All The Best!

May Baba Bless You and all of Us!

Jai Sri Sai Ram!


jan kar khushi hui
sai apke sab dukh dur kare aur apko dher sari khushiya de.
par vifu yaha thak meri bat hai mere sath asa nahi hai
mein bahut soch samajh kar asa kah rahi hu ye mein kisi jaldbazi mein nahi kah rahi ki sai mujhe maut de
vifu bina karan koi marna nai chahta
i just want to say u that please pray to sai for me to fulfil my wish.

Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vkansal on May 12, 2011, 10:10:11 AM
saib
u said every one has to die even then we came to sai for life for ourselves and  for our loved ones.
here is not the question of life and death.
question of peace of mind ,away from sorrows and worries
some get it from life and some from death.
as u say baba bless all
for some blessing is life and for some blessing means death.
if we come at sai darbar we come for blessing (in my opinion blessing neither means life nor death it has different definations for different people for some it is job for some it is child for some it is marriage for some it is life for ourselves and for some it is life for opur loved ones and for some it may be death  0
om sai ram jai sai ram 
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saib on May 12, 2011, 08:43:58 PM

u said every one has to die even then we came to sai for life for ourselves and  for our loved ones.

Dear, here death has two meanings, Death what I referred meant to be closure of this chapter of life i.e. separation of spirit from this physical body. Now a days no one comes to Sai to seek immortality, People come only to get their worldly desires fulfilled, some for divine knowledge and a few for eternal peace.  

here is not the question of life and death.
question of peace of mind ,away from sorrows and worries
some get it from life and some from death.
as u say baba bless all
for some blessing is life and for some blessing means death.

Yes, Death means blessings BUT It is ONLY for true warriors and great saints who entered in the kingdom of God through the gate of death, For normal mortals, this is just beginning of next journey, what to say about peace, It might be more painful, Because account of Karma has to be settled. e.g. One is supposed to serve his parents, but just under impact of their wife or in someone’s affection they just ignore this responsibility will lead to a pathetic life in next birth. No mater We can ignore this that who have seen next birth, but ………..

So, For You death might be a way to peaceful life, But for me not at all except true warriors and Great Saints. (Definition of Saint means noble and pure souls and not those who pretends………..!)

if we come at sai darbar we come for blessing (in my opinion blessing neither means life nor death it has different definations for different people for some it is job for some it is child for some it is marriage for some it is life for ourselves and for some it is life for opur loved ones and for some it may be death.

We are not so wise, that’s why can misinterpret meaning of blessings (There are many who thinks by taking drugs or wine they can attain peaceful state, But truth is only it makes their brain sleeping for time being and they assume it a peaceful state as they do not find courage to deal with problems of life or face the truth, So short cuts or way to run from responsibilities),   But it is where role of Sadguru begins. To make us understood what exactly blessings stand for, Is it just worldly possessions or associate with sweet name of lord living in contentment.

at Last there might be different views or believes, If mine is different from You, Don’t worry, Time makes everyone to understand what is truth, So just wait, Some years ago I too was begging death from Baba, living a pathetic or painful life, But only with mercy and blessings of Baba, Life got changed.

Good luck and Good Bye!

May Baba Bless all of Us!

om sri sai ram !
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: Devbani on May 13, 2011, 07:54:46 AM
Apko marna hai toh baba ko kyu disturb karte hain Go & kill urself........ya itna kam bhi aap nahi kar sakte hain. Bahut achha solution hai jao mar jao sab khatam. Ek ladki k liye aap khud ko marva dena chahte hain sai baba k hatho. Magar aapne kaise socha k aapki takleef ka yahi solution hai, kya aapko poora yakeen hai k aap jinke liye khudi ko mitane par tule hain unke sath shadi hote hi aap mukkammal ho jayenge. Shadi ya sambandh sai banate hain. Dekhiye hamesha ek bad yaad rakho hamare man ka jab hota hai voh yakinan bahut khushnaseeb lamha hota hai. Magar jab hamare man se kuchh nahi hota toh kya tab har bar bura hi hota hai...........NAHI......tab uss malik k man ka hota hai jisne hame banaya. Pyar karna achhi bat hai, magar pyar ko simeet kar dena galat hai. Apne yeh sabit kar diya k aapme pyaar karne ki khoobi parvardigar ne bade dil se dali hai. Toh kyu nahi aap apne parivaar , dost, inlogo me apne pyaar ko bant dete. Khush raho...yakinan sai ne aapka achha socha hoga..........have faith.......suicide ek crime hai, aap iss post k base par arrest ho sakte hain........dobara aisa kuchh kiya na toh court me case file kar dungee.......
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 15, 2011, 11:51:24 AM
om sairam sairam sairam ,

devbani ,

every person has probems in life ,
some doesn't come up from the faces which r they going thu,
i m not disturbing god at all ,
i m confessing in front of god,
that i had done suicide but then also my love didnt ask once that i m alive or dead,

now its been 4 months now,
i m living life again ,

its hard to live & easy to say ,

any way ,

i m living life without her & what saibaba will decide for me , i will accept it,
ab sab sai ke bharose hai meri zindagi ,
i m living , i want to live now ,

the changes i m feeling now in my life with blessings of saibaba



Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 15, 2011, 12:29:23 PM
om sairam sairam sairam

mrs vkansal,

i pray to saibaba to get you what you wish,
& as soon as possible saibaba will give your love back,

oh lord saibaba pls give back vkansal her love  back into her life,
so that she can live happily with her love ,

om sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vkansal on May 17, 2011, 10:41:40 AM
thanks vifu for your pray to sai for me
sai mere kahne par na sahi apke kahne par hi meri wish puri kare par kare
om sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 24, 2011, 10:10:11 AM
om sai ram ,

here is saibaba dhun from youtube , hope u people will like it


jai jai sairm sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saisai83 on May 26, 2011, 06:12:43 PM
OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM
OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM

Thank you for sharing this dhun brother :) Baba is with you always, please be stong! May Baba bless you always!

Jai Sai Ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on May 28, 2011, 12:20:59 AM
om sairam sairam sairam ,

hi all freinds ,

in below link is kakad aarati

http://www.saibabaofindia.com/all_about_sri_sai_satcharitra_parayan.htm

go to this page ,
scroll down ,
you will c the mps link ,

jai jai sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saisai83 on May 28, 2011, 10:38:15 PM
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Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on June 08, 2011, 08:13:54 AM
om sairam sairam sairam

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above link to hear saibaba dhun chant

jai jai sairam sairam sairam
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: vifu1977 on June 20, 2011, 08:39:46 AM
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Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
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Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: saitulasi9 on June 21, 2011, 12:36:21 AM
sai baba your child is facing some problem please help him what ever is the best option you knw very well what your child needs which is the best thing for your child guide him properly and make him to take a positive attitude towars life jai sai ram
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: PiyaSoni on June 22, 2011, 03:19:39 AM
OMSAIRAM
Title: Re: sai baba pls give me death in 2 days
Post by: Dineshotham on June 22, 2011, 07:07:18 AM
Vifu.. Understand this clearly.. Death doesn't come on the time when you choose. It will come by itself. There are many people in this world who don't have a square meal per day. If we see the kind of life, a  person in utter poverty without even no food to eat lives..it is heartening that we have something. Think of children who are abandoned by parents in childhood..we have the luck of having parents who gave us everything. Still we end up hurting them for someone we think might be our life partner but infact is not so. We really let our thinking be dominated by them, I think we should educate ppl to remember parents before doing anything so that we can really judge. You know why my love left me, their parents didn't agree. She knew maybe, that there might be only one path, to get out..but that might tarnish their family name..she thought about her parents when I was in complete dependent stage on her..If she would have deserted me earlier maybe then I might have actually been not that affected as we don't depend on a person that much in the initial stages..but ofcourse we don;t think when we love. I am proud of her decision..even if it hurt me..coz parents are important..That is why I am always asking Sai, so that she will make her parents agree..I never asked sai for her to desert her parents..parents are important..Please think what will happen to ur mum if you die..Think what the society will tell your parents..Your son was a coward who couldn't face life..You people didn't bring him up properly. Is this the gift you give your parents to have put up with all the stuff you have done till now?? I must confess...we guys don't think much about our parents when we fall in love..that makes us completely dependent..Solution..as Baba said..Remain unattached..Love from our parents is unparallel..Please keep your tears in control so that you can laugh and make your mum happy. Even if your dad may not be proud of what you are doing..Please don't curse his life by doing suicide..Please Vifu..hear my plea..
You must suffer the results of your bad karma..Please understand that you might have in your past life dealt such a blow to her..that she has taken revenge of you..your debt is cleared..bad time over..Turn positive..Please understand..THE SUM TOTAL OF BABA TEACHINGS IS SHRADDHA AND SABURI..Concentrate on your life..Don't depend on others for happiness..look inwards for happiness..Patience..Life is the best gift god gave us..to do something..If u really want to die..join in the army and die for our country saving other Jawans..your death will be great. Not the death of a coward who bent before a girl who didn't take care of him..Please don't cry..all the love you gave her will come back..trust me..not from her maybe..but it will..Love multiplies by time..stop missing her..someone will give you so much love that you will forget someone named Radhika..I am sure..it will happen.Please concentrate on your career Vifu..Please do that for all us Sai Bhakths so that you can proudl tell your story to other Bhakts who are in the same position!!